I was raised not to fear anything. I was told to face it, taste it, welcome it.
I haven’t faced real fear before.
Not fear for this huge ball of fur whose trying to smash my brain out. Not fear for my life. But fear that this glorious angel, who is standing a foot away – wait, I think I just saw her up the Redwood – wait she couldn’t be up that tree, how could she? Unless my brain’s already smashed inside my skull.
Where was I?
Incoherency. Damaged brain, no doubt.
Again, I fear that this glorious angel, nearer to our fight now, would be hurt, harmed in any way.
“Stand back!” I yelled at her.
I felt the huge paw smash my chest.
The angel was still watching, though not so still anymore. What color are her eyes? I want to know.
She’s watching. I have to put on a show.
“Oh no, you don’t!” I bellowed at the bear with all the toughness I could muster.
Couldn’t blame the bear of course. I could be very irritating whenever I want to. I almost snorted mischievously.
Then, came the clawing part. I felt the skin on my left cheek rip.
“Aaaw!” I tried to muffle my scream. Thinking of the watching angel, again.
I looked at her, while the bear hurled me to the ground.
She was staring at me with horror in her eyes. Indecision was in there, too.
I winked at her. Smiled sexily, I wished. This is nothing. I want to let her know. I’m strong. I can handle this.
Her beautiful face blurred. I could hardly breathe. I was thankful for the darkness that washed over my senses.
Wait! It’s too dark. I can’t see her face.
I heard the bear’s angry screams – then, gurgled, then muffled, then silence….
I felt cold hands search for my pulse, too cold hands. I almost shivered.
Is she an Angel of Death?
Death? Oh! Anytime. As long as she’s the one delivering it.
I felt the wind beneath my body. Feels like I’m floating.
“Hold on! We’re almost there.” A silvery voice said.
Music to my ears – like cherubs playing the harp.
“Keep breathing, please….”
I would, if that means I get to hear her voice.
The floating stopped.
“Carlisle, please. I saw him in the woods, mauled by a bear. Will you?” The last two words were spoken in a whisper. I could almost see the angel wringing her hands.
The man called Carlisle nodded, stepped towards me…
Then it hit me. Pain. Flame.
I couldn’t keep up the façade anymore.
I screamed. I trashed. I buckled. I tried to free myself from iron grips.
“Ssshhh. Be strong. It will be over soon, I promise.”
Cherubs playing the harp once again.
Her voice – antidote to the pain, the flame.
I opened my eyes, when the pain ebbed.
Whoa! Everything’s so clear.
The Angel, my golden angel is standing again, just a foot away from the bed, where I lay.
I tried to reach for her.
Her eyes were golden. Golden?
Well, she is my golden angel. Perfect. No beyond perfect.
Again, I reached out for her.
In a blink of an eye, a young man stood in front of us.
Who’s he?
The Angel tried to come near me.
The young man stopped her.
“Be careful, Rosalie.” He said. Deep baritone.
“Rosalie” I whispered. Hey! Was that my voice? Could that be my voice?
Rosalie shrugged away from the young man.
“This young man has a name – Edward.” He said.
Huh? It’s as if he could hear my thoughts.
Edward smirked.
He could. He couldn’t.
Edward glared at me. Eyeing Rosalie at the foot of the bed, now looking shyly at me.
The guy’s too sullen for my taste.
He smirked again. I raised my eyebrows.
“Hi! How’re you feeling?” My Angel – My Rosalie breathed.
Such sweet scent.
“Baffled. Where am I?” I winced, hearing my voice again.
Rosalie looked at Carlisle meaningfully.
I didn’t notice before the lovely young woman beside him.
“We’ll discuss a lot of things, young man.” Carlisle, whom I thought first, was God, said gently.
Edward looked amused.
“My name is…” I frowned. “Emmet.” More confident now.
I stared at Rosalie and she stared back.
“I think I’m smitten by you.” I blurted out.
Rosalie smiled – gloriously, beautifully, perfectly.
I sighed.
Edward rolled his eyes.
“There’s a lot to know about me, Emmet. About my family. About who you are now.” She said.
I bounced off the bed. Whoa!
I could feel raw strength in every inch of my body.
Edward’s stance became – defensive?
I sat immediately beside Rosalie.
“Tell me.” I whispered.
“Where do I start? It’s a long story. Oh well, no worries, we’ve got forever.” Rosalie said.
Forever? Such a nice notion.
It would be beyond perfect, if I get to spend forever with her.
My Angel. My Rosalie.
Edward almost smiled.
I'm sure today is the first day of...FOREVER.
I haven’t faced real fear before.
Not fear for this huge ball of fur whose trying to smash my brain out. Not fear for my life. But fear that this glorious angel, who is standing a foot away – wait, I think I just saw her up the Redwood – wait she couldn’t be up that tree, how could she? Unless my brain’s already smashed inside my skull.
Where was I?
Incoherency. Damaged brain, no doubt.
Again, I fear that this glorious angel, nearer to our fight now, would be hurt, harmed in any way.
“Stand back!” I yelled at her.
I felt the huge paw smash my chest.
The angel was still watching, though not so still anymore. What color are her eyes? I want to know.
She’s watching. I have to put on a show.
“Oh no, you don’t!” I bellowed at the bear with all the toughness I could muster.
Couldn’t blame the bear of course. I could be very irritating whenever I want to. I almost snorted mischievously.
Then, came the clawing part. I felt the skin on my left cheek rip.
“Aaaw!” I tried to muffle my scream. Thinking of the watching angel, again.
I looked at her, while the bear hurled me to the ground.
She was staring at me with horror in her eyes. Indecision was in there, too.
I winked at her. Smiled sexily, I wished. This is nothing. I want to let her know. I’m strong. I can handle this.
Her beautiful face blurred. I could hardly breathe. I was thankful for the darkness that washed over my senses.
Wait! It’s too dark. I can’t see her face.
I heard the bear’s angry screams – then, gurgled, then muffled, then silence….
I felt cold hands search for my pulse, too cold hands. I almost shivered.
Is she an Angel of Death?
Death? Oh! Anytime. As long as she’s the one delivering it.
I felt the wind beneath my body. Feels like I’m floating.
“Hold on! We’re almost there.” A silvery voice said.
Music to my ears – like cherubs playing the harp.
“Keep breathing, please….”
I would, if that means I get to hear her voice.
The floating stopped.
“Carlisle, please. I saw him in the woods, mauled by a bear. Will you?” The last two words were spoken in a whisper. I could almost see the angel wringing her hands.
The man called Carlisle nodded, stepped towards me…
Then it hit me. Pain. Flame.
I couldn’t keep up the façade anymore.
I screamed. I trashed. I buckled. I tried to free myself from iron grips.
“Ssshhh. Be strong. It will be over soon, I promise.”
Cherubs playing the harp once again.
Her voice – antidote to the pain, the flame.
I opened my eyes, when the pain ebbed.
Whoa! Everything’s so clear.
The Angel, my golden angel is standing again, just a foot away from the bed, where I lay.
I tried to reach for her.
Her eyes were golden. Golden?
Well, she is my golden angel. Perfect. No beyond perfect.
Again, I reached out for her.
In a blink of an eye, a young man stood in front of us.
Who’s he?
The Angel tried to come near me.
The young man stopped her.
“Be careful, Rosalie.” He said. Deep baritone.
“Rosalie” I whispered. Hey! Was that my voice? Could that be my voice?
Rosalie shrugged away from the young man.
“This young man has a name – Edward.” He said.
Huh? It’s as if he could hear my thoughts.
Edward smirked.
He could. He couldn’t.
Edward glared at me. Eyeing Rosalie at the foot of the bed, now looking shyly at me.
The guy’s too sullen for my taste.
He smirked again. I raised my eyebrows.
“Hi! How’re you feeling?” My Angel – My Rosalie breathed.
Such sweet scent.
“Baffled. Where am I?” I winced, hearing my voice again.
Rosalie looked at Carlisle meaningfully.
I didn’t notice before the lovely young woman beside him.
“We’ll discuss a lot of things, young man.” Carlisle, whom I thought first, was God, said gently.
Edward looked amused.
“My name is…” I frowned. “Emmet.” More confident now.
I stared at Rosalie and she stared back.
“I think I’m smitten by you.” I blurted out.
Rosalie smiled – gloriously, beautifully, perfectly.
I sighed.
Edward rolled his eyes.
“There’s a lot to know about me, Emmet. About my family. About who you are now.” She said.
I bounced off the bed. Whoa!
I could feel raw strength in every inch of my body.
Edward’s stance became – defensive?
I sat immediately beside Rosalie.
“Tell me.” I whispered.
“Where do I start? It’s a long story. Oh well, no worries, we’ve got forever.” Rosalie said.
Forever? Such a nice notion.
It would be beyond perfect, if I get to spend forever with her.
My Angel. My Rosalie.
Edward almost smiled.
I'm sure today is the first day of...FOREVER.
when Bella first meets Edward he is trying his best to stay away from her and Jacob is trying to get closer to her when Edward and Bella goes out and Edward leaves her Jacob finds her in the forest and takes her home to charlie then in eclipse Jacob tells Bella he loves her and kisses her witched cause Bella to punch him and she breaks her hand then calls Edward to take her to Carlise and in breaking dawn Jacob came to viste Bella as a gift but it goes bad and Sam Seth Embery toke Jacob home an then when Bella has Reneesme Jacob tries to kill Reneesme but instead imprinted on her and in Breaking Dawn part 2 Bella's a vampire and finds out Jacob imprinted witch mad her mad and let me just say that it was just funny
Hit the jump to check out the images. The film stars Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson, and Taylor Lautner. The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn – Part 1 is set to open November 18th.
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
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Life on earth is ending
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And time on earth is changing
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I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If you done all wrong
You can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If you done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
You can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong you done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong you done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If you done all wrong
You can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If you done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
You can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong you done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong you done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
A tear in my brain
Allows the voices in
They wanna push you off the path
With their frequency wires
And you can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you’re getting better
But you don’t feel any better
(In my eyes
In my eyes)
Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
You wish you felt better
You wish you felt better
(In my eyes
A better place)
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
Allows the voices in
They wanna push you off the path
With their frequency wires
And you can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you’re getting better
But you don’t feel any better
(In my eyes
In my eyes)
Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
You wish you felt better
You wish you felt better
(In my eyes
A better place)
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down