It's been a while since I write anything here! I just didn't feel like posting this on my spot, so I thought I would post it here!
I looked into his eyes, not knowing what to think... It's been so long, so much has happened and yet I feel just like I did that first time!
I hate thinking of it... Every word that comes out of my mouth seems to fade away as soon as it reaches the air. Every thought that comes to my mind is full of pain and hate, and yet I never seem to be sad!
I face life with a smile in my face, with a mask in my heart! I keep my thoughts close, not letting anyone reach them!
I walk with a tear in the eye, a sad song on my lips and a pocket full of sadness... I keep looking for a way out of this life but it's just to hard! To hard to keep going, to keep living!
Listening to the songs that filled my childhood doesn't seem so atractive like it did before... Looking for the memories of my parents doesn't look so happy like it did!
I see his face... Each detail as clear as water, every piece of life hidden in it clears up for me! I can see his pain, but I can't help... I can't help him, I can't help myself! I live in this world without knowing what will happen next. I just keep trying to find a way out...
Just give me somewhere to look for!
I just want a smile in my eyes, a song on my lips and a pocket full of hope.... Life can't be this hard!
I looked into his eyes, not knowing what to think... It's been so long, so much has happened and yet I feel just like I did that first time!
I hate thinking of it... Every word that comes out of my mouth seems to fade away as soon as it reaches the air. Every thought that comes to my mind is full of pain and hate, and yet I never seem to be sad!
I face life with a smile in my face, with a mask in my heart! I keep my thoughts close, not letting anyone reach them!
I walk with a tear in the eye, a sad song on my lips and a pocket full of sadness... I keep looking for a way out of this life but it's just to hard! To hard to keep going, to keep living!
Listening to the songs that filled my childhood doesn't seem so atractive like it did before... Looking for the memories of my parents doesn't look so happy like it did!
I see his face... Each detail as clear as water, every piece of life hidden in it clears up for me! I can see his pain, but I can't help... I can't help him, I can't help myself! I live in this world without knowing what will happen next. I just keep trying to find a way out...
Just give me somewhere to look for!
I just want a smile in my eyes, a song on my lips and a pocket full of hope.... Life can't be this hard!