I opened my bedroom window to let in an evening brezee. All of the trees have been bare for a while, exposing the cloudless sky. Letting out a sight i rested my head on my hand and leaned out letting the wind whip across my face. Today is the very last day of winter break,then its back to school till spring. May as well enjoy it. "ARTIE JONES, GET DOWN HERE RIGHT THIS SECOND I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE A WORD WITH YOU!" My mom yelled vioentley from down stairs. Sluggishly I stood up and walked out of my room. "Mom my name is amy." I said walking down the steps. She just glared at me. " You can change your name when your 18, but thats not the problem we need to disscus." she said holding up a thin piece of folded white paper. I could feel every ounce of color drain from my face as we stood in silence.
"An F In Math? Artie How Could You Do This To Me!?" she snapped
"Why were you going through my stuff anyway!" i snapped back moving passed her.
"Because im your mother and im allowed to do that!" she said following me
"Whatever!" i said storming off toward the garage.
"We are not done disscussing this missy, you better bring that grade up or-" i slamed the door not wanting to hear anymore.
Quickly I laced my converse on and walked to the end of me drive way.
I stared at my back yard. My favorite view. The creek sparkling from the lingering sunlight, The big willow tree swaying its branches in the harsh wind, the overgrown grass my mom never wants to cut. Simply beautifull. I skipped down the hill and stoped in front of my willow tree, I layed down in a patch of clovers. I stared at the radient pinks and purples overflowing the sky, i watched the tints of orange and yellow fade out.
"Happy Birthday Amy." A vocie said behinde me.
"huh?" I blurted out as a small box dropped on my chest. Dumbfounded i turned around and stood up.
A tall dark haired boy stood there grinning..well i just call him leslie.
"Leslie!!" I almost yelled as i scrambled quickly to my feet.
"Happy Birthday" He said repeated
"You Too!" I said cheerfully.
Leslie and i have known each other for about 6 years now. We met by our parents work and ever since we have been pretty good friends,well i think so atleast.
I reached into my pocket and prayed his present was still in there."A-Ha" I said and pulled out a camera with a bright red bow on it.
"Here, ya go" I said handing him the camera.
"No way! Thanks so much!" He exclaimed
"Im just glad you like it" I said relevied
"Now your gift" He said taking the bow off the camera.
I looked at the tiny velvet box in my hand.
"Go on open it .... its not gonna explode" He said encouragingly.
I opened it to find a small crystal heart.
"Wow... Its beautifull" I said holding it up to the remaning sunlight. It Reflected the light in a way so that inside the heart was a plethora of colors.
"Do you like it?" He asked unsure
"Yes, of course, i love it!" I said hugging him
"Its another charm for your braclet" He said as i let him go.
"Leslie!! Amy!! Its dinner!" My mom yelled out the window.
I let out a sigh and looked from the window to leslie.
"I'll race ya." He said playfully
"Go!" I shouted clutching the crystal heart in my hand as i ran.
Leslie caught up pretty fast and passes me with ease.
I started picking up speed as we raced to the top of the hill.
The wind blew my hair around my face annoyingly.
I finaly reached the drive way and leslie was waiting there.
"what took you so long?" he asked not even out of breath.
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"An F In Math? Artie How Could You Do This To Me!?" she snapped
"Why were you going through my stuff anyway!" i snapped back moving passed her.
"Because im your mother and im allowed to do that!" she said following me
"Whatever!" i said storming off toward the garage.
"We are not done disscussing this missy, you better bring that grade up or-" i slamed the door not wanting to hear anymore.
Quickly I laced my converse on and walked to the end of me drive way.
I stared at my back yard. My favorite view. The creek sparkling from the lingering sunlight, The big willow tree swaying its branches in the harsh wind, the overgrown grass my mom never wants to cut. Simply beautifull. I skipped down the hill and stoped in front of my willow tree, I layed down in a patch of clovers. I stared at the radient pinks and purples overflowing the sky, i watched the tints of orange and yellow fade out.
"Happy Birthday Amy." A vocie said behinde me.
"huh?" I blurted out as a small box dropped on my chest. Dumbfounded i turned around and stood up.
A tall dark haired boy stood there grinning..well i just call him leslie.
"Leslie!!" I almost yelled as i scrambled quickly to my feet.
"Happy Birthday" He said repeated
"You Too!" I said cheerfully.
Leslie and i have known each other for about 6 years now. We met by our parents work and ever since we have been pretty good friends,well i think so atleast.
I reached into my pocket and prayed his present was still in there."A-Ha" I said and pulled out a camera with a bright red bow on it.
"Here, ya go" I said handing him the camera.
"No way! Thanks so much!" He exclaimed
"Im just glad you like it" I said relevied
"Now your gift" He said taking the bow off the camera.
I looked at the tiny velvet box in my hand.
"Go on open it .... its not gonna explode" He said encouragingly.
I opened it to find a small crystal heart.
"Wow... Its beautifull" I said holding it up to the remaning sunlight. It Reflected the light in a way so that inside the heart was a plethora of colors.
"Do you like it?" He asked unsure
"Yes, of course, i love it!" I said hugging him
"Its another charm for your braclet" He said as i let him go.
"Leslie!! Amy!! Its dinner!" My mom yelled out the window.
I let out a sigh and looked from the window to leslie.
"I'll race ya." He said playfully
"Go!" I shouted clutching the crystal heart in my hand as i ran.
Leslie caught up pretty fast and passes me with ease.
I started picking up speed as we raced to the top of the hill.
The wind blew my hair around my face annoyingly.
I finaly reached the drive way and leslie was waiting there.
"what took you so long?" he asked not even out of breath.
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This is writen in the point of view of Kara
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments ago someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing gown and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments ago someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing gown and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need more and more and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me or to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need more and more and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me or to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain