I can't stop crying today
My world walked out the door
With her she took my heart
For I will love no more
The hours passed like seconds
When our two hearts were one
The seconds passed like hours
After she said that she was done
She was going to love me forever
At least that is what she said
Her heart belonged to someone else
That is what her letter read
I no longer live in color
My world is black and white
I always wonder what she is doing
As I lie awake at night
I hope tomorrow is better
This is what I pray
But right now my heart is broken
I can't stop crying today
My world walked out the door
With her she took my heart
For I will love no more
The hours passed like seconds
When our two hearts were one
The seconds passed like hours
After she said that she was done
She was going to love me forever
At least that is what she said
Her heart belonged to someone else
That is what her letter read
I no longer live in color
My world is black and white
I always wonder what she is doing
As I lie awake at night
I hope tomorrow is better
This is what I pray
But right now my heart is broken
I can't stop crying today
The feelings you put in my tummy
When we speak makes me feel funny
And the smile you put on my face
Makes me put happiness in sadness' place
To hear your voice is like a pleasant melody
That only you can play for me
It makes my heart jump
Against my chest it thumps
And I wish for the feeling of your fingers
To touch my skin, let the feeling linger
You are my only love
My angel from above
No matter what others say
With you, I am here to stay
It was love at first sight
You made my eyes bright
I haven't known you for very long, my dear
But I know I'll love you forever, don't fear
You could never lose me, I'm with you
No matter what people say to you
Cherry, it is you that is forever in my heart
And there's nothing that can tear us apart
When we speak makes me feel funny
And the smile you put on my face
Makes me put happiness in sadness' place
To hear your voice is like a pleasant melody
That only you can play for me
It makes my heart jump
Against my chest it thumps
And I wish for the feeling of your fingers
To touch my skin, let the feeling linger
You are my only love
My angel from above
No matter what others say
With you, I am here to stay
It was love at first sight
You made my eyes bright
I haven't known you for very long, my dear
But I know I'll love you forever, don't fear
You could never lose me, I'm with you
No matter what people say to you
Cherry, it is you that is forever in my heart
And there's nothing that can tear us apart
What I was
I cannot be again
and what I am
I do not want to be
There is no other way
There Has Never Been
I have used my imagination
To give me hope
But now it is all gone
and I am alone once more
It Feels no different
than before
Always the outcast
Never Fitting in
Why should I Be like this
Why Should I try to live
when I just want to say bye
and die
So I take My Blade
That has tasted blood
many times before
I let the coldness touch my arm
wait till I know that it is there
and then I move it off
The Pinkness has turned Red
The Blood is dripping
And I know That I am Still
Alive When I don’t want to be
And I cannot Change That Yet
I cannot be again
and what I am
I do not want to be
There is no other way
There Has Never Been
I have used my imagination
To give me hope
But now it is all gone
and I am alone once more
It Feels no different
than before
Always the outcast
Never Fitting in
Why should I Be like this
Why Should I try to live
when I just want to say bye
and die
So I take My Blade
That has tasted blood
many times before
I let the coldness touch my arm
wait till I know that it is there
and then I move it off
The Pinkness has turned Red
The Blood is dripping
And I know That I am Still
Alive When I don’t want to be
And I cannot Change That Yet
Across the road
Not down the street
If you keep going
Then you’ll meet
A shadowy figure
With a black hood
Death is calling
And u know u should
Be scared, afraid
And begging please
Kissing his feet
While on your knees
But you were prepared
And wrote in blood
Cause it’s too painful
And knew you could
Make it all go away
You went to the mirror
Broken with ur fist
Shards were biting
Your ruby stained wrist
Holding ur tongue
So no1 can know
And all your pain
Just let it flow
As you hit the floor
Stained glass raining down
Slowly your smile
Quietly slips to a frown
Suddenly you realize
You didn’t want 2 go
But it’s too late
To stop the flow
And in a puddle of scarlet
Gathered at ur feet
The hooded figure you get to see
Cause you went down the street
So that why you go across the road
If you’d listened u would’ve known
Now just like always
Your all alone
Not down the street
If you keep going
Then you’ll meet
A shadowy figure
With a black hood
Death is calling
And u know u should
Be scared, afraid
And begging please
Kissing his feet
While on your knees
But you were prepared
And wrote in blood
Cause it’s too painful
And knew you could
Make it all go away
You went to the mirror
Broken with ur fist
Shards were biting
Your ruby stained wrist
Holding ur tongue
So no1 can know
And all your pain
Just let it flow
As you hit the floor
Stained glass raining down
Slowly your smile
Quietly slips to a frown
Suddenly you realize
You didn’t want 2 go
But it’s too late
To stop the flow
And in a puddle of scarlet
Gathered at ur feet
The hooded figure you get to see
Cause you went down the street
So that why you go across the road
If you’d listened u would’ve known
Now just like always
Your all alone
I can't stop crying today
My world walked out the door
With her she took my heart
For I will love no more
The hours passed like seconds
When our two hearts were one
The seconds passed like hours
After she said that she was done
She was going to love me forever
At least that is what she said
Her heart belonged to someone else
That is what her letter read
I no longer live in color
My world is black and white
I always wonder what she is doing
As I lie awake at night
I hope tomorrow is better
This is what I pray
But right now my heart is broken
I can't stop crying today
My world walked out the door
With her she took my heart
For I will love no more
The hours passed like seconds
When our two hearts were one
The seconds passed like hours
After she said that she was done
She was going to love me forever
At least that is what she said
Her heart belonged to someone else
That is what her letter read
I no longer live in color
My world is black and white
I always wonder what she is doing
As I lie awake at night
I hope tomorrow is better
This is what I pray
But right now my heart is broken
I can't stop crying today
How do you heal a wound inside?
It’s something that can never heal, it only hides,
Don’t you see?
I need some help, not only me,
But anyone who feels this way
Hell at home,
The devil’s saint.
You can’t believe your eyes but sin’s a feeling
You can’t help it…
Broken and alone you’ll only find inside pain
And look there on my arm, hate.
I’ll put up those walls so you all can take them down,
No use in painting them now.
Just another day in fear and loneliness.
I’m helpless,
There is no use for me.
I’m a hollow book- no pages-
The pen in my hand only stabs.
Unwanted graces, shivering inside your mind
Let out from captivity of stupidity,
You’re better than that,
whispering, deceiving, making even pain and sorrow.
I’m looking forward to nothing from tomorrow.
Counting ages restless, finger to your mouth,
Realize the taste of blood on your tongue,
Nothing left to do now
It’s something that can never heal, it only hides,
Don’t you see?
I need some help, not only me,
But anyone who feels this way
Hell at home,
The devil’s saint.
You can’t believe your eyes but sin’s a feeling
You can’t help it…
Broken and alone you’ll only find inside pain
And look there on my arm, hate.
I’ll put up those walls so you all can take them down,
No use in painting them now.
Just another day in fear and loneliness.
I’m helpless,
There is no use for me.
I’m a hollow book- no pages-
The pen in my hand only stabs.
Unwanted graces, shivering inside your mind
Let out from captivity of stupidity,
You’re better than that,
whispering, deceiving, making even pain and sorrow.
I’m looking forward to nothing from tomorrow.
Counting ages restless, finger to your mouth,
Realize the taste of blood on your tongue,
Nothing left to do now
Secret song sings in my ears
Stumbling down the street in tears
Head held low no need to see
The cars swerving to avoid me
I've forgotten fear
A stupid sheep
Food for a pack of wolves to eat
Give me some pills just let me sleep
Oh dear I'm anchored down so deep
But there's nowhere I'd rather be
Than this eternal nowhere dream
My rage is gone
There's no desire
To cut or light my skin on fire
I'll just lie here on the bathroom floor
And drown and choke on blood you whore
Oh it's not you who I abhor
It's just you opened up that door
With the fucking question mark
Rooms dark and laughing at the dead
Hark the hollow hellbound bled
Just go ahead say what you will
Give you a gun so can you kill
It isn't you I do not think
It's only me that's on the brink
A debt I owe myself you see
I'm just a worm a rotten deed
I'll never change
But I won't squirm
So fucking bang I guess I'll burn
Stumbling down the street in tears
Head held low no need to see
The cars swerving to avoid me
I've forgotten fear
A stupid sheep
Food for a pack of wolves to eat
Give me some pills just let me sleep
Oh dear I'm anchored down so deep
But there's nowhere I'd rather be
Than this eternal nowhere dream
My rage is gone
There's no desire
To cut or light my skin on fire
I'll just lie here on the bathroom floor
And drown and choke on blood you whore
Oh it's not you who I abhor
It's just you opened up that door
With the fucking question mark
Rooms dark and laughing at the dead
Hark the hollow hellbound bled
Just go ahead say what you will
Give you a gun so can you kill
It isn't you I do not think
It's only me that's on the brink
A debt I owe myself you see
I'm just a worm a rotten deed
I'll never change
But I won't squirm
So fucking bang I guess I'll burn
Remember when we were happy?
Now a cold shroud of bitterness
Is the only remnant of what used to be.
I'd like to think you still care,
But I'm not ignorant.
I know the truth.
What ever we used to have is gone.
I'm not sure if it was even ever there.
When we met don't you remember the sparks?
Oh how they flew.
I guess you don't remember,
This part I always knew.
Friendship was never an option for us.
We held too much hatred for that.
I hope one day you realize
Just how much harm you've caused.
And one day I will realize
There is more to life than you.
Now a cold shroud of bitterness
Is the only remnant of what used to be.
I'd like to think you still care,
But I'm not ignorant.
I know the truth.
What ever we used to have is gone.
I'm not sure if it was even ever there.
When we met don't you remember the sparks?
Oh how they flew.
I guess you don't remember,
This part I always knew.
Friendship was never an option for us.
We held too much hatred for that.
I hope one day you realize
Just how much harm you've caused.
And one day I will realize
There is more to life than you.