In the silence of a dark corner,here I sit, rocking back and forth. Waiting,watching the time fly by. Tick,tick,tick,tick. There are no tocks, for the tocks are too scared about what is going to happen. The ticks are ticking,because they are too eager about what is going to happen. The clock strikes 11:58,and in my hand a knife I hold. Tick,tick,tick,tick. The clock strikes 11:59 and the knife is to my neck. Tick...tick... tick...tick. The ticks get slower as the seconds pass by. The clock strikes 12:00 midnight,and here I lay,on the ground,gasping for air. At this time I think of something. 'In the darkness I am forced to end my suffering,pain,and misery. Good bye.' As I take in my last breath I remember everything from the beginning f school to now. All the peopl that I hurt,all the people that hurt me,and all the people who were afraid of me,they all get their wish. A small smile squirms across my face,then,as my last breath is let out,it fades away and I close my eyes. I say good bye,but right now it wouldn't matter,for no one is around. Now I lay here in a vibrant red puddle of blood. I hear a scream,but it is too late. I am dying,so I try to say good bye one more time,but I can't. I do not see the person who screamed,but the voice is so familiar. The second before I die I know who the person was. It was one of my best friends. B-chan is what I call her. The last thing I feel is my blood soaking into my clothes and the last thing I hear is B-chan's scream. Now I can no longer breathe and I die. My death was slow and painful,but at least I am no longer suffering.
When I am sad the butterflies fly and dance in the sky.The birds sing in the trees.My dog lays her head on my leg with eyes that look up at me an say "cheer up,I am here for you."But nothing ever works.My friends come and help.But I will always feel the pain.They get rid of the crying and sadness,but never the pain of the words and the broken heart.The puppies bark,the kittens meow,but everything is silent in this world to me.The only thing that I ever hear is the evil and heart breaking words of the people around me. The music plays,the wind blows,people laugh,but there is no sound.Everything is so quiet.So silent.Almost peaceful.But it will always fill me with sadness to hear this silence.To never here anything anymore,it kills me.The only thing happy I can hear is the words of my friends.The words of happiness.The words of joy from them.It fills me with happiness to hear that.The children play,the phone rings when I am sad.
Dear Diary,
Today was a normal day.I went to class,hung out with Matt,Mello,and Near.But i made a new friend. Her name was B.She is so sweet and friendly.She is one of the top students here,too.Here's the setup:it's Near at first,me at second,B at third, Mello at second(along with me),and Matt at fourth.Then all the other kids down below us.I have worked really hard and im happy that I got this far.B has worked hard,too.We've all worked so hard and we're all happy that we got to where we are now.Well lights out.Got to go.M out.
Today was a normal day.I went to class,hung out with Matt,Mello,and Near.But i made a new friend. Her name was B.She is so sweet and friendly.She is one of the top students here,too.Here's the setup:it's Near at first,me at second,B at third, Mello at second(along with me),and Matt at fourth.Then all the other kids down below us.I have worked really hard and im happy that I got this far.B has worked hard,too.We've all worked so hard and we're all happy that we got to where we are now.Well lights out.Got to go.M out.
Dear Diary,
Today nothing really happened.I went to class as usual and I hung out with Matt,Mello,and I kinda hung out with Near.When I did see him he didn't say anything,but we still hung out.Me and Matt just talked and walked around.Mello and I talked, and he ate chocolate,as usual.I finished all my homework.The teacher said we dont have much to do tomorrow,because we did most of the work today. Anyway,now i'm just sitting here on my bed. I think i might go to Matt's room before lights out to talk to him.Now I don't know what to do.I wonder if Matt will let me borrow one of his games for me to play.I also want to borrow the book that Mello has.Although I could just get it from the library.Oh well,i'll settle all that tomorrow.Oh Matt came to my room instead.Well I have to go,now Matt's here.M out.
Today nothing really happened.I went to class as usual and I hung out with Matt,Mello,and I kinda hung out with Near.When I did see him he didn't say anything,but we still hung out.Me and Matt just talked and walked around.Mello and I talked, and he ate chocolate,as usual.I finished all my homework.The teacher said we dont have much to do tomorrow,because we did most of the work today. Anyway,now i'm just sitting here on my bed. I think i might go to Matt's room before lights out to talk to him.Now I don't know what to do.I wonder if Matt will let me borrow one of his games for me to play.I also want to borrow the book that Mello has.Although I could just get it from the library.Oh well,i'll settle all that tomorrow.Oh Matt came to my room instead.Well I have to go,now Matt's here.M out.
