I know I have to forget you but my heart is always searching for you. I have a person here who is by my side and I know I shouldn't be doing this. But the thought of you coming back, of hugging me once more...it's a silly thought I know. Forgive me for being the girl I didn't want to be for you, but that was all I could be.

The next day at school, you go to hang out with the girls at the cafeteria but you don't see Lauren there.

Jessica and Tanya: Hey Jamie.
Jamie: Hey. Where's Lauren?
Jessica: With the boys. Didn't you hear? She got back with Randy.
Jamie: Yah...
Tanya: What happened Jamie?
Jamie: It's...it's too long to explain.
Jessica; But Jamie...
Jamie: I don't wanna talk about it.
Tanya: Did you give him up? Or did he give you up?
Jamie: ...
Jessica: Yah Tanya lets just leave her alone...

You look at the boys' table and you see Lauren and Randy together. You see Lauren go in for a kiss on Randy's lips but he moves his head and pretends he's talking with Raymond. You can see Lauren's face and she's pissed. You shake it off and you just eat your lunch with the girls...

**Thanksgiving**

You spend the Thanksgiving weekend with Shawn. You give Angie to Brad and you just hang out with Shawn all day long. At night, you and Shawn watch a movie. After the movie, you two walk out and you guys get in his car.

Jamie: Can you take me to Randy's house? I need to pick up my sister there.
Shawn: Sure...

Shawn is driving and driving...

Jamie: Where are you going?
Shawn: ...

Shawn keeps driving to some other road you've never seen before.

Jamie: Shawn...where are we going?

Shawn stops the car near an abandoned house and he gets out. He motions for you to get out too and you do. The house gives you the creeps and he grabs your hand tightly. He drags you toward the house but you kinda pull back, not wanting to go there. He pulls you in for a hard and violent kiss. You try to push him off but he's too strong. He starts pulling on your shirt and his hands go in your shirt quickly taking them off you. You grab his face and you punch it as had as you can. It doesn't work and by now he's all up on you. You then scratch him as hard as you can and he kinda backs off. You grab your shirt and you run to the road as fast as you can where people can see you...you look at Shawn and you see him get in his car and drive away. You start crying hysterically and you put on your shirt backwards, not realizing it. You run to the road where everyone can see you and you run to Randy's house. You knock furiously on the door, crying and crying. Brad opens the door to see you all like that.

Brad: J-Jamie?
Jamie: Brad...Brad I need to talk to Randy.
Brad: He's not here right now. He's with Lauren.
Jamie: Brad...*cries again*

You hug Brad first and he embraces you like a brother. Brad brings you in the house and takes you upstairs to his room. He sits you down on his chair and you slowly stop crying.

Brad: What happened?
Jamie: Shawn...
Brad: ...wh-what did he do? And...your shirt is on backwards...
Jamie: *cries again*
Brad: Oh no...oh no no please...don't tell me...
Jamie: He tried to...he...*cries* Oh god what am I gonna do...

Brad hugs you again and he embraces you more tightly than before. He rubs your arm and he comforts you.

Brad: Jamie promise me right now you and Shawn are nothing.
Jamie: What do you think Brad...
Brad: *sigh* I'll take care of him. He's not ever gonna mess with you ever again.
Jamie: Thanks Brad...

You hear the door open and you look at Brad.

Brad: I think it's Randy. C'mon.

Brad helps you up and leads you to the living room. You see Randy and Lauren there together. Lauren is laughing while Randy has a --__-- face on. When he sees you, his face suddenly goes :D but quickly to :/ and Lauren's face goes from :D to >:[...

Brad: Hey you two.
Lauren: Hey Brad...Jamie. Why are you here?
Jamie: M-my sister.
Brad: And she needs to talk to you Randy.
Randy: M-me?
Jamie: *nods*
Brad: I'll take Lauren back home.
Lauren: Aww Randy can't you-

She doesn't finish because Randy is already by your side, seeing you cry. Randy puts his hand on your back and leads you to his room.

Lauren: Randy!
Randy: Oh right. Goodnight Lauren.

Randy just goes back up to his room with you while Brad drops off Lauren. You sit down on Randy's chair and he sits down on his bed.

Randy: Why are you crying?
Jamie: ...
Randy: ....
Jamie: I...*sigh* I'm sorry Randy. For everything I've done. For all the pain I've put you through, I'm really sorry...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I...I need you Randy. Now more than ever...I need you.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I know I keep changing my mind but...but Randy...please...*cries* I need to be with you. I don't think I'll be able to live without you.
Randy: ...
Jamie: Randy...please...
Randy: But you left me first Jamie...
Jamie: I-I know but...but I can learn from my mistakes...
Randy: I...I want to take you back but I just can't. I can't let that happen.