advice :)

I started realizing that I had feelings for people, I have had boyfriends and they make me smile and feel happy and not alone. But every time I have a boyfriend I never feel right, I think that they are kind funny smart and many more but I never actually like liked them, I always said that I did. I never knew why. Until I met this one guy, he was perfect I thought I really liked him, he was everything and we started talking a lot, we dated and then one day we broke up. I felt torn. But I still went on. I like watching things like Victoria's Secret shows and the live shows from them, and I always...

I .... just can't feel anything ... I am Always Complained about that ... I'm Passing through much things now:

Reason1:- my country is living in a war , some say it's because of America and other countries that want to take ours (syria) and others say it's for freedom and because of of the president and his violence (haven't actually been sure of any so I can't judge) , anyway , just Google Syria or look in YouTube to see what I am talking about , this situation destroyed my biggest childhood dream to win the computer contest of my country then the one of the world , but because of the current...