I met this girl four weeks ago and since then we have spent most of our time together; we even worked out the other day we've seen each other everyday for nearly 3 weeks. From the beginning our relationship was very touchy feely and I had no problem with that; the only thing is I think I've started developing feelings for her plus I've never liked a girl before.
After a few times of her coming round my house my family started making funny comments like 'are you decent?' before coming in the room when she was around. I thought nothing of it until we were at the dinner and they started questioning me on whether I like, obviously I said no and that we were just friends; I know they'd be 100% fine with it but I don't want to go round saying I like her if its not true.
We always give each other kisses and she's even given me love bites! When I'm with her I feel safe like nothing could go wrong; before I met her I was dealing with controlling anxiety and depression but since I've met her myself and others have realised how much better I'm doing; I've never been good at opening up but with her its just so simple. I don't want to lead her on as she's had a pretty rough...

I .... just can't feel anything ... I am Always Complained about that ... I'm Passing through much things now:

Reason1:- my country is living in a war , some say it's because of America and other countries that want to take ours (syria) and others say it's for freedom and because of of the president and his violence (haven't actually been sure of any so I can't judge) , anyway , just Google Syria or look in YouTube to see what I am talking about , this situation destroyed my biggest childhood dream to win the computer contest of my country then the one of the world , but because of the current situation (sometimes I can't get out of home , and explosions or fire are our usual daily sounds which we feel weird if didn't hear it in some hour) so thy had to cancel the contest , and for the last few months everyone became very angry for the least reason so it became so usual to see my parents shouting and sometimes my mom goes out and we spend hours worrying about her and trying to know where she is while she answers ( I'm just out wonna rent a house away , isn't that what you want?) I really don't worry or care about her , just because if something happens it will happen...

My own advice. You con't have to take it. Its just something I like to do. Hopefully I can do something more once I'm out of high school! :)

🔲Life🔲
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Have you ever wondered how many stars are in the sky? Have you ever wondered what stories you'll be able to pass down to your grandchildren, maybe even great-grandchildren? Just because life is harder than you expect, your path is still laid ahead of you. There's so much blur, it's exciting. Do you ever want to find out your path? There may be rocks and stones you trip over but doesn't mean you can't get back up. There's people out there just like you. Who struggled with almost the same things but some have worse than you do. Some kids don't get food so their path is shorter than yours. Life may be hard but it's also exciting. What if you knew your path? What you would be when you grew older? Wouldn't that be boring? You don't know what life brings you so keep going and figure it out....