Save me from my misery
This pain’s too much to bear
My world’s become too dark to see
And I can’t get no air
Grasping for a straw of hope
Trying so hard to survive
But the pain that has crept into me
Is killing me inside
And now I’m crying
I’m dying
Won’t make it out alive
I’m breaking
And aching
Won’t get up this time around
Every day is torture
And I’ve just had enough
If I had a humanity switch
I would turn it off, off, off
I would turn it off, off, off
Turn it off, off, off
Turn it off
As everyone is moving on
My world seems to stand still
I keep going back and forth
To what was and will never be
Mutilated by a broken soul
I try to move ahead
But there’s no cure that can make me whole
So you can just bury me instead
And now I’m crying
I’m dying
Won’t make it out alive
I’m breaking
And aching
Won’t get up this time around
Every day is torture
And I’ve just had enough
If I had a humanity switch
I would turn it off, off, off
I would turn it off, off, off
Turn it off, off, off
Turn it off
If I had known that losing you
Would tear me apart
I’d go back to the beginning
To make sure not to let you in my heart
Devastated by your death
I try to pick up the pieces that are me
But grief has torn me to shreds
And now I can barely breathe
And now I’m crying
I’m dying
Won’t make it out alive
I’m breaking
And aching
Won’t get up this time around
Every day is torture
And I’ve just had enough
If I had a humanity switch
I would turn it off, off, off
I would turn it off, off, off
Turn it off, off, off
Turn it off
This pain’s too much to bear
My world’s become too dark to see
And I can’t get no air
Grasping for a straw of hope
Trying so hard to survive
But the pain that has crept into me
Is killing me inside
And now I’m crying
I’m dying
Won’t make it out alive
I’m breaking
And aching
Won’t get up this time around
Every day is torture
And I’ve just had enough
If I had a humanity switch
I would turn it off, off, off
I would turn it off, off, off
Turn it off, off, off
Turn it off
As everyone is moving on
My world seems to stand still
I keep going back and forth
To what was and will never be
Mutilated by a broken soul
I try to move ahead
But there’s no cure that can make me whole
So you can just bury me instead
And now I’m crying
I’m dying
Won’t make it out alive
I’m breaking
And aching
Won’t get up this time around
Every day is torture
And I’ve just had enough
If I had a humanity switch
I would turn it off, off, off
I would turn it off, off, off
Turn it off, off, off
Turn it off
If I had known that losing you
Would tear me apart
I’d go back to the beginning
To make sure not to let you in my heart
Devastated by your death
I try to pick up the pieces that are me
But grief has torn me to shreds
And now I can barely breathe
And now I’m crying
I’m dying
Won’t make it out alive
I’m breaking
And aching
Won’t get up this time around
Every day is torture
And I’ve just had enough
If I had a humanity switch
I would turn it off, off, off
I would turn it off, off, off
Turn it off, off, off
Turn it off
I am not nice but I feel.
I wonder but I don't know
what about.
I hear people talking but I never know what they say.
I see many thinks but never know what I'm looking at.
I want people to look to the past but not dwell on it.
I pretend to be something I'm not.
I fell things i cant see.
I touch and the smoothest things feel rough.
I worry that the day will never end.
I cry but tears never come.
I understand that not ever ones the same.
I say something i don't mean.
I dream but only see blackness.
I hope that someday someone we'll see through my shield I put up and see me.
I am not nice but i feel.
I am who I am!