Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a love that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear more that we will never be
I’m zoning out on you and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy
Can I just close my eyes
And imagine you are next to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much more than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please cross your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna love you, can I
Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved you but doesn’t know the feeling never went away
I don’t know how she’s gonna react
When I’d tell her that for you I’d run away
I see your face and I can’t move
I hear your voice and I don’t know what to do
Why can't you make it easy for me
And change this dream into reality
Can I just close my eyes
And imagine you are next to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much more than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please cross your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna love you, can I
I’m not asking much
You loving me back is enough
I know I would survive
But inside I would die
Telling you this might be selfish
But having you is all I wish
How can i get you like you’ve got me
When it comes to loving you there ‘re no boundaries
7 years later and I can’t believe
That you’re the only I can see
Can I just close my eyes
And imagine you are next to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much more than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please cross your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna love you, can I
Can I just close my eyes
And imagine you are next to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much more than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please cross your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna love you, can I
I’m afraid of never finding a love that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear more that we will never be
I’m zoning out on you and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy
Can I just close my eyes
And imagine you are next to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much more than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please cross your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna love you, can I
Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved you but doesn’t know the feeling never went away
I don’t know how she’s gonna react
When I’d tell her that for you I’d run away
I see your face and I can’t move
I hear your voice and I don’t know what to do
Why can't you make it easy for me
And change this dream into reality
Can I just close my eyes
And imagine you are next to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much more than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please cross your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna love you, can I
I’m not asking much
You loving me back is enough
I know I would survive
But inside I would die
Telling you this might be selfish
But having you is all I wish
How can i get you like you’ve got me
When it comes to loving you there ‘re no boundaries
7 years later and I can’t believe
That you’re the only I can see
Can I just close my eyes
And imagine you are next to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much more than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please cross your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna love you, can I
Can I just close my eyes
And imagine you are next to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much more than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please cross your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna love you, can I
David and Molly
The pain in my heart is to strong,
As it is for you that i long,
You came to me suddenly,
I fell inlove with you almost instantly
You stole my heart, but ran away,
Leaving me in sorrow, and in wonder of why you came,
Was it in the intention of this heartbreak;
Or was it to achieve all the sorrow you could create?
In your eyes, i was easy to lure,
You said you were sick, and that i was the cure,
I feel like such a fool,
I cant believe i fell for you,
My love for you has become like rain,
As my heart bleeds in pain,
The memories now being to play,
I only wish you stayed.
My mind keeps displaying,
Images of us talking and laughing,
I couldent see the bad,
You seemed like a decent man,
But i guess i was wrong,
This is just another fairytale gone wrong
xx
As it is for you that i long,
You came to me suddenly,
I fell inlove with you almost instantly
You stole my heart, but ran away,
Leaving me in sorrow, and in wonder of why you came,
Was it in the intention of this heartbreak;
Or was it to achieve all the sorrow you could create?
In your eyes, i was easy to lure,
You said you were sick, and that i was the cure,
I feel like such a fool,
I cant believe i fell for you,
My love for you has become like rain,
As my heart bleeds in pain,
The memories now being to play,
I only wish you stayed.
My mind keeps displaying,
Images of us talking and laughing,
I couldent see the bad,
You seemed like a decent man,
But i guess i was wrong,
This is just another fairytale gone wrong
xx
Golden tear
tell me if you want me to finish this story! thx 4 reading!
"Monica" I heard my mom say "we are going to be late." So I looked up at the white clock my mom had hanging in the hallway and yelled "i'm coming." Nick my yonger brother was yelling "come on sis I don't wanna be late again Mrs.Wilson already said if i am late again I get to go see Mrs.Hall the principle." So I sreamed back "maybe a trip to the principles office will do you some good." And I ran down the steps into the white and yellow kitchen and told my mom "come on lets go"
"Monica" I heard my mom say "we are going to be late." So I looked up at the white clock my mom had hanging in the hallway and yelled "i'm coming." Nick my yonger brother was yelling "come on sis I don't wanna be late again Mrs.Wilson already said if i am late again I get to go see Mrs.Hall the principle." So I sreamed back "maybe a trip to the principles office will do you some good." And I ran down the steps into the white and yellow kitchen and told my mom "come on lets go"
when you feel like giving up like no one cares like no one feels the way you do theres a reson for that every ones difrent no ones the same poeple feel difrent about things so never give up never let you'rself die never cry just because you can't go on go on anyway never be afride of whats around the coner because when you give up you let yourself die and you'll never see whats around the coner if you give up you'll never win if you giveup why not die and save yourself from all the weakness of giving up when you feel like giving up DON'T!!!
I ask myself if what i'm feeling is real I ask if there is a word for this pain and anger and hate I ask myself is there a word for all the love and hope and faith I ask and I wonder I guess and I long for the anser I ask my self would it be easyer to stay away from the pain or would it be easyer to feel the holes with all the love and I hope that my anser one day will come I look and search untell I can not anymore and that is when I give up and I found my anser not to try that when that anser is ready to come it will and that no one may force it to so I ask myself to be willing to wait.
My chest feels so tight, i think i'm going to burst. I don't think I've ever been this angry in mt life. UHHHHHH! I just hate how I start to cry when I'm mad.
How come I can't just let it out?
I don't need an answer, I already know! I'm so afraid of people not liking me, even when I don't like tham, that I just can't be me!
I HATE myself!!
NO, I know I shouldn't hate myself; I should hate my mother, I just can't be what she wants. And I can't tell her she doesn't hear me, even when I try. But I really cant stand her. She has no idea who I am an she never will.
But after everything I've been through, I know that I don't love my mother it's the farthist from it!
It's hate!
I Know hate is such a strong word but It's true and I can't ever forgiv her for what shes done to me!
I just want her gone!!!!
How come I can't just let it out?
I don't need an answer, I already know! I'm so afraid of people not liking me, even when I don't like tham, that I just can't be me!
I HATE myself!!
NO, I know I shouldn't hate myself; I should hate my mother, I just can't be what she wants. And I can't tell her she doesn't hear me, even when I try. But I really cant stand her. She has no idea who I am an she never will.
But after everything I've been through, I know that I don't love my mother it's the farthist from it!
It's hate!
I Know hate is such a strong word but It's true and I can't ever forgiv her for what shes done to me!
I just want her gone!!!!
Distant Hearts <3
I knew this love wouldn't last,
Even with our bright past,
We still had that distance between us,
For our mistakes; Are broken hearts,
Our hands were joined but our hearts fell apart,
As we were cursed with distant hearts,
And now, We part,
As the clock re-winds,
I picture our hands entwined,
As i go back in time,
I remember how your love was so kind,
and made me feel so alive,
Tears roll down my painted eyes,
As i wish for my demise,
Without you, Life is a suicide,
Your face reflects in the mirror,
Your expression becomes dim,
And in your eyes,
Sparkles of sadness shimmer,
Between us is there still love?
Is there more that we are yet to discover?
Will you still be my lover?
Will we get to be together?
True love is what we were,
But the distance was our curse,
As i sing this verse,
I wonder if you'll be back...
and.. If.. You'll Reverse..This..Curse!
x
I knew this love wouldn't last,
Even with our bright past,
We still had that distance between us,
For our mistakes; Are broken hearts,
Our hands were joined but our hearts fell apart,
As we were cursed with distant hearts,
And now, We part,
As the clock re-winds,
I picture our hands entwined,
As i go back in time,
I remember how your love was so kind,
and made me feel so alive,
Tears roll down my painted eyes,
As i wish for my demise,
Without you, Life is a suicide,
Your face reflects in the mirror,
Your expression becomes dim,
And in your eyes,
Sparkles of sadness shimmer,
Between us is there still love?
Is there more that we are yet to discover?
Will you still be my lover?
Will we get to be together?
True love is what we were,
But the distance was our curse,
As i sing this verse,
I wonder if you'll be back...
and.. If.. You'll Reverse..This..Curse!
x
Battered, bruised and broken,
Inside i am empty,
Hearts are too fragile,
And only last a short while,
Inside nothing is alive,
Only the remains of my torn heart,
Inside me there is only sorrow,
As i weep in hope for a better tomorrow,
My last drops of happiness bleed away,
And now nothing is the same,
My heart bleeds for you,
As i know, your love for me was true,
As my soul is possesed by darkness,
My reasons to live dissapear,
Without you everything has come to an end,
Your love has become to strong for me to forget,
The sound of your voice,
Makes me miss you rather than rejoice,
Your memory has become the death of me,
Can we still revive what we used to be?
My whole world comes crashing down around me,
The dawn of darkness is here,
Without you nothing is clear,
Without you i am counfused and can only weep,
Save me as i scream,
Take away my fear,
Wash away the darkness,
And free me from its grip,
Restore who i used to be
Inside i am empty,
Hearts are too fragile,
And only last a short while,
Inside nothing is alive,
Only the remains of my torn heart,
Inside me there is only sorrow,
As i weep in hope for a better tomorrow,
My last drops of happiness bleed away,
And now nothing is the same,
My heart bleeds for you,
As i know, your love for me was true,
As my soul is possesed by darkness,
My reasons to live dissapear,
Without you everything has come to an end,
Your love has become to strong for me to forget,
The sound of your voice,
Makes me miss you rather than rejoice,
Your memory has become the death of me,
Can we still revive what we used to be?
My whole world comes crashing down around me,
The dawn of darkness is here,
Without you nothing is clear,
Without you i am counfused and can only weep,
Save me as i scream,
Take away my fear,
Wash away the darkness,
And free me from its grip,
Restore who i used to be
