The Mess that is Chuck Bass Chapter 4

Chuck picked Blair up and thrust her against the shower wall, while she wrapped her legs around his waist. His lips burned a path down her neck, and he cupped her breast through the lace of her negligee. Blair moaned and arched into Chuck’s touch. Her hand crept down his chest, until she cupped his erection.
Chuck ripped his lips away from hers and groaned, “Oh god, Blair. Don’t stop.” She didn’t.
He leaned down to whisper in her ear. “Have sex with me.”
Her head snapped back, as she looked at him. Blair felt like she had been in a trance, but no more. She untangled herself away from Chuck.
“No, Chuck. I’m not going to have sex with you.” She said quietly.
Chuck looked at her with narrowed eyes. “What the fuck? You can’t stop now.”
Blair didn’t answer him, instead she stepped out of the shower and started drying herself off. She got dressed and left Chuck standing there speechless.
A few minutes later Chuck followed her out, still clad in only boxers. He pulled her arm, so she was facing him.
“What the hell is going on? You attack me in the shower and then suddenly stop, like I was that started it and you have suddenly come to your senses. What the fuck are you trying to do to me?” He asked bitterly.
Blair placed her hands on her hips, and glared at him. “I can’t have sex with you right now. I want too, but I’m not going to. As for me attacking you in the shower, you certainly didn’t protest much. Did you?”
Chuck ignored her last question. “Why won’t you have sex with me? Your body is screaming for it, and you just admitted that you want me.” He said sharply.
She sighed deeply. “I want to show that I care about you, Chuck. If I jump in bed with you, it shows nothing. You’ll think of me only as a way to get quick sex, and I don’t want you to view me like that. You could easily have sex with any nameless girl, but I want for there to be more than that between us, Chuck. So I will wait, until you understand that I would do anything for you. Anything.”
Emotions splashed across Chuck’s face, but he quickly composed himself. “That’s all very nice to hear Blair, but I couldn’t care less about any of that. I just want a quick fuck. If you’re not going to give me that, get the hell out of here.”
Blair’s mouth settled into a thin line. She was pissed. “You’re intentionally being a being a bastard to me Chuck, and I’m sick of it. I’m trying to show you how much I care, and you act like it means nothing to you. Well that’s fine, do whatever you want. Do you want to fuck the next woman you see? Go ahead; I’m done trying to convince you otherwise.”
She saw Chuck’s shocked face, but continued anyways. “Continue screwing everything that walks. I’ve decided that it doesn’t make a difference, because I know that you don’t care about these women. You will never find what we have with another woman. Will you, Chuck?” Blair asked softly.
Chuck knew she was absolutely right, but he also knew that he could never confess that to her. He had to keep pushing her away, for both of their sakes.
“I don’t know what you want me to say, Blair. As I’ve told you before, all I want from you is a fuck every now and again.”
She stamped her foot at his stupidity. “Alright, let’s play your little game. You want to keep denying what we have? So you won’t care then if I fuck the next guy I meet?”
His jaw tightened at her questions, but he remained calm as he answered her. “No, not at all Blair. Go have some fun.”
Blair stormed to the door, and wrenched it open. “I will. So don’t expect to see me for a while.” She slammed the door in his face.
Chuck’s mind started spinning as soon as she had left. All he could see where hands touching Blair’s body. Nobody was supposed to touch her, except him. He sighed; Blair Waldorf was going to be the death of him one day.

XOXO
Blair walked back to her hotel room furious with herself. She had let Chuck get to her, and had spurted out that she was going to have sex with someone else. Of course, she wasn’t really going to do that. She shouldn’t have lost her temper around him, but he just kept on pushing her buttons.
She pushed opened the door to her room, and was shocked to see Nate sitting on her bed.
“Nate.” She cried happily, and flung herself into his arms.
Nate was surprised at her reaction, but hugged her back tightly. He pushed a strand of hair away from her face.
Blair smiled at him. “It’s nice to see a kind face for a change.”
“Has he been that bad, Blair?” Nate asked, although he already knew the answer.
“Horrible.” She breathed out.
Nate rubbed her back slowly, trying to comfort her. “Is it worth it, Blair? Maybe it would be best to leave Chuck alone for a while.”
She shook her head adamantly. “That would be the absolute worst thing to do, Nate. I can feel that I’m getting though to him, it’s just going to take a while. But I can’t give up on him, he needs me too much. And in all truthfulness, I need him too.”
“I trust that you know what’s best for yourself and Chuck, Blair.” Nate admitted.
Blair smiled in gratitude at him. “Thanks for the support. What are you doing here anyway?”
“I just wanted to make sure you were alright, Blair. I’m worried about the both of you. Do you want me to stay and help with Chuck?” Nate asked.
“I’d like for you to stay tonight, and then tomorrow we both can go see Chuck. But after that, I think it would be better if you left. I’ll be able to get through to Chuck quicker, if I’m alone with him.”
Nate nodded in agreement. “Okay, then that’s what we’ll do. Now tell me what has happened with Chuck since you’ve seen him?”
Blair sighed, and explained everything that Chuck had been doing. She told Nate everything, except what had happened in the shower this morning.
When she was done, Nate looked baffled. “We better get some sleep, Blair. I have a feeling tomorrow is going to be a long day for the both of us. I’ll take the couch.”
Blair got off the bed, and went to the closet to get a blanket for Nate. She handed it to him. “Thank you for everything.” She said sincerely.
He smiled up at her. “There’s no need to thank me, but you’re welcome.”
She kissed him on the cheek, and pranced over to the bed. She sank in, and let out a groan of comfort.
“Goodnight, Nate.”
“Night, Blair. Sleep tight.”
She shut the light off, and they both slept like babies.

XOXO
It was late the next day. Blair and Nate were walking up the stairs to Chuck’s room. Once they were outside is room, she turned to Nate.
“Are you ready?” Blair asked breathlessly.
He shrugged his shoulders. “I think the better question Blair would be, are you ready?”
“As ready as I’ll ever be.”
Blair opened the door to his suite, and saw Chuck sitting on his bed. He seemed to be all alone for once. She was grateful for that, and breathed a sigh of relief.
Chuck looked towards the door when it opened. He saw Blair, and rolled his eyes.
“Chuck. I’ve got a little surprise for you.” Blair said cheerfully.
“Oh, yeah? What’s that?” He asked moodily.
She pulled Nate through the door. He saw Nate and let out a bitter laugh. “Archibald. Has the savior come to rescue me?” Chuck asked sarcastically.
When Nate just stared at him blankly, Chuck continued, “Has Blair been telling you how mean I’ve been to her? Is that why you’re here? To rescue Blair away from me?”
“It’s not like that at all, Chuck.” Blair began meekly, but Nate interrupted her.
“Nice to see you too, Chuck. The reason I came was because I wanted to see if you were alright. I do want you to stop treating Blair badly; she’s only trying to help you.”
Nate trailed his hand up Blair’s back, and flung his arms around her shoulders in a comforting gesture. Chuck noticed the familiar touch between them, and misunderstood it. He remembered Blair’s parting words from yesterday.
He leapt off the bed, and went to stand in front of Blair. “Did you fuck him?” He hissed at her.
Blair reached up to touch his face, but he flinched away from her. He grabbed her arm roughly.
“Answer the question. Did you fuck my best friend? Again?” Chuck’s face was turning purple, he was so enraged.
“Of course not, Chuck. I wouldn’t do that to you.” Blair said so quietly, that he almost couldn’t hear her.
Nate laid a consoling hand on Chuck’s shoulder, but he shrugged it off furiously.
“Get the fuck out of here, Archibald. And take the slut with you.”
Blair gasped at his words, and Nate looked like he was about to argue. But he quickly changed his mind. He grabbed Blair’s hand.
“Let’s go, Blair. He’s in no frame of mind for visitors now.”
Nate tried to pull her towards the door, but she wouldn’t budge from her spot. Instead she rushed over to Chuck, and took his face in between her hands.
“Look at me.” She whispered. He didn’t.
“Chuck, look at me.” Blair repeated more firmly this time.
He finally did, and she saw the pain in his eyes. Chuck thought she had betrayed him.
“I didn’t have sex with Nate or anybody else. I only said that to try and get a rise out of you, because you were being pig headed. I’m sorry I ever said it. But you should know that I would never betray you like that or us for that matter. You mean too much to me. Look me in the eyes, and you will see that I am telling the truth.” Blair said.
Chuck looked at her deeply, and knew that she was telling him the truth. “I’m sorry, Blair.” He leaned his forehead against hers, and Blair wrapped her arms around his neck.
She whispered, “It’s okay.”
Nate was standing by the doorway, unbelievably stunned. He had never heard Chuck Bass apologize for anything before. Nate went over to where they were standing.
“You shouldn’t have asked that, Chuck. You know how Blair feels about you.” Nate said carefully, trying not to irk Chuck’s temper again.
His words though set off Chuck’s temper once again. He pushed Blair away from him.
“How she feels about me? Blair feels pity for me, Nathaniel. Nothing more. And let me tell you something about your precious, Blair. We almost had sex yesterday in my shower.” Chuck told him evilly.
Nate gaped at her Blair, at this piece of information. Blair didn’t say anything, she just looked down at her shoes.
“I didn’t need to know that, Chuck. Although it doesn’t even matter, you know that Blair loves you.” Nate proclaimed.
“She loves me?” Chuck asked in disbelief. “Blair only said that because she thought I was going crazy with grief! She never meant it. She loves you, Nathaniel. Always has, and always will. Blair would never say she loved me, as long as you were standing here.”
He dared to look at Blair, and saw that she was smirking. “See? She knows it’s true, that’s why she’s smirking right now.” Chuck ground out.
Blair grabbed his hand. “I thought I loved Nate all of my life. And I did, but not anymore. He’s just a friend now. You mean more to me than anybody. I love you, Chuck Bass. Only you.”
Chuck couldn’t speak, he was so shocked.
Nate cleared his throat. “I’m going to leave you two alone. If you need anything Blair, just give me a call. I’ll go catch an early flight back. Good luck.”
He glared at Chuck one last time, and left.
Chuck wet his lips, because they were so dry. “Did you just tell me you love me in front of Nate Archibald?” He asked quietly, beyond stunned.
Blair laughed, and caressed his face. “I did, Chuck. I said it in front of Nate, because it’s the truth. And I don’t care who knows it. I know that you’re trying to push me away because you think that you’re protecting me. But you’re not. Whatever you do Chuck, it will never be enough to drive me away. I’ll always be here for you, no matter what. When are you going to get it through that thick head of yours, that I really do love you?”

To Be Continued…

A/N: Chapter 4 is complete as you can see. I would love for you to review, so I know your thoughts on this particular chapter. If you have any suggestions on where you would like this story to go, I would be happy to hear them. That is always welcomed. Until next time.
~Sam~