Story: "Don’t leave me behind"

Author: edwestwick (Ana)

Pairing: Chuck/Blair

Disclaimer: I don’t own Gossip girl or used songs.

Summary: Chuck is going to leave New York for good after he saw Blair with Nate. Will Blair see who she really has butterflies for and what if it’s too late?

Sorry it's late but I was busy and now I'm sick, my head is killing me but I got myself to write something for you guys. Thanks for reading and please review.


“And the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
I miss you so
And I'm tired
I should not have let you go”
"Warning Sign" Coldplay

Blair's Pov

I sighed as I finally fallen on my seat. I spent last few hours on packing and driving with Serena to the airport. After twenty minutes of convincing their stuff that I have to get on this plane I'm finally here. Now I have to only find a way to convince Chuck to come back because there's no way I'm staying in Monaco for the rest of my life. That is it since I am not letting him go once I'll have him back. And I will. I'm not flying to Monaco in the middle in my Christmas break instead of spending it with my father and his lover - though I'm grateful for this part - to come back with nothing. No way.

And like it's not enough Nate had to come just when I was leaving.

"Nate what are you doing here?"

"I wanted to talk. Serena told me you will explain to me why you disappeared so quickly last time."

Great. Couldn't she think of something better? What should I tell him? Sorry Nate I'm in love with your best friend and I'm just going to meet with him and hopefully we will sleep together AGAIN soon? Sure.

"Sorry about that Nate I just hadn't felt well and Serena told me my mother wanted to see me. I have to go with her to France and as you see I was just leaving so I don't have time."

"But we're ok right?"

"Sure. We're friends."

"I thought we're back together after Cotillion."

Leave it to Nate to think that.

"I'm not sure we should do it again Nate. Friends sounds good."

"Oh. But you will think about it while you're away and we can talk again when you'll be back."

God why now he wants me so much? I don't get this guy sometimes. Well most of time.

"Ok Nate I will. I really have to go now. Bye!"

"Bye Blair." He kissed me on the cheek and left as Serena came downstairs.

"What did he want?"

"To know what happened since you had told him I will explain to him."

"Sorry B, I didn't know what to say."

"That doesn't matter anymore S. I got rid of him for now and we have to go." I grabbed her hand and we left penthouse.

Fortunately my mother is in France so I didn't have to make that up too. I should be flying there to meet with her and dad but I managed to convince her I want to stay in New York with Van der Woodsens. I'm really tried so I decided to let myself sleep and think what I'll do when I will be there.

Chuck's Pov

It really feels like old times I thought as I woke up with big hangover. It is like old times but I don't feel like it is. Normally I would feel satisfied and I'd be busy getting ready for next night and ending next bottle though it's not bad idea. I took a swing from my almost empty scotch and get myself in the shower. After I dressed I went back to the bar and started check my phone. Several calls form Serena and Blair. Can't they leave me alone for a day? One message from Nate. Sorry I'm not in the mood yet maybe after few more drinks. And of course none from my dear father. I should really expect that, it usually takes him two weeks to spot I'm not in town.

I felt a hand on my shoulder as strong smell of vodka hit me.

"You're free?"

I turned back and saw red head form last night looking at me with drunken hungry eyes.

"Sorry I think I'll pass."

"You're loss."

'I'm sure' I thought when she left. Really it shouldn't be that difficult to come back to my old self. I changed into this lovesick Chuck in one night and now I'm here second day and nothing. I'm not in the mood for next girl or party. With a sigh I stood up and left to go back to my suite. I don't have to pay since it's my father hotel. That's the life of Chuck Bass. Instead of Christmas gifts and bedroom stories you get free access to alcohol and entry to ever party you want. I ended a bottle I left earlier and go to sleep again.

I woke up few hours later to knocking on my door. What the hell I thought. I looked at my cell phone and saw it's three. Who would need anything for me at night in Monaco? I didn't even know anyone here. I got up and went to open. It has to be some fucking joke I thought when I saw who is standing there. Or it's some weird dream.

"Waldorf? What are you fucking doing here?"

She stared at me with her almost as dark as my eyes which held now fear, hope, determination and love?

"I need to talk to you."

"And that's the reason you're in my suite at three a.m.? In Monaco?"

Is she high or something?

"Yes. I had to come to tell you something important."

"So just say it and let me go back to bed."

Doesn't she know I can't focus when I've just woken up? Thought maybe she chose to come now because of that so I wouldn't kick her out like I should when I saw her. Instead I just continue to stand here and watch her trying to decide what to do. Shouldn't she think about it before she came? Finally she decided to speak I think since she opened her mouth and said something that made my eyes widen.

"I love you."