Haruhi found herself feeling angry when filming was done. She didn't cry like usual. She was angry at not Mikuru, but Itsuki. He associated with Mikuru, but treated it like it was nothing. Didn't he have a girlfriend who would be offended when he saw him with her?
That angered her even more.
"Idiot!! Why couldn't that be me?! WHY?!"
She stomped her foot. The entire Brigade looked at her, even Itsuki.
His brown eyes, looking concernly at her.
Her eyes spilled with tears; she didn't wantt this. she could expose her feelings any moment now.
"Miss Suzumiya? Is there anything wrong?" Itsuki walked close to her. Haruhi shook her head. "I'm okay.." Beams of red covered her cheeks as more tears welled up in her eyes. She was blushing and crying. Now she felt stupid. Haruhi tried not to break down and start sobbing, but that just made her more angry at him.
Why don't you try to comfort me or something?!
Itsuki stood there, his eyes burning with sympathy. He knew she was angry. He loved her too, and pretty much anyone who knew him well could tell, excpet Haruhi herself.
"I'm sorry."
Haruhi turned around. Tears flowed from her eyes, dripping off her neck. "Your'e sorry?! Sorry for WHAT?!" She yelled. She wanted to slap him, for being concerned for her, for refusing her denial, but she refused.
Your'e an idiot, Haruhi. You really are.
"Please tell me why your'e angry."
Itsuki had spoken again, his voice low and quiet.
Haruhi squinted her eyes shut.
"Itsuki!!"
She screamed his name, not his last, his first.
No, stop it. Your'e being so dumb. Just get out of there.
"Why am I angry?! I'm angry because you-" Her finger pointed over to Itsuki, "And her-" She pointed at Mikuru, who gasped, "Are making me go crazy! I'm angry because I can't stand watching you together, and then your'e not the same "minor person" I thought you were! I'm angry because I wish I was Mikuru! I'm angry because I'm feeling the most confusing feelings in the whole world and I can't stop thinking about you! I feel stupid and dumb and like the biggest moron in Japan because of you!"
Tears poured all over poor Haruhi's face; her words were hard to determine because she was crying as she spoke. Itsuki stood there, dumbfounded.
"But-The real reason I'm angry is because-I love you!"
That was it. It ended like that. Everyone's mouths were wide open, except Yuki, who wasn't the least bit surprised, and Shamisen, who couldn't understand what the heck Haruhi was saying. Tsuruya was so shocked she fainted, and Kyon had dropped the camera. Mikuru's eyes were saucers.
And Itsuki..
He stood there, shocked. Looking at Haruhi, who was trying to keep herself from running over to and punching him. "I'm going home." Haruhi said her voice faint and shaky. She finally wiped her eyes, and ran out the door.
Itsuki looked at the door, and ran after her.
Haruhi ran and ran. She wanted to be happy, but she couldn't. That confession was wrong, so wrong. It was a mistake. She kept on running, until she tripped and fell on the grass.
Haruhi screamed. She screamed loud. It wasn't until her scream begame a wail as she fell to her knees, sobbing and crying harder than she ever had before. She made mistakes, but this one was the worst of all. If Itsuki could of just stayed away, none of this would happen.
"Haruhi!"
Haruhi looked over, and her eyes widned. It was Itsuki who was running over, who was worrying for her, who had called her Haruhi, not Miss Suzumiya like usual. Haruhi stood up. "What do you want, Koizumi?"
"Are you alright?" Itsuki asked.
Haruhi turned over to him. "Of course. Wy wouldn't I be?"
"You were crying..a lot."
"Just forget what I said."
"No, I won't."
"Koizumi-"
"I love you too."
Haruhi's eyes widened. Her heart pounded. Her cheeks turned red.
Was being in so much pain all it took?
She turned to him. "I love you, Itsuki Koizumi."
That angered her even more.
"Idiot!! Why couldn't that be me?! WHY?!"
She stomped her foot. The entire Brigade looked at her, even Itsuki.
His brown eyes, looking concernly at her.
Her eyes spilled with tears; she didn't wantt this. she could expose her feelings any moment now.
"Miss Suzumiya? Is there anything wrong?" Itsuki walked close to her. Haruhi shook her head. "I'm okay.." Beams of red covered her cheeks as more tears welled up in her eyes. She was blushing and crying. Now she felt stupid. Haruhi tried not to break down and start sobbing, but that just made her more angry at him.
Why don't you try to comfort me or something?!
Itsuki stood there, his eyes burning with sympathy. He knew she was angry. He loved her too, and pretty much anyone who knew him well could tell, excpet Haruhi herself.
"I'm sorry."
Haruhi turned around. Tears flowed from her eyes, dripping off her neck. "Your'e sorry?! Sorry for WHAT?!" She yelled. She wanted to slap him, for being concerned for her, for refusing her denial, but she refused.
Your'e an idiot, Haruhi. You really are.
"Please tell me why your'e angry."
Itsuki had spoken again, his voice low and quiet.
Haruhi squinted her eyes shut.
"Itsuki!!"
She screamed his name, not his last, his first.
No, stop it. Your'e being so dumb. Just get out of there.
"Why am I angry?! I'm angry because you-" Her finger pointed over to Itsuki, "And her-" She pointed at Mikuru, who gasped, "Are making me go crazy! I'm angry because I can't stand watching you together, and then your'e not the same "minor person" I thought you were! I'm angry because I wish I was Mikuru! I'm angry because I'm feeling the most confusing feelings in the whole world and I can't stop thinking about you! I feel stupid and dumb and like the biggest moron in Japan because of you!"
Tears poured all over poor Haruhi's face; her words were hard to determine because she was crying as she spoke. Itsuki stood there, dumbfounded.
"But-The real reason I'm angry is because-I love you!"
That was it. It ended like that. Everyone's mouths were wide open, except Yuki, who wasn't the least bit surprised, and Shamisen, who couldn't understand what the heck Haruhi was saying. Tsuruya was so shocked she fainted, and Kyon had dropped the camera. Mikuru's eyes were saucers.
And Itsuki..
He stood there, shocked. Looking at Haruhi, who was trying to keep herself from running over to and punching him. "I'm going home." Haruhi said her voice faint and shaky. She finally wiped her eyes, and ran out the door.
Itsuki looked at the door, and ran after her.
Haruhi ran and ran. She wanted to be happy, but she couldn't. That confession was wrong, so wrong. It was a mistake. She kept on running, until she tripped and fell on the grass.
Haruhi screamed. She screamed loud. It wasn't until her scream begame a wail as she fell to her knees, sobbing and crying harder than she ever had before. She made mistakes, but this one was the worst of all. If Itsuki could of just stayed away, none of this would happen.
"Haruhi!"
Haruhi looked over, and her eyes widned. It was Itsuki who was running over, who was worrying for her, who had called her Haruhi, not Miss Suzumiya like usual. Haruhi stood up. "What do you want, Koizumi?"
"Are you alright?" Itsuki asked.
Haruhi turned over to him. "Of course. Wy wouldn't I be?"
"You were crying..a lot."
"Just forget what I said."
"No, I won't."
"Koizumi-"
"I love you too."
Haruhi's eyes widened. Her heart pounded. Her cheeks turned red.
Was being in so much pain all it took?
She turned to him. "I love you, Itsuki Koizumi."
