turning 14 and starting 8th grade was just another challenge in my life. new teachers new floor...even new people.
One day walking into gym i over heard someone in the stalls crying. it was my friend Soina. (yes its spelled right lol) she was upset that some of the girls didnt want her to change in the same lockeroom because she told them she was bi. i thought it was stupid and childish of them. its not like gays are sexual predators. anyway later that day i began to wonder about my own sexuality.
did i like guys?
1. no guy ever liked me(as far as i know)
2. guys are sometimes mean and are players at this age. at least where i go to school at they are.
3. guys kind of gross me out. (not like...ew you have a penis sort of gross)
4. my mom has had trouble with them.
5. i was abused by a man once and i dont think i like the touch of a guy.
1. In my perspective girls are irriseisable. nice hair full lips shaven legs , boobs...(drools)
2. i have been asked out by girls before.
3. i like the thought of being with another woman.
4. you dont have to have a penis to turn my body on.
5. girls tend to lean toward the romantic side more then just the sexual side (not all guys are like that i know, and i know some girls who are too) and i like being in love for being who we are not by ...you know.
then later on i began thinking about girls and women and i knew for a fact i fell in love with them and not males. i never felt pysically attracted to a guy, nor have i havnt and probably wont.
Now if some of you who know me some what well enough, you know im in love with my music teacher.'who is also a lesbian.
She is the most kind, caring, loving, smart and funny, and beautiful woman i have ever met. and when i got depressed on my sexuality, my confused emotional stage i went through, she helped me through it. she is the only adult who knows. i trust her with everthing, and illigal yes, but i do love her and she said she loves me back but maybe if i was older. idc if you say well thats wrong of her to do so, but she really is nice and sweet and even if we didnt...we would still be close friends and yeah.
anyway. i just wanted to clear that up. lol'
how did you guys come out, or who was the first person you told and why? (this is if your gay or bi obviously lol but you know...your welcome to comment ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ HAVE A NICE DAY LOVE BOO.<3
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One day walking into gym i over heard someone in the stalls crying. it was my friend Soina. (yes its spelled right lol) she was upset that some of the girls didnt want her to change in the same lockeroom because she told them she was bi. i thought it was stupid and childish of them. its not like gays are sexual predators. anyway later that day i began to wonder about my own sexuality.
did i like guys?
1. no guy ever liked me(as far as i know)
2. guys are sometimes mean and are players at this age. at least where i go to school at they are.
3. guys kind of gross me out. (not like...ew you have a penis sort of gross)
4. my mom has had trouble with them.
5. i was abused by a man once and i dont think i like the touch of a guy.
1. In my perspective girls are irriseisable. nice hair full lips shaven legs , boobs...(drools)
2. i have been asked out by girls before.
3. i like the thought of being with another woman.
4. you dont have to have a penis to turn my body on.
5. girls tend to lean toward the romantic side more then just the sexual side (not all guys are like that i know, and i know some girls who are too) and i like being in love for being who we are not by ...you know.
then later on i began thinking about girls and women and i knew for a fact i fell in love with them and not males. i never felt pysically attracted to a guy, nor have i havnt and probably wont.
Now if some of you who know me some what well enough, you know im in love with my music teacher.'who is also a lesbian.
She is the most kind, caring, loving, smart and funny, and beautiful woman i have ever met. and when i got depressed on my sexuality, my confused emotional stage i went through, she helped me through it. she is the only adult who knows. i trust her with everthing, and illigal yes, but i do love her and she said she loves me back but maybe if i was older. idc if you say well thats wrong of her to do so, but she really is nice and sweet and even if we didnt...we would still be close friends and yeah.
anyway. i just wanted to clear that up. lol'
how did you guys come out, or who was the first person you told and why? (this is if your gay or bi obviously lol but you know...your welcome to comment ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ HAVE A NICE DAY LOVE BOO.<3
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