You don't now how much it hurt when I heard you say"yea, im going out with___". While you said those words my heart broke, I felt like i'd been slaped in the face. All I could do was leave because if I stayed I know that I would've broken down and cried with you standing there. You know what hurted the most though? It wasn't that you had forgotten what i had told you the day before, about how much I liked you and how if you asked again we could give it a try, no that was part of the pain.What hurt the most though was that you saw the hurt and anger in my face and you just didn't care you acted as if you didn't give a fuck about me or wat i thought. As I cried in the bathroom I though about all the funny and special moments we'd shared and debated weather you're even worth all the pain. Now i don't now wat to do should I just forget about you and move on or should I fight for your love. I seriously don't now anymore, you always make me laugh but at the same time you cause me a lot of pain. I do now one thing though, I still love you and I think I always will.
---Michelle♥
