I sit here. At my computer. How you may say "stuck" or "blocked". Not knowing what to say, what to write, what to pour onto the page. But I just sit, think, and eventually, I lay my hands on the keyboard and just start . . . typing. Typing away. Letting my heart and mind spill all over the now heavily damp worded page. I say what I feel and type what I think and maybe . . . just maybe the words I type turn into something that make sense. Words that turn into something beautiful, like a desert flower, slowly blooming, waiting for the rain to come to push it through.
Sometimes, as I type away at my keyboard, I will add a metaphor or simile to make it seem like I know what I'm talking about, like I have some sort of imagination, or a creative mindset, but really . . . my mind will race. Attempting to make sense of something to connect my thoughts with other words that will somehow make the words I type more appealing to the audience who take the time to read my thoughts and feeling on a page.
So, what do I feel the need to say? Well, what? To complain about some guy who I think about for a month and forget about? To cry about the struggle of life? How about the way that my fear has consumed my thoughts, and I feel the need to break way and get in the mindset that everyone depends on what I do?! No. What do I feel the need to say? Really. I don't know. But I now have this power. Power to say whatever I want. To reveal secrets. To proclaim love lust. I have the power to write words on a page to say what I want to shout to the world.
As I sit here, and type. Proclaiming power among words and flowing out similes. I sit here and think about what our world would be like, what we would be like if we didn't have words to express what we feel and think as human beings. It would be torturous to our souls. As if our physical bodies can move, but our souls stay trapped back. Chained, so they can't break through our walls of feelings that we continuously build up, so others can't break it down. With this wall, we wouldn't be able to share to others what we want or need from one another . . . . but we do.
We as human being are allowed to use our words to pronounce and scream to the top of the world WHAT WE FEEL! To give back what we once took and receive what was taken from us. Words.
Words are pure.
Words are meaningful.
Words can change lives.
I sit here. At my computer. Not Stuck. Not blocked. And as I lay my hands on the keyboard and type, I feel free. Typing away. Describing how I feel with words.
Sometimes, as I type away at my keyboard, I will add a metaphor or simile to make it seem like I know what I'm talking about, like I have some sort of imagination, or a creative mindset, but really . . . my mind will race. Attempting to make sense of something to connect my thoughts with other words that will somehow make the words I type more appealing to the audience who take the time to read my thoughts and feeling on a page.
So, what do I feel the need to say? Well, what? To complain about some guy who I think about for a month and forget about? To cry about the struggle of life? How about the way that my fear has consumed my thoughts, and I feel the need to break way and get in the mindset that everyone depends on what I do?! No. What do I feel the need to say? Really. I don't know. But I now have this power. Power to say whatever I want. To reveal secrets. To proclaim love lust. I have the power to write words on a page to say what I want to shout to the world.
As I sit here, and type. Proclaiming power among words and flowing out similes. I sit here and think about what our world would be like, what we would be like if we didn't have words to express what we feel and think as human beings. It would be torturous to our souls. As if our physical bodies can move, but our souls stay trapped back. Chained, so they can't break through our walls of feelings that we continuously build up, so others can't break it down. With this wall, we wouldn't be able to share to others what we want or need from one another . . . . but we do.
We as human being are allowed to use our words to pronounce and scream to the top of the world WHAT WE FEEL! To give back what we once took and receive what was taken from us. Words.
Words are pure.
Words are meaningful.
Words can change lives.
I sit here. At my computer. Not Stuck. Not blocked. And as I lay my hands on the keyboard and type, I feel free. Typing away. Describing how I feel with words.
I can see your tears
Even though your eyes don't even water
I can feel your pain
Even if you never said your heart hurts like spears
Are pushing deeper and deeper making you cry
On the inside where nobody can judge you
Where fields are green and skies are finally blue
And nobody ever will lie
If you were mine
That would be reality but you can't see that yet
I will help you if you let me
I know you've been hurt
And you can't see you're amazing in your mind
But I would if you'd let me
Because you're special to me in every way
I'll wipe the tears from your eyes
You'll see I'm the one and amazingly
I've been here the whole time
Even though your eyes don't even water
I can feel your pain
Even if you never said your heart hurts like spears
Are pushing deeper and deeper making you cry
On the inside where nobody can judge you
Where fields are green and skies are finally blue
And nobody ever will lie
If you were mine
That would be reality but you can't see that yet
I will help you if you let me
I know you've been hurt
And you can't see you're amazing in your mind
But I would if you'd let me
Because you're special to me in every way
I'll wipe the tears from your eyes
You'll see I'm the one and amazingly
I've been here the whole time
Every Seasons has it's time to ENDS
Every Ages has the time to lasted
but how does LOVE will be????
If this pain Will passed then over me,will you be there and hugs me????
If this feelings too good to be true,Will you Lies to me that you just Playing??
Said it to my Heart,please
Said it aloud until I can Definitely understand what I've been trough
Because I'm LOST
After long journey I take to finds the Meanings
I finally found nothing inside it
because there's Nothing when it passed by then after all
Passions passed
Live leaves
and i still watched your back here and can't say noting but a smile
i'm not gonna make tears with you,because I Know sometimes you don't care WHY ,,,,
and I ca'n find HOW to make you understands
When the times come
time that makes me passed it over me
i will Smile
i ain't gonna make Tears
because I know
Even tears CAN'T make you come back
Every Ages has the time to lasted
but how does LOVE will be????
If this pain Will passed then over me,will you be there and hugs me????
If this feelings too good to be true,Will you Lies to me that you just Playing??
Said it to my Heart,please
Said it aloud until I can Definitely understand what I've been trough
Because I'm LOST
After long journey I take to finds the Meanings
I finally found nothing inside it
because there's Nothing when it passed by then after all
Passions passed
Live leaves
and i still watched your back here and can't say noting but a smile
i'm not gonna make tears with you,because I Know sometimes you don't care WHY ,,,,
and I ca'n find HOW to make you understands
When the times come
time that makes me passed it over me
i will Smile
i ain't gonna make Tears
because I know
Even tears CAN'T make you come back
To My Love, I hate to love you but i dont love to hate you, you touch my hand and tell me you need me but then in a moments notice you push me aside and tell me to go, you make me a hundred feet tall then one foot small, your soft smile i shall allways hold but your words of sharp glass i dare to take but to stumble at the hurdle i needed to pass the most will forever haunt me im sorry my dear anna for ever letting you go but i shall never be sorry for loving you, holding your hand feeling a spark looking in your eyes and seeing only magic i shall never be sorry for that never
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its not dark.
Over hatetred,
never be betraded.
Very loving,
really touching.
Everyone loves another,
we will be always together.
Love is importent to others,
even sister and brothers.
Their is no hatetred,
no body is hated.
Roses bloom,
they grew.
Tears and blood,
there is a ton.
Nightmare dosent scare,
its always fair.
No one can show fear,
not even near.
Memories can bring pain,
that problem is main.
THE END
THANK YOU FOR READING THIS!
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As night falls
All creatures of the Earth fall to a slumber
Visions of magic, laughter and sorrow fill the dreamland
The mind gives you freedom...
Places you've never been
Strange worlds that you create
What a joy to dream!
But dreams can bring sadness and sorrow...
Death can plague the mind
Torture and fear
Monsters will come to play
Games that are not for pleasure
But...what it is a dream within a dream?
You're asleep but awake
Can't escape!
The world is upside down but changes
To your command
You will be here forever?
Would you want to stay in this world?
Never grow old but only you exist
To live in the dreamland or wake up
And go on living in the awaken world
Both are filled with nightmares and happiness
Which one?
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First that we've argue...
U seems to take it away
as it never happened..
and i Don'T Know Why
U told me that story
need time to be alone
I believe..that u'll be honest
But U DON'T
Hugs u the second way we met
Fells like strange..
what's wrong...?
u tell 'nothing'
But I fell It...
U LIE...
And I keep Quite
Why Did U do This To me?
What For?
Everytime u Lie,
I just CAn't Say Nothing But smile
How Love sealed My Mouth Then MAke Me Numb
How Honest Make me always give u another Chances
But Betrayed on My Back..
U seems to take it away
as it never happened..
and i Don'T Know Why
U told me that story
need time to be alone
I believe..that u'll be honest
But U DON'T
Hugs u the second way we met
Fells like strange..
what's wrong...?
u tell 'nothing'
But I fell It...
U LIE...
And I keep Quite
Why Did U do This To me?
What For?
Everytime u Lie,
I just CAn't Say Nothing But smile
How Love sealed My Mouth Then MAke Me Numb
How Honest Make me always give u another Chances
But Betrayed on My Back..
If you ever leave me remember these things: You give me hope to be strong when i am weak. You made me smile when no one else could. You gave me hope in general! I know this wont stop you but one thing is you were the most important person in my life. I smiled when i heard your name and I cried when we werent O. I was upset when I havent seen u in a long time. But remember the memories we shared, The times we cried and the times we felt lied to together. Without u i will feel unwanted and dead...I think without u id die and smile cause one day ill see you again and have u as a friend.Until then ill miss u...over and over again
Theeee Enddd!
Theeee Enddd!
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The chance of fears the only reason
you're awake.
We decrease in size
when burdened with your mind,
but you know escape is to run...
In a constant commotion -
When I speak it's revulsion
maybe you'll disappear...
Recall the past when
you were strong.
Those distant days,
it seems,are now forever gone.
You'll increase desire
to wander and retire,
but you know escape is to run.
In a constant commotion -
When I speak it's revulsion
maybe you'll disappear
♥ Paradise lost- Disappear ♥
Beautiful song
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LOST
ALONE
INSUCURE
BLOOD DRIPPING DOWN MY FACE
BRUISES STINGING MY TRANSLUCENT BODY
DEATH CALLING ME
LOVE DETACHING FROM ME
MY HEART BEING RIPPED FROM MY BODY
MY MUCSLES HURTING
A SICK FEELING IN MY STOMACH
IN THE FETAL POSISTION
TEARS ESCAPING MY EYES
MUSCLES TENSE
BARE FOOTED
SCABS BREAKING
ROOTS STABBING MY BODY
GLASS BROKEN
A PICTURE ON THE FLOOR
REMINDING ME OF MEMORYS
OF A FOREST
OF OUR OLD LIFE
WHEN YOU LOVED ME
GRABBING A KNIFE
DRAWING BLOOD
FROM MY FACE
MY LIFE FLASHING BEFORE ME
THE PAIN OF EVERY SAD MOMENT
MADE ME MAKE MY DISSISION
I DREW THE KNIFE TO MY NECK
SLIT MY FLOAT
AND WATCHED THE BLOOD POOL AROUND ME
LIFE DRAWING OUT OF MY EYES
MY SOUL
RISING FROM MY BODY
GOD EMBRACING ME
THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES
WHEN YOU FOUND ME
I WAS LOST
ALONE
INSUCURE
BLOOD DRIPPING DOWN MY FACE
BRUISES STINGING MY TRANSLUCENT BODY
DEATH CALLING ME
LOVE DETACHING FROM ME
MY HEART BEING RIPPED FROM MY BODY
MY MUCSLES HURTING
A SICK FEELING IN MY STOMACH
IN THE FETAL POSISTION
TEARS ESCAPING MY EYES
MUSCLES TENSE
BARE FOOTED
SCABS BREAKING
ROOTS STABBING MY BODY
GLASS BROKEN
A PICTURE ON THE FLOOR
REMINDING ME OF MEMORYS
OF A FOREST
OF OUR OLD LIFE
WHEN YOU LOVED ME
GRABBING A KNIFE
DRAWING BLOOD
FROM MY FACE
MY LIFE FLASHING BEFORE ME
THE PAIN OF EVERY SAD MOMENT
MADE ME MAKE MY DISSISION
I DREW THE KNIFE TO MY NECK
SLIT MY FLOAT
AND WATCHED THE BLOOD POOL AROUND ME
LIFE DRAWING OUT OF MY EYES
MY SOUL
RISING FROM MY BODY
GOD EMBRACING ME
THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES
WHEN YOU FOUND ME
I WAS LOST
Ok i have no clue why i am writing this but I kinda love it so enjoy:)
Hide from all
My sweet remembrance
To you I bear my soul
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
to you I sing this song
Hide low
hide high
hide far
hide low
the fear is rising
now go
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
to You I can't be lost
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
To you I can Love
Hide from fear
Hide from Sorrow
Hide from pain
Hide Shame
The climax is coming
Your Fame
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
Hide from all
My sweet remembrance
To you I bear my soul
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
to you I sing this song
Hide low
hide high
hide far
hide low
the fear is rising
now go
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
to You I can't be lost
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
To you I can Love
Hide from fear
Hide from Sorrow
Hide from pain
Hide Shame
The climax is coming
Your Fame
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
an old Poem I wrote its twilight though!
Her eyes just sparkled
showing his reflection
showing his angelic face
her eyes just sparkled
as he drew closer
as his mouth kissed her
her eyes just sparkled
knowing the truth
knowing that their love is eternal
knowing she chose the right one
her eyes sparkled
making time stand still
making blood lust stop
her eyes just saw him
She just wanted him
he kissed her again
forgetting his blood lust
his fight
Just kissing her
and playing with her long blond hair
her perfect beutiful curls
Her eyes just sparkled
longing for him
he picked her up
running far
running into the distance
running fast
trees going by as a blur
as she held him
she loved him
he was hers
and he knew she was his angel
and forever she would be
she saved him
he forever loved her for that
she was perfect
she was his
so he ran on
sheltering her
from harm
Her eyes just sparkled
showing his reflection
showing his angelic face
her eyes just sparkled
as he drew closer
as his mouth kissed her
her eyes just sparkled
knowing the truth
knowing that their love is eternal
knowing she chose the right one
her eyes sparkled
making time stand still
making blood lust stop
her eyes just saw him
She just wanted him
he kissed her again
forgetting his blood lust
his fight
Just kissing her
and playing with her long blond hair
her perfect beutiful curls
Her eyes just sparkled
longing for him
he picked her up
running far
running into the distance
running fast
trees going by as a blur
as she held him
she loved him
he was hers
and he knew she was his angel
and forever she would be
she saved him
he forever loved her for that
she was perfect
she was his
so he ran on
sheltering her
from harm