Soft, dark, and dreamless
Far beneath my...
Nightmares and loneliness
I hate me
For breathing
Without you
I don't want to
Feel anymore for you
Grieving for you
I'm not grieving for you
Nothing real love can't undo
And though I may have lost my way
All paths lead straight to you
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
Halo
Blinding wall between us
Melt away and leave us alone again
Humming, haunted somewhere out there
I believe our love can see us through in death
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you
You're not alone
No matter what they told you, you're not alone
I'll be right beside you forevermore
I long to be like you, sis
Lie cold in the ground like you did
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
And as we lay in silent bliss
I know you remember me
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you...
(Evanescence- The Open Door)
Only in my dreams
You're missing, but you're always
a heartbeat from me
I'm lost now without you
I don't know where you are
I keep watching
I keep hoping
but time keeps us apart
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring you back home?
Winter lies before me
Now you're so far away
In the darkness of my dreaming
The light of you will stay
If I could be close beside you
If I could be where you are
If I could reach out and touch you
And bring you back home
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring you back home?
To me...
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LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9
dime over time
but if i speak the truth, it will be a crime
and if you are feeling my rhymes than it would vanish like dust and my words would move faster
than the rush and im tired of people
creeping up i feel that i had enough of life and stress.
I speak these words so that i could get this pain off my cheast.
I speak these words so that it could get the pain
off everybody cheast.
This is for the people who have stress everyday.
stress & pain
timeless master of the treasures it buries and of the destiny of all the life it protects and massacres in its chaos.
the sand. dust of times.
discreet accomplice of silent births and deaths of billions of shells and skeletons.
the sun and its moon. lascivious in their clouds and their aurora borealis.
the rocks. the indestructible soldiers. the guardian angels.
me. am one of them. joined the band. so much isolating and yet comforting,
the sky may spit it its poison, whip it and tear it all up of its anger,
it’s always there, proud to be strong, faithful and true.
this is where it all began, where it’s being loved, where it hurts and where it will die.
LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9
Hands at the two and nine
Behind a wheel for almost four
Road stretched, not looking back
Behind her eyes
Leaving the trouble
Forgetting the noise
Regretting nothing
In her mind
She still aware of the risk
Having been broken all the time
The wish is still warm
Like the west
Ahead is her world
Waiting to be traced
Not only just summoned
But sugar kissed
Sailing on waves of black
Toward a sign of new
Never more in cold
Towards sun drenched solace
She hopes
After even frailness
Not wanting to be broken
In Sac Town
Her Will and will waits
TM
Behind a wheel for almost four
Road stretched, not looking back
Behind her eyes
Leaving the trouble
Forgetting the noise
Regretting nothing
In her mind
She still aware of the risk
Having been broken all the time
The wish is still warm
Like the west
Ahead is her world
Waiting to be traced
Not only just summoned
But sugar kissed
Sailing on waves of black
Toward a sign of new
Never more in cold
Towards sun drenched solace
She hopes
After even frailness
Not wanting to be broken
In Sac Town
Her Will and will waits
TM
Maybe you are young
Maybe you are old
Maybe you are deaf
Maybe you are dumb(not having the ability to speak.
Maybe you think people are over caring
Maybe you think people dont care enough
Maybe you feel brokenhearted
Maybe you are the one that gave the broken heart
Maybe you feel left out of everything
Maybe you want to just get away from it all
I can look inside of you and see how you feel and you can not look insde of me.
But one thing I do know is that these ten maybe's are ten reasons why you or I can make a difference, and why MAYBE can make a difference to.
Maybe you are old
Maybe you are deaf
Maybe you are dumb(not having the ability to speak.
Maybe you think people are over caring
Maybe you think people dont care enough
Maybe you feel brokenhearted
Maybe you are the one that gave the broken heart
Maybe you feel left out of everything
Maybe you want to just get away from it all
I can look inside of you and see how you feel and you can not look insde of me.
But one thing I do know is that these ten maybe's are ten reasons why you or I can make a difference, and why MAYBE can make a difference to.
this goes out to you my old best friend,
i thought i'd never loose you until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing you don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss you a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.
it's hard to tell you how much i love you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was more like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to you i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.
i thought i'd never loose you until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing you don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss you a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.
it's hard to tell you how much i love you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was more like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to you i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.
i am depressed,
i am not acting,
you're not impressed,
but it has sent me packing,
i have lost my mind,
i have gone crazy,
it's you i try to find,
but now i have just gone lazy,
i seem to disappear,
i escaped reality,
i coward away in fear,
to escape your lethal ways,
i walk away,
not in front of you,
you ruin my day,
and others too,
you push me around,
you think you are so cool,
i stubble and fall down,
"dude, you are such a tool".
can we go back to the way we were,
after all we went through,
you are not the same as i thought you were,
so why do i still think of you,
because you're beautiful,
you are perfect,
your life was full so i left it,
it broke my heart,
but i suffered through,
and i still stand strong because i love you
i am not acting,
you're not impressed,
but it has sent me packing,
i have lost my mind,
i have gone crazy,
it's you i try to find,
but now i have just gone lazy,
i seem to disappear,
i escaped reality,
i coward away in fear,
to escape your lethal ways,
i walk away,
not in front of you,
you ruin my day,
and others too,
you push me around,
you think you are so cool,
i stubble and fall down,
"dude, you are such a tool".
can we go back to the way we were,
after all we went through,
you are not the same as i thought you were,
so why do i still think of you,
because you're beautiful,
you are perfect,
your life was full so i left it,
it broke my heart,
but i suffered through,
and i still stand strong because i love you
and yet, the same.
The person who's living
life for others
will stay.
That's the person who
has no life,
the person who
needed to devote
all these years to someone
who lives in memories,
to someone who
cares for all these past days
they have lived together.
The person who's dying
along with all these memories
is sitting in the dark.
That person remembers.
That person had a dream once.
That person see no light,
tho the other one used to be
the light of all these days
they shared together.
That person was me.
