I never liked Valentine's Day, it always gave brings back some terrible memories and now its worse I don't have a boyfriend nor have I ever had one. I hadn't even been married even though I'm 35 years old loneliness calls me every Valentine's day leaving me constantly crying and hopeless.

I find comfort in Dean's presents since he's a bit like how I am and that's the scary part all on its own but I sympathize with Sammy and again all because of Valentine's Day I don't have a lot to be honestly happy about anymore and it's slowly destroying me and who I want to be taking my hope with it .