I talk about this a lot during the holiday
season, because I know how hard it can
be for some.
While many people enjoy the holidays, and
fill them with laughter, love, and Magick,
there are others who are hurting.
It can be a depressing time for some people.
Especially if you can't be with the ones
you love, or have lost... and especially if
life isn't quite going the way you wanted.
If you are hurting in some way, first off
know that I am with you... and I'm thinking
about you, Brittany.
This Friday Magick newsletter is my attempt
to create a bond with you... to raise your
spirits and your belief in miracles and
Magick.
Today, in the spirit of the season, and
all the good and happiness that is in
your future, I'm giving you a very special
Love Spell that will make you smile, and
give you comfort.
If you follow the directions exactly,
it can fill the rest of this month with
special bonds between you and those you
love... it can also bring new love into
your life if that is what you seek.
This season, it's all about warmth,
comfort, companionship, and love.
Love...the most powerful force in the
universe.
We'll start the spell in a second, but
first I want to give you a chance to
watch a true story about loss, redemption,
and love... all because of Magick:
At the end, there's a special question
you'll need to answer in your head.
The answer you give, could affect the
rest of your life.
It's important, and deserves your attention:
Now...let's bring some Holiday Love
into your life...comfort and happiness
await!
What you'll need:
* 3 red candles (they should all be
different. Suggestions: 1 of them large, 1 of
them long, 1 of them small.)
* 1 white candle
* 1 matches
STEP 1: The red candles should all be different
since they will represent different people
in your life... and even potential love
interests you haven't met yet.
The white candle represents you,
STEP 2: Create a comfortable environment...
light a fire in the fireplace... play your
favorite holiday music, softly... dim the
lights.
STEP 3: Arrange the red candles in a triangle,
then light the white candle and move it in a
circle around the red candles.
STEP 4: While the white candle circles the
red candles, say the following (in step 5),
lighting each candle when told to do so.
You can freely change "man for "woman", and
"he" for "she" and so on as needed in this
spell.
STEP 5: Say:
"Bring back to me the man in my dream,
Make it all natural for them to seem,
Any difference between us was only a dream."
(Light the first candle)
"Connect family and friends together in
invisible rope,
Bind us by heart, by love and by hope,
That the difference between us,
within us we cope."
(Light the second candle)
"Help them know I am the one,
That loves them all since time has begun,
And to the end of time, the total of sum.
(Light the third candle)
STEP 6: Place the white candle in the middle
of three red candles and the spell is conacted
I highly recommend decorating the altar
with pictures of your loved ones, and
your romantic interests... and also decorating
your altar for Yule/Christmas before doing
this spell as well.
Last week you brought "Peace" to you, and
that will allow this spell to work like
pure Magick.
It really is amazing...so prepare for the
best holiday season you've ever had.
Just follow the steps...
I'll be with you again next Friday with
another special Holiday Spell.
I can't wait! :)
Have A Magickal Weekend!
Brightest Blessings,
Your Warm And Caring "Resident Witch In Charge"
More decorating and fun for the
weekend... one of the best parts of
the season is in the preparation!
Cooking, baking, decorating...all things
I love...especially when doing it with
my wonderful friends and family!
season, because I know how hard it can
be for some.
While many people enjoy the holidays, and
fill them with laughter, love, and Magick,
there are others who are hurting.
It can be a depressing time for some people.
Especially if you can't be with the ones
you love, or have lost... and especially if
life isn't quite going the way you wanted.
If you are hurting in some way, first off
know that I am with you... and I'm thinking
about you, Brittany.
This Friday Magick newsletter is my attempt
to create a bond with you... to raise your
spirits and your belief in miracles and
Magick.
Today, in the spirit of the season, and
all the good and happiness that is in
your future, I'm giving you a very special
Love Spell that will make you smile, and
give you comfort.
If you follow the directions exactly,
it can fill the rest of this month with
special bonds between you and those you
love... it can also bring new love into
your life if that is what you seek.
This season, it's all about warmth,
comfort, companionship, and love.
Love...the most powerful force in the
universe.
We'll start the spell in a second, but
first I want to give you a chance to
watch a true story about loss, redemption,
and love... all because of Magick:
At the end, there's a special question
you'll need to answer in your head.
The answer you give, could affect the
rest of your life.
It's important, and deserves your attention:
Now...let's bring some Holiday Love
into your life...comfort and happiness
await!
What you'll need:
* 3 red candles (they should all be
different. Suggestions: 1 of them large, 1 of
them long, 1 of them small.)
* 1 white candle
* 1 matches
STEP 1: The red candles should all be different
since they will represent different people
in your life... and even potential love
interests you haven't met yet.
The white candle represents you,
STEP 2: Create a comfortable environment...
light a fire in the fireplace... play your
favorite holiday music, softly... dim the
lights.
STEP 3: Arrange the red candles in a triangle,
then light the white candle and move it in a
circle around the red candles.
STEP 4: While the white candle circles the
red candles, say the following (in step 5),
lighting each candle when told to do so.
You can freely change "man for "woman", and
"he" for "she" and so on as needed in this
spell.
STEP 5: Say:
"Bring back to me the man in my dream,
Make it all natural for them to seem,
Any difference between us was only a dream."
(Light the first candle)
"Connect family and friends together in
invisible rope,
Bind us by heart, by love and by hope,
That the difference between us,
within us we cope."
(Light the second candle)
"Help them know I am the one,
That loves them all since time has begun,
And to the end of time, the total of sum.
(Light the third candle)
STEP 6: Place the white candle in the middle
of three red candles and the spell is conacted
I highly recommend decorating the altar
with pictures of your loved ones, and
your romantic interests... and also decorating
your altar for Yule/Christmas before doing
this spell as well.
Last week you brought "Peace" to you, and
that will allow this spell to work like
pure Magick.
It really is amazing...so prepare for the
best holiday season you've ever had.
Just follow the steps...
I'll be with you again next Friday with
another special Holiday Spell.
I can't wait! :)
Have A Magickal Weekend!
Brightest Blessings,
Your Warm And Caring "Resident Witch In Charge"
More decorating and fun for the
weekend... one of the best parts of
the season is in the preparation!
Cooking, baking, decorating...all things
I love...especially when doing it with
my wonderful friends and family!
I killed my mom!
My fault!
I made my dad hate me!
My fault!
I made my brother rezent me!
My fault!
I made my dad hit me!
My fault!
I made my brother burn me!
My fault!
I sit im a dark corner crying!
My fault!
I think of my life!
My fault!
A love lost!
A family lost!
A life lost!
My fault!
I take my razor!
My fault!
I look at my wrist!
Already covered with scars!
I'll one last one!
My fault!
I run the razor across my wrist!
My fault!
I whatch the blood drip to the floor!
My fault!
I lean aginst the wall and close my eyes!
My fault!
I feel nothing anymore!
My soul is dead!
Along with my heart!
The is still running!
A very heavey flow!
I do not care to get help!
My fault!
I'm sorry mom!
My fault!
I forgive you dad!
My fault!
I love you brother!
my fault!
Head swims and I feel cold!
My fault!
I sit in a dark corner!
And bleed!
My life is over!
My fault!
My fault!
I made my dad hate me!
My fault!
I made my brother rezent me!
My fault!
I made my dad hit me!
My fault!
I made my brother burn me!
My fault!
I sit im a dark corner crying!
My fault!
I think of my life!
My fault!
A love lost!
A family lost!
A life lost!
My fault!
I take my razor!
My fault!
I look at my wrist!
Already covered with scars!
I'll one last one!
My fault!
I run the razor across my wrist!
My fault!
I whatch the blood drip to the floor!
My fault!
I lean aginst the wall and close my eyes!
My fault!
I feel nothing anymore!
My soul is dead!
Along with my heart!
The is still running!
A very heavey flow!
I do not care to get help!
My fault!
I'm sorry mom!
My fault!
I forgive you dad!
My fault!
I love you brother!
my fault!
Head swims and I feel cold!
My fault!
I sit in a dark corner!
And bleed!
My life is over!
My fault!
She wakes with pain.
Server pain.
She can barely move.
The water running down her legs.
She's scared.
She turns to her husband.
To her son.
She's scared.
But she's smiling.
A baby girl is coming.
The pain is not like before.
She knows somethings wrong.
But she says nothing.
At the hospital.
They prep her.
They help her.
They show her what to do.
This is not the first time for her.
She lays there in pain.
Refussing to take anything.
Afraid to hurt the child.
It's almost time.
the pain grows.
She knows that this will be her last.
Through the pain,sweat,and blood.
She strains,breath,and prays.
Relife.
She hears her baby girl crys.
As her life slips.
A life was born.
While a life dies.
A tragic lose.
Server pain.
She can barely move.
The water running down her legs.
She's scared.
She turns to her husband.
To her son.
She's scared.
But she's smiling.
A baby girl is coming.
The pain is not like before.
She knows somethings wrong.
But she says nothing.
At the hospital.
They prep her.
They help her.
They show her what to do.
This is not the first time for her.
She lays there in pain.
Refussing to take anything.
Afraid to hurt the child.
It's almost time.
the pain grows.
She knows that this will be her last.
Through the pain,sweat,and blood.
She strains,breath,and prays.
Relife.
She hears her baby girl crys.
As her life slips.
A life was born.
While a life dies.
A tragic lose.
I crave a family.
I'm not worth it.
I crave love.
I'm not worth it.
I crave freinds.
I'm not worth it.
I crave freedom.
I'm not worth it.
I crave to be desired.
I'm not worth it.
I crave a loving touch.
I'm not worth it.
I wont my mom.
I'm not worth it.
I wont to live.
I'm not worth it.
I wont to be saved.
I'm not worth it.
SUDDENLY!
A warm smile.
I'm still not woth it.
A loving word.
I'm still not worth it.
A warm feeling.
I'm still not worth it.
A gental love.
I'm still worth it.
I hang my head and walk away.
Cuz I know I'm not worth it.
I'm not worth it.
I crave love.
I'm not worth it.
I crave freinds.
I'm not worth it.
I crave freedom.
I'm not worth it.
I crave to be desired.
I'm not worth it.
I crave a loving touch.
I'm not worth it.
I wont my mom.
I'm not worth it.
I wont to live.
I'm not worth it.
I wont to be saved.
I'm not worth it.
SUDDENLY!
A warm smile.
I'm still not woth it.
A loving word.
I'm still not worth it.
A warm feeling.
I'm still not worth it.
A gental love.
I'm still worth it.
I hang my head and walk away.
Cuz I know I'm not worth it.
I see you.
I feel you.
I reach to touch you.
Your not there.
my hand goes right threw you.
I'm just a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
you are a life time way.
I'm just a ghost
I call out to you.
you turn.
You look right at me.
God do you see me?
No you dont.
you look right threw me.
You turn and walk away.
I am left agine.
In darkness.
I'm just a ghost
I've lost you.
I whatch you walk away.
I feel the pain.
Wait,
I cant feel.
I must be alive somehow.
For dead the cant feel pain like this.
I run to you.
I'm here I say.
You look right pass me.
I'm not dead, not like death.
The death I am is much more painful.
I'm dieng from a broken heart.
A pain I can not controll.
A love lose that I can never get back.
Now I know.
I'm just a ghost.
Waiting to expire.
I feel you.
I reach to touch you.
Your not there.
my hand goes right threw you.
I'm just a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
you are a life time way.
I'm just a ghost
I call out to you.
you turn.
You look right at me.
God do you see me?
No you dont.
you look right threw me.
You turn and walk away.
I am left agine.
In darkness.
I'm just a ghost
I've lost you.
I whatch you walk away.
I feel the pain.
Wait,
I cant feel.
I must be alive somehow.
For dead the cant feel pain like this.
I run to you.
I'm here I say.
You look right pass me.
I'm not dead, not like death.
The death I am is much more painful.
I'm dieng from a broken heart.
A pain I can not controll.
A love lose that I can never get back.
Now I know.
I'm just a ghost.
Waiting to expire.
I'm crying.
I'm scared.
Why do I have to go through this?
The pain.
The hate.
I know why I have to go through this.
A pure sould died with my life.
Dieing.
Screaming.
Yearning.
I can not take this any longer.
In the bathroom.
Lights are out.
The tub is full of hot water.
I look at myself in the mirrow.
Ugly.
Stupid.
Horrable.
All I see is a ugly red head with clear eyes.
Someone who should have never been born.
I play it over and over in my head.
*You killed your mother*
It never stops.
It never will.
I hold the razor in my hand.
I hear the voises.
I cut.
The cool razor slices into my skin.
The heat for the blood.
I lay down in the tub.
The water is hot.
but I am cold.
I close my eyes and call for my mom.
no answer.
I sink lower.
The red water covers my face.
A life for a life.
I killed my mom.
So I must suffer and die.
Laying in blood like she was.
I do not care anymore.
I welcome death.
Mom I am coming home.
I'm scared.
Why do I have to go through this?
The pain.
The hate.
I know why I have to go through this.
A pure sould died with my life.
Dieing.
Screaming.
Yearning.
I can not take this any longer.
In the bathroom.
Lights are out.
The tub is full of hot water.
I look at myself in the mirrow.
Ugly.
Stupid.
Horrable.
All I see is a ugly red head with clear eyes.
Someone who should have never been born.
I play it over and over in my head.
*You killed your mother*
It never stops.
It never will.
I hold the razor in my hand.
I hear the voises.
I cut.
The cool razor slices into my skin.
The heat for the blood.
I lay down in the tub.
The water is hot.
but I am cold.
I close my eyes and call for my mom.
no answer.
I sink lower.
The red water covers my face.
A life for a life.
I killed my mom.
So I must suffer and die.
Laying in blood like she was.
I do not care anymore.
I welcome death.
Mom I am coming home.
I sit here my dark corner.
Crying.
Screaming.
Cutting.
Not careing.
Wanting to die.
I am lost.
I am alone.
I am unloved.
Thats all I ever wanted.
Someone to call me theirs.
Someone to love me.
Someone to hold me.
Someone to tell me they love me.
That they want me.
That they need me.
Someone to hold me threw this storm.
I am screaming for help.
no one ever answers.
No one ever does.
I stand alone in the cold world.
Dressed in all black.
Welcoming death.
Praying for death.
There is no way out for me.
Lost,Alone,Unloved.
Crying.
Screaming.
Cutting.
Not careing.
Wanting to die.
I am lost.
I am alone.
I am unloved.
Thats all I ever wanted.
Someone to call me theirs.
Someone to love me.
Someone to hold me.
Someone to tell me they love me.
That they want me.
That they need me.
Someone to hold me threw this storm.
I am screaming for help.
no one ever answers.
No one ever does.
I stand alone in the cold world.
Dressed in all black.
Welcoming death.
Praying for death.
There is no way out for me.
Lost,Alone,Unloved.