He's back, But its not him. its like a differant person came back, like he left all of himself behind. But he's sam: the same clear eyes so i guess its not his sanity he lost. Have a lost him for a second time, have a lost what i so dearly needed. He's not calming anymore he seems so angry, all the time. he gets angry at me when i ask him where he's been. He seems to have grown ( if thats possible ) like all the anger has filled him up. He seems stronger but not in a good way. Theres something in his clear eyes that conquers the anger: fear- to much fear I've never seen him so scared he's always been so calm and that seems to have melted away. I don't know what to do i can't ask him. why did anything have to change, we were happy. I was the happiest i'd been in years why was I being punished? I needed him, I needed him more than i ever have needed anyone because: i've always looked after people: seth, dad even mum and now the person who looked after me was here but not really here and i felt alone.
Renesmee's Opinion
I think if you read renesmeblack's chapters of my story, you'll understand this better. It's almst like we're the same person! Ha,ha...
Here is a list why I don't have a very great relationship with my dad:
1. My dad pries into every detail when we talk.
2. My dad pries into every detail when we DON'T talk.
3. Have you seen the way he acts around my mom? Ew.
4. He SEES everything...
5. He's embarrassing when my friends are around.
6. He HATES my boyfriend.
7. He'd rather I go out with dorky John Newton. (Name sound familiar?)
8. He looks like he's ready to punch Jacob.
9. He's a worrywart.
10. My dad would rather I'm on the sidelines when they play baseball... with Jacob playing.
11. He's plain creepy... My best friend chickened out on my slumber party. MY BEST FRIEND!!!
12. He want a full-blown update of my school days-I can't lie about kissing Jake, so I don't bother.
That reason enough for ya? Oop, I hear him coming up. Bye!
I think if you read renesmeblack's chapters of my story, you'll understand this better. It's almst like we're the same person! Ha,ha...
Here is a list why I don't have a very great relationship with my dad:
1. My dad pries into every detail when we talk.
2. My dad pries into every detail when we DON'T talk.
3. Have you seen the way he acts around my mom? Ew.
4. He SEES everything...
5. He's embarrassing when my friends are around.
6. He HATES my boyfriend.
7. He'd rather I go out with dorky John Newton. (Name sound familiar?)
8. He looks like he's ready to punch Jacob.
9. He's a worrywart.
10. My dad would rather I'm on the sidelines when they play baseball... with Jacob playing.
11. He's plain creepy... My best friend chickened out on my slumber party. MY BEST FRIEND!!!
12. He want a full-blown update of my school days-I can't lie about kissing Jake, so I don't bother.
That reason enough for ya? Oop, I hear him coming up. Bye!