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Everything was crashing down.

My heart

My mind

My soul

My entire being

My very existence

All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.

I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.

I never knew happiness.

I never knew beauty of life.

I never knew hope – blind fierce hope

I never knew love.

I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.

I never knew tears.

I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.

My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.

How did I let this happen?

How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could love me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.

How could she love me when she didn’t know the truth about me?

If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…

I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.

But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.

I was created for her.

I breathe because she breathes.

But falling in love was not part of the plan.

Seduce her

Make her fall in love with me

Then, ask or force her to join us

That was the plan.

The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.

How could I hurt her when she made this frozen heart of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in love the moment I laid my eyes on her?

How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?

How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?

My will

My strength

My purpose in this damned existence

They were stripped away from me, pulled away by the gravity of what I feel for her.

Only my heart remained.

Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.

Each beat offered to her.

Only to her

She who can never be mine

She who belonged to another

She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.

Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
posted by NeeNee14
I was walking along the road..when I noticed some one familiar. I started to speed up towards the person,before I was running. I slowed down, realizing I must look crazy. I tapped her on her shoulder.
"Hi, I don't mean to bother you, but Do you know a Seth?" I asked her. She smiled at me.
"Yeah, He's my Boyfriend." I punched her and she fell.
"Stay away from him. I'm his girlfriend and I 'm pregnant with his son. If you don't I will cut you. " I said to her.She looked up at me. She was scared. I turned around and started walking. I felt her running after me. I saw a werewolf coming after, I've...
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posted by NeeNee14
My feet still couldn't touch the ground, but they were getting closer. I could here a little girl crying and calling for her mother, and a man trying to comfort her. I kept trying to touch the ground, with each try, I was getting closer. I tried one more time, I was losing strenth. I couldn't do it.
I felt someone kick me from the inside...it all clicked, like a light came on in my head. I had to get back to my family. I kept trying, my feet where inches away; they finally reached the ground. I opened my eyes, but felt weak. I looked at Seth and smiled, and faded into a dream.....

I was taking...
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Maci's dress
Maci's dress
Every day for the past couple of weeks I have been with Mace, we either would go shopping,talk, do homework,or double date with each other...she was my Alice and I was my mom except I wasn't clumsy and didn't need saving 24/7.
"Homecoming is next week." She said to me as we sat in the living room of my grandparents house...she knew the whole story about my family and the wolves.
"Did someone say homecoming?" I heard my Aunt lice say as she came down sttairs and flitted over to us.
"Yeah, we have Homecoming next weekend." Maci said. I gave her a look that made her confused.
"I'm taking you shopping...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
i feel like i could kill someone!
PRESS ONE BUTTON AND ALL I HAVE WROTE IS GONE! puff! shes gone!grr!!
TAKE FUCKING TWO!:


Coming out the ladies room was as Embarrassing as farting in class or having really bad Bo, its the one WHERE EVERYONE LOOKS AT YOU!
i looked like i literally imerged in the toilet, my hair dripping of water wih chucks of pancakes, after fainting and my hair landing in the toilet. gross.
Alice held one arm, where Edward joined snatching my free arm at first sight.
This made me feel even more embarrassing, been dragged out the toilets in a crowed cinema by two angels?
stumbling...
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posted by NeeNee14
Seth was still sleep when I got up. I wrote him a note to tell him I would be back in a while , if he woke up while I was gone.
I hopped in my car and drove down the familiar road and parked on the side walk when I got there. I walked threw the rows until I arrived at my mother's grave. I sat down and touched the headstone.
"Hi Mom."I said to the grave."I miss you so much." I felt the tears streaming down my face."I like La Push,it has a beach.I met a guy. His name is Seth and he's perfect..I love him." I sat there in silence for a couple of minutes."I'm sorry ,mom..." was all I could manage...
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posted by groovychicklisa
New Beginnings

"Are you sure?" Renée asked, her eyes wide, continuing before I had a chance to answer. "Charlie!" This was called in the direction of the living room.

"No, I'm not sure, that's why I said 'I'm not sure'." I replied dryly.

"Did it feel like the false labor pains?"

I shook my head.

"Definitely not."

"What're you yelling about?" Charlie asked grumpily, coming into the kitchen. By the sound that was still coming from the television, we had interrupted a baseball game.

"Bella's in labor."

He just stood there for a moment, mouth slightly ajar and a vacant expression in his eyes.

"Right,...
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posted by NeeNee14
I went home a couple hours of later. I didn't have to go to school because it was Thanksgiving break. So I decided to ask my dad can I drive down to Portland to visit my friends. He said yes.
I was packing my bag for my trip when I heard the doorbell ring.."Coming!!"I yelled. I opened my door and Seth was standing there.
"Hey" I said and gave him a hug. I went up stairs and he followed me. I closed my bag and sat it near my door.
"Where are you going?" Seth asked me.
"I'm going to Portland for break to visit some friends" I said and sat down next to him and he wrapped his arms around me.
"I'm coming...
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posted by Summer_Leanne
Hi again, everyone! After three long and busy days, I've finally finished chp. 20 :D thank you so much for reading and all your sweet comments on my last post! I hope you all enjoy this one. Much love, as always, to each and every one of you all, from me!
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Love and War
Alice ran to embrace Summer, who was sitting on the floor of the living room in tears. She had no words to comfort her, but, thankfully, Jake did. Carlisle told him the news, and as soon as he told Sam, he came bursting into the Cullens’ home in a matter of minutes. He saw Summer...
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My skin absorbed the sunlight in the schools courtyard, it was warm. For once in Forks, Washington there was actually heat. I almost felt like I was back in Phoenix, sipping lemonade on a long outdoor chase, with my mom, Renee and Paul, my step-father.

"Bella!" Jacob said running over to my stone table in the courtyard.

"Yeah, Jake?" I said looking at him with a curious look. He was frantically shaking and he tried speaking but all that came out was gasps.

"Jacob, what's wrong?" I yelled, demanding him to talk.

"Bella, please, it was an accident!" Jacob whimpered.

"Jacob! What accident! Spit...
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posted by jacob_lover5253
Here is Jacob's POV...I do want to warn you about this chapter...you will never expect what is coming!! ;) lol...well enjoy -Kayla

Chapter 12. (Jacob)

Edward finally left and Bella let me inside. "Why would you do this to Charlie? To him? To me?" I asked yet again. She didn't answer me. "Come on, Bells, there has to be a reason." I begged. I wanted an answer badly. "Well, I don't want to live in a house full of Charlie's rules when i'm old enough to get my own house and make my own rules." She stated. "You're not telling the truth. You're lieing." I told her. She sat on her bed and yawned. "Jake,...
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Chapter 7

You and Emmett walk in the door. And Alice comes over to you and hugs you.
Alice-I am so sorry to hear about your Mom ___
You-Thanks Alice.
Emmett-___, its late, do you want to go sleep?
You- Yeah, It's been a, really long day.
Emmett-Okay I'll go up with you.
You-Goodnight everyone
Everyone-night ___.

You and Emmett go up to his room and you see your vanity for your make up and your hair by a huge window in his room and you see your dresser right next to it. You also see that your pajamas are set out on his bed. You knew alice did it, and you grabbed them and changed in the bathroom in...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
Bella singing
Bella singing
ok im very sorry , for THE LONG WAIT, but ive been working flat out and i jsut hadnt been in the moosd, but im pumped and woah! i hope to do two chapters today but ill see how i go.
ok a recap. Bella is about to perform on stage.

Bella's POV.

This was it, the moment ive been practicing for. to get his attention again. I remember him saying that he diddnt want me, but this was my chance to prove to him how much i wanted him.
I searched over and over like a father looking for this remote as the super ball has ten minutes of the game. To find the perfect song and that all the lyrics just fit....
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You guys got back to the house saw everyone sitting watching the news and heard Alice ask.
Alice: Can I plan the wedding? Please?
Everyone looked at you guys confused and you looked at Emmett and he nodded.
You: Of course.
Esme: Wait. You guys are engaged?
You smiled and nodded.
You: Yeah mom.
She got up and hugged you both.
You: Rose? You and Alice want to be my brides maids?
Rose/ Alice: Of course.
You smiled and hugged them.
Em: Jasper and Edward my grooms men?
They nodded and you asked.
You: Where are we moving now?
Carlisle: We are thinking about Alaska. How does that sound kids?
You: I like it there....
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I'm so so happy you all are enjoying this story! Your comments, like always, are so sweet and loving. Thanks for reading and for all your generous support. Love you all!! Enjoy!! :]
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Lethal Independence
It was 10pm before Chloe drifted off to sleep in Summer’s arms. Athe and Chloe fussed over Summer every second once they found out she was injured. Summer was able to easily heal her bruise, but she didn’t understand why she was still being coddled like a feeble infant. As soon as Summer laid Chloe in her crib and assured Athe that she was fine,...
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Hello, My Name Is: Death
Volume Five
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    "You guys have a Weapons Master?" I asked.
    Tabra was getting dressed, and I was in the bathroom getting dressed while Jerek was on the otherside of the bathroom door doing the same.
    "Yes." He said back. "She knows everything: where they came from, who made them, how long they've been in stores, out of date, what group, such as the romans or the dutch, they come from. She is such a good person to have on a time like this."
    "I...
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Hello, My Name Is: Death
Volume Five
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[PREVIOUSLY]
    Hi, my name is Cyd, short for Cydnee, and one day while I was grocery shopping, a former member of the Death Clan of the Fallen threw a knife at my head. I ducked behind my cart, and ran out of the store once I saw the knife fly into a bunch of egg cartons. I went home, told my friend Tabra about it, and he came rushing over. He helped me get out of the aftershock feeling, and when we were eating chicken sandwhiches, mine was coated in poison. We then went to his apartment,...
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Hello, My Name Is: Death
Volume Three
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(ATTENTION: THE FOLLOWING PART OF THIS CHAPTER IS IN HAUS'S POINT OF VIEW, THANKS, AND YOU MAY NOW CONTINUE READING)
    I picked up the phone, dialed a number, pressed CALL and waited for an answer.
    And I got one.
    "Hello?" A voice on the other line picked up and said.
    "Hello, Kyle, this is Haus."
    "Hey, Haus. What brings you calling us all the way here?"
    "My men are dead."...
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Hello, My Name Is: Death
Volume Three
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    "Or we could do that." Jerek said once our lips parted.
    I was high off of that kiss. But, just briefly.
    "Yea." I said, not knowing really exactly what I was saying.
    Jerek then put his lips back to mine, and this time, it wasn't a surprise.
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    THE NEXT MORNING: I woke up on the lower bunk, under Tabra, and I was glad I went to bed earlier then I thought I was. I needed that sleep.
    "Morning,"...
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posted by sh0rtiinedward
No one is looking at you, i promise myself but deep, deep inside of me i knew that everyone in Forks was staring at me.

"Mmmm Charlie, can we just go eat at home, i don't want to go to your favorite Restaurant please?" i ask him with my little puppy eyes."Nessi come on you never go out of the woods, now is the time please try?"
well charlie was right but i wasen't hungry anyways i when hunting with my aunt Rosalie 2 days ago, but i will do it just for grandpa.
"Here we are, My number One Restaurant"Charlie said very exited. " yeah dinner time" i reaply as we started walking to the door, everyone...
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Nessie Black
Nessie Black
I sat at the kitchen counter, gazing at the ring on my finger. I'm not ready to take off the ring Jake gave me, not yet. I know if Will sees it that he will be frustrated with me, but my heart still can't let go of Jake.

It has been the hardest thing for me to make Will think I love him. Kisses with no meaning, words of love, that on the inside I am taking back. It is like Jake is stuck to me. Imprinting is really powerful, because it is sure causing me physical strain.

I look over and see Micah appear. He is wearing his cute blue feety pajamas. He also has his treasured blanky in his hand....
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