the letter of Bella for Edward is the picture :D Oh before I forget take your handkerchief in your hand :s it's going to be wet

Bella's pov

When finally arrived home, for the first time this car ride took so long. We both walked out of the car and went inside. Mason ran towards his room and closed his door. I walked gently into the living room and laid my books on the table.
I went to the bedroom, bathroom and even the kitchen but Edward wasn’t here.
Again I took a deep breath and walked towards Mason’s room.
“Mason, I’m going to hunt, be back later” I said calm
“Okay Mommie, see ya later” he yelled back. That was awkward, why was he yelling at me. I opened the and saw that he was listening to my iPod. I gave him a smile and closed the door again and walked outside.

I started running as fast as I could till I was far enough. I started smelling into the air and I let my instincts take over.
I just ate 2 deer’s and I couldn’t get any thing between my teeth anymore. I was so upset I could hardly ate.
I start running back home, it would be useless to keep hunting if I wouldn’t eat it anyway.
When I arrived home I saw Alice waiting for me at the doorway.
“Bella, Bella” she yelled and ran towards me and gave me a hug.
“Euh, hey Alice” I said surprised and pulled myself from her hug. “What are you doing here”
“Oh, it’s Edward, He’s so upset, he saw you kissing with someone else” She said upset too
“Alice, that was nothing really. It was something that shouldn’t have happened.” I said to her while walking inside.
“he’s staying with us today, but he will come back tomorrow. You both need to talk to each other” She said friendly
“Sure Alice, if you don’t mind I’m going to check up on Mason” I said friendly back
“Of course I should go back before Edward founds out I’ve been here behind his back” she said in a hurry and then just left before I could say something else.

I opened Mason’s door and saw him sleeping like a rose. I felt peaceful seeing him like that but then I felt this unrest over me.
I walked gently toward the bedroom and grabbed my suitcase.
I swallowed hard.
I needed time for myself, I need to find myself again. I have to admit since I lost my witch powers, I wasn’t the same person anymore. It felt like I was missing something that was part of me. Maybe my grandmother was right, I shouldn’t have ignored who I was.
I started filling my suitcase with some clothes, jewellery, pictures and some other personal stuff.
Suddenly I jumped.
“Mom are you going somewhere” I heard Renesmee from behind me. I turned myself towards her.
‘I’m leaving for a while, can you take care of your brother for me” I asked her friendly but with pain.
“Of course mom, you know I would. Where are you going, did dad do something” she sounded upset now.
“Renesmee don’t be upset, your dad didn’t do anything, I did. I don’t know where I’m going yet, maybe to our vacation home or to your grandmother Renee. I’m not sure yet, I’ll call you when I’m safe somewhere” I said back with loveable voice and I gave her a hug.
She hugged me back tight and then we let go of each other.
I wrote a letter to Edward but before I left the house, I took of my wedding ring and laid it next the to letter.