bella's B-day
Bella had told us she didn't want any thing for her birthday but we still got her some things but she told me i could not spend any money on her so i made her a cd of me playing the pianio!alice&jasper got her a blue blouse and black dressy pants,rose&emmet got her a radio with a cd player and mom and dad got her,me and vickie plane tickets to see bella's mother.
So now me and alice are on our way to bella's,are brother's and sis are done with school! now i dont have to listen to rosalie's thoughts anymore!We were just walking up to the door i couls hear bella she was waking up vickie
"come on vickie want some pancake's?"bella asked her when we knocked on the door
bella yelled"come in"
"muma i dont want poncake's"vickie sounded tried and sick
"oh,honey what wong?"bella asked her when she was carrying her down stairs
"muma"she cried touching her stomick
"does your tummy hurt?"bella asked her when she sat on the chair in the kitchen with bella on her lap
"muma cup."she said
i went and got it for her alice sat across from bella thinking-some birthday she needs a babysitter,edward do you know a baby sitter?she needs one
"here vickie"and i handed the cup to vickie she tasted it and spit it out and threw the cup at me
"no"vickie said
"she's sick she's already started throughing things"bella said and laughed cuz i had milk all over my shirt
"alice did you see this coming?"i asked her she was still thinking of a babysitter
"ya in jeep"she said then asked"bella you need a baby sitter" bella looked up
"i dont have one and any way everyone is in school"she said alice was thinking-jacobs not,he's not for 2 more weeks
i thought to her-'how do u know?'
she thought-'he told on monday when he was over and i was too!come on edward why are you so slow,you have me come over when ever he is and you cant be here,gosh'
she was so crankie right now that her party plans have been put on hold
"bella what about jacob?"alice asked,then by bella's face you could tell she was thinking about it
"ya i could ask but i will later in the evening"she said
alice then just seen her on the phone and he said yes
"well what do we do now?"i asked wondering are we going to school?are we staying home?
"i have to stay home the day care doesn't allow sick kids and i think she has the flu"she said looking at vickie
"vickie want to go to bed?"bella asked her
"muma i tired"she said bella put her in her crib with her cup with water in it then bella came down the stairs
"so what are you guys going to do while im here with vickie who is going to cry and puke in a few?"she asked me with her arms around my waist and i put my hands around hers then she put her head on my chest
"well i have to go to school to tell angela why you are skipping."alice said
"ill stay here with you"i said and looked at her she smiled
"ok"bella said then let go and sat down in the chair
"bella happy birthday"alice said with cheer
"thanks"bella said and smiled i loved her smile
"well i have to go bye bella"alice walked over to bella kissed her on the cheak
"bye edward"she added on her way out the door
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we were at my house,jacob came over he made bella a bracelet with a wolf on it witch had to do with his family and bella said thanks and gave him a hug and it made me fell so jelous!and she put it on!
Bella was going to open alice's gift and when she did she smiled and said "thank you alice"
"yep thats edwards fav. color on you."alice said bella blushed
then when she went for emmet's gift as she was opening it she said "ow"and blood came out of her finger then jazz's thought-BLOOD BLOOD MUST BITE
Then he stood up run tord's bella i stood in front of her and pushed her back emmet grabed jasper ,then i smelled more blood i turned and seen that i pushed bella into a glass table rosalie ran out side cuz the blood was to much esme just looked at her
alice said"emmet take him out side now"she sounded scared
dad said"alice get my bag,edward help emmet with jasper"he was helping bella she looked freaked,in pain and scared then i helped emmet we pulled and pulled then he turned and ran i went in the house,emmet followed him
when i walked in the house esme was cleaning the blood,bella was at the table while dad was stiching her up and alice was standing in the corner
"you guys can leave ill be okay"she said and added"tell jasper i dont care"she added
"ok,bella i love you"alice said kissed bella on the head then left
"edward go i can see it in your eyes,the pain go,ill be fine"she said frowning at me
"fine,yell if you need me"i said then went to go find my family as i walked out i heard bella say "at least i can clean out a room"dad laughed
i ran and jumped over the river and seen my family on the hill when they seen my face they all flinched
"edward im so sorry"jasper said madd cuz he is the weakest
"ya you should be"i said really really hard my voice was filled with rage cuz i didnt like to hurt her,i didnt want her to be in danger what could i do i thought of all this when alice came out of a vision
"edward"alice said and ran up to me and put her hands around my waist"please no please no"she sounded really bad jasper was confused and wantd to run and hold her,but her arms were around me
"you cant leave"she said and if vampire's could cry she would be,she seen me making all of us leaveing and i left them at the air port
"i have too."i said my voice had nothing in it
"but why leave your family"she said looking up at me,she was really said and when she said that every one looked up at me,emmet was sad,rosalie was confused,jasper was mad cuz it was fault and hurt alice by doing so
"i might not be gone that long"i said i really dont know when i would come back
"i dont see you ever coming back i looked and looked and nothing"she sounded even worse
"well im sorry"i said "but as soon as i leave with bella,pack up"my voice was hard
alice let go and ran to the house to see her for the last time
"your going to hurt her,she loves vickie and bella"jasper said rudly
"jasper im not hurting her,its not my fault that we have to leave,im not the one who snapped at bella who alice loves,its not my fault its YOURS"i said my voice filled with rage,i was glareing at him he had pain all over his face and esme's she was thinking she may never see me after this week
then jasper moved into a crouch at me
emmet moved in between us,rosalie stood over by esme
"take it back"jasper said in pain
"why would i take back the truth?"i asked him
going in to a crouch then i heard alice's thoughts-edward please dont leave bella loves you and stop fighting
so i strightened up then she appeared
"jazz,stop now"alice said with pain in her voice
,he heard it and flinched
"alice im sorry"he told her,why is he tell her
"jasper i know and i love you but i had a vision of you killing bella and it scared me..."she broke into a sob and shuddering
"bro you have to come back sometime"emmet said sad thinking-your apart of the family what would we do with out you
"please edward for me,we have been a family for over a 100 years"esme said to me thinking-take some time and leave but come back please
"edward please come back in a few years when you are not hurt as much"rosalie said thinking-i might not like her but i have gotten used to you and will miss you brother
"thats it rose i dont no if i will ever heal up"i said shaking my head,then alice was at my siade and on the other was esme,they took my hands
"Bella's ready to go home but edward you should know she will lock herself in her room for a week not eating and not talking to anyone"alice said thinking of her vision
"she will get better over time"i said and left but as i left i heard alice say"i know"
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on our way home
we were almost to here house and sh was staring at me very intently i never said a word for 10 mins
"edward why are you not talking to me?"she asked he voice was hurt and made me think how was i suposed to leave her
"cuz im so mad that you got hurt and have five or six stiches in your arm"i said"and its all my fault that i brought you to my house with my blood crazy brother"i added in a harsh voice in the corner of my eye she flinched
"dont talk like that,and its not your fault,your vampires"she said getting agervated with me
"so what you expeted to be snapped at?"i asked her harshly
"no but still at least he never gottin his teeth in me edward gosh calm down"she said looking out the window not at me but i seen her face it was wet
"are you hurting?"i asked her calming down
"im fine"she said stil not looking at me
"bella you would never have gotten hurt if you never have met me"i said then she looked at me
"but edward i never have loved anyone and i love you so its all worth it"she said looking at me
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After i droped her off she kissed me and said tell everyone that she loved her gifts and that she doesnt care about what happened
i was driving home after we went in i said night jacob was gone it was just charlie and i would be watching her sleep for the last time
"who is going to take care of vickie for a week"i asked myself what the hell?
i was pulling in to my drive way and seen my family putting there stuff in there cars alice stopped and ran to me
"edward i see more and more please i dont want to leave"alice said as i got out of the car
"its not safe for her"i said grimly i dont WANT to leave but i love her and i want her to be safe
"please let me stay back and help her at least a week"she said pleading
"alice stop"i said she flinched jasper was thinking-stop talking to her like that she doesnt want to leave so why make her
"japer cuz you will stay with her thats why"i said answering his thoughts
"alice who will take care of vickie?"i asked her she was lost in thought,i didnt know what she was thinking about cuz i was blocking her
"charlie has a friend sue come and look after her"alice said looking at the ground
"thats good"i said
"edward how is that good,bella locking her self up in her home not talking to her own daughter please let me alone stay,every one will leave to our other family"alice said thinking-i want to say bye to vickie
"go to the daycare in the morning,end of story stop looking for her future after words,alice and forget about her we have caused them anuf"i said and went to my room
mom and dad were in my room sitting on my couch
"edward try to go easy on alice she was friends with bella and vickie before you fell in love with her"mom told me
"and try to go easier on jasper he cant control himself as good as the rest"dad added
"i know but i have to make the hardest part of my life right now and i have seen bella die in alice's visions and it pushes me to do the right thing,i have seen jasper sink his teeth in her and not even think that she is a mom and her daughter will be mother less"i said in a sad voice and if i could cry i would
mom flinched and said "we will leave and alice will stop pushing but honey come back you are my son"mom got up and put her arms around me
"i love you mom"i said dad hugged me and left my room then i started packing up my stuff when i heard a kock on my door it was jasper
"come in"i said
"edward i wanted to tell you im sorry and i know its my fault and i cant take it but i know it"he said looking grim
"i know jasper and im sorry about making you feel bad and i know alice is really upset but i cant do anything at all"i said grimly
"i know i can fell alice and she is very upset and at random times she keeps shuddering"he said with pain in his voice
"i have to go"i said and left to watch bella sleep as i got there she was sleeping
i put my arms around her and she put her stitched arm to my body and it was warm,the smell was very strong,she said "ow it burns"in her sleep so her arm was burn so thats why she put it up to me
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After school
The day was bad i kept thinking-last day ill see her
I kept my face a mask the hole day i didnt want the pain to show on my face.
"bella lets go for a walk"i said and she looked confused today charlie picks up vickie cuz she usally goes out with alice,when we where in the woods i stoped
"bella me and my family are leaving"i aid with nothing in my voice
"what why? if this has something to do with jasper i dont care"she said with pain in her voice
"Its just time to move people are wondering why we never change"i said and i lied
"your lieing"she said she was right
"bella i dont love you any more,i dont want to petend to be human and this will be the last time you see me"i said and looked at her,her eyes where filled with pain and tears
"you...dont love ....me"she said studdering
"no and my family has left and we are never coming back"i said turning around i cant beleave she is falling for this,i love her so much
"even alice?"she asked leaning on a tree
"yes even alice she wanted to say good bye"i said but i said no
"she's gone,ill never see her again?"she asked numby all pain gone its just numb now
"yes its a clean break"i said and turned around to face her she was crying leaning on the tree
"it will be as if we never exsisted"i added in masked tone i wish i could tell her'i dont want to leave you,you are my hole life'
"i will always remember i have scare's"she said and traced her hand where i bit her
"i have to go i will promise you one thing you will never see me again"i said and looked into her eyes
"bella promise me something"i said
"ok"she sad looking up at me
"you wont to anything stubid"i said
"i wont"she said then i kissed her on the forhead "be strong for vickie"i said and went back to the house
and wrote a note to charlie
then left
i said my good byes to my family then left to go where ever i wanted exsept where my heart truly wants to go
Bella had told us she didn't want any thing for her birthday but we still got her some things but she told me i could not spend any money on her so i made her a cd of me playing the pianio!alice&jasper got her a blue blouse and black dressy pants,rose&emmet got her a radio with a cd player and mom and dad got her,me and vickie plane tickets to see bella's mother.
So now me and alice are on our way to bella's,are brother's and sis are done with school! now i dont have to listen to rosalie's thoughts anymore!We were just walking up to the door i couls hear bella she was waking up vickie
"come on vickie want some pancake's?"bella asked her when we knocked on the door
bella yelled"come in"
"muma i dont want poncake's"vickie sounded tried and sick
"oh,honey what wong?"bella asked her when she was carrying her down stairs
"muma"she cried touching her stomick
"does your tummy hurt?"bella asked her when she sat on the chair in the kitchen with bella on her lap
"muma cup."she said
i went and got it for her alice sat across from bella thinking-some birthday she needs a babysitter,edward do you know a baby sitter?she needs one
"here vickie"and i handed the cup to vickie she tasted it and spit it out and threw the cup at me
"no"vickie said
"she's sick she's already started throughing things"bella said and laughed cuz i had milk all over my shirt
"alice did you see this coming?"i asked her she was still thinking of a babysitter
"ya in jeep"she said then asked"bella you need a baby sitter" bella looked up
"i dont have one and any way everyone is in school"she said alice was thinking-jacobs not,he's not for 2 more weeks
i thought to her-'how do u know?'
she thought-'he told on monday when he was over and i was too!come on edward why are you so slow,you have me come over when ever he is and you cant be here,gosh'
she was so crankie right now that her party plans have been put on hold
"bella what about jacob?"alice asked,then by bella's face you could tell she was thinking about it
"ya i could ask but i will later in the evening"she said
alice then just seen her on the phone and he said yes
"well what do we do now?"i asked wondering are we going to school?are we staying home?
"i have to stay home the day care doesn't allow sick kids and i think she has the flu"she said looking at vickie
"vickie want to go to bed?"bella asked her
"muma i tired"she said bella put her in her crib with her cup with water in it then bella came down the stairs
"so what are you guys going to do while im here with vickie who is going to cry and puke in a few?"she asked me with her arms around my waist and i put my hands around hers then she put her head on my chest
"well i have to go to school to tell angela why you are skipping."alice said
"ill stay here with you"i said and looked at her she smiled
"ok"bella said then let go and sat down in the chair
"bella happy birthday"alice said with cheer
"thanks"bella said and smiled i loved her smile
"well i have to go bye bella"alice walked over to bella kissed her on the cheak
"bye edward"she added on her way out the door
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we were at my house,jacob came over he made bella a bracelet with a wolf on it witch had to do with his family and bella said thanks and gave him a hug and it made me fell so jelous!and she put it on!
Bella was going to open alice's gift and when she did she smiled and said "thank you alice"
"yep thats edwards fav. color on you."alice said bella blushed
then when she went for emmet's gift as she was opening it she said "ow"and blood came out of her finger then jazz's thought-BLOOD BLOOD MUST BITE
Then he stood up run tord's bella i stood in front of her and pushed her back emmet grabed jasper ,then i smelled more blood i turned and seen that i pushed bella into a glass table rosalie ran out side cuz the blood was to much esme just looked at her
alice said"emmet take him out side now"she sounded scared
dad said"alice get my bag,edward help emmet with jasper"he was helping bella she looked freaked,in pain and scared then i helped emmet we pulled and pulled then he turned and ran i went in the house,emmet followed him
when i walked in the house esme was cleaning the blood,bella was at the table while dad was stiching her up and alice was standing in the corner
"you guys can leave ill be okay"she said and added"tell jasper i dont care"she added
"ok,bella i love you"alice said kissed bella on the head then left
"edward go i can see it in your eyes,the pain go,ill be fine"she said frowning at me
"fine,yell if you need me"i said then went to go find my family as i walked out i heard bella say "at least i can clean out a room"dad laughed
i ran and jumped over the river and seen my family on the hill when they seen my face they all flinched
"edward im so sorry"jasper said madd cuz he is the weakest
"ya you should be"i said really really hard my voice was filled with rage cuz i didnt like to hurt her,i didnt want her to be in danger what could i do i thought of all this when alice came out of a vision
"edward"alice said and ran up to me and put her hands around my waist"please no please no"she sounded really bad jasper was confused and wantd to run and hold her,but her arms were around me
"you cant leave"she said and if vampire's could cry she would be,she seen me making all of us leaveing and i left them at the air port
"i have too."i said my voice had nothing in it
"but why leave your family"she said looking up at me,she was really said and when she said that every one looked up at me,emmet was sad,rosalie was confused,jasper was mad cuz it was fault and hurt alice by doing so
"i might not be gone that long"i said i really dont know when i would come back
"i dont see you ever coming back i looked and looked and nothing"she sounded even worse
"well im sorry"i said "but as soon as i leave with bella,pack up"my voice was hard
alice let go and ran to the house to see her for the last time
"your going to hurt her,she loves vickie and bella"jasper said rudly
"jasper im not hurting her,its not my fault that we have to leave,im not the one who snapped at bella who alice loves,its not my fault its YOURS"i said my voice filled with rage,i was glareing at him he had pain all over his face and esme's she was thinking she may never see me after this week
then jasper moved into a crouch at me
emmet moved in between us,rosalie stood over by esme
"take it back"jasper said in pain
"why would i take back the truth?"i asked him
going in to a crouch then i heard alice's thoughts-edward please dont leave bella loves you and stop fighting
so i strightened up then she appeared
"jazz,stop now"alice said with pain in her voice
,he heard it and flinched
"alice im sorry"he told her,why is he tell her
"jasper i know and i love you but i had a vision of you killing bella and it scared me..."she broke into a sob and shuddering
"bro you have to come back sometime"emmet said sad thinking-your apart of the family what would we do with out you
"please edward for me,we have been a family for over a 100 years"esme said to me thinking-take some time and leave but come back please
"edward please come back in a few years when you are not hurt as much"rosalie said thinking-i might not like her but i have gotten used to you and will miss you brother
"thats it rose i dont no if i will ever heal up"i said shaking my head,then alice was at my siade and on the other was esme,they took my hands
"Bella's ready to go home but edward you should know she will lock herself in her room for a week not eating and not talking to anyone"alice said thinking of her vision
"she will get better over time"i said and left but as i left i heard alice say"i know"
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on our way home
we were almost to here house and sh was staring at me very intently i never said a word for 10 mins
"edward why are you not talking to me?"she asked he voice was hurt and made me think how was i suposed to leave her
"cuz im so mad that you got hurt and have five or six stiches in your arm"i said"and its all my fault that i brought you to my house with my blood crazy brother"i added in a harsh voice in the corner of my eye she flinched
"dont talk like that,and its not your fault,your vampires"she said getting agervated with me
"so what you expeted to be snapped at?"i asked her harshly
"no but still at least he never gottin his teeth in me edward gosh calm down"she said looking out the window not at me but i seen her face it was wet
"are you hurting?"i asked her calming down
"im fine"she said stil not looking at me
"bella you would never have gotten hurt if you never have met me"i said then she looked at me
"but edward i never have loved anyone and i love you so its all worth it"she said looking at me
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After i droped her off she kissed me and said tell everyone that she loved her gifts and that she doesnt care about what happened
i was driving home after we went in i said night jacob was gone it was just charlie and i would be watching her sleep for the last time
"who is going to take care of vickie for a week"i asked myself what the hell?
i was pulling in to my drive way and seen my family putting there stuff in there cars alice stopped and ran to me
"edward i see more and more please i dont want to leave"alice said as i got out of the car
"its not safe for her"i said grimly i dont WANT to leave but i love her and i want her to be safe
"please let me stay back and help her at least a week"she said pleading
"alice stop"i said she flinched jasper was thinking-stop talking to her like that she doesnt want to leave so why make her
"japer cuz you will stay with her thats why"i said answering his thoughts
"alice who will take care of vickie?"i asked her she was lost in thought,i didnt know what she was thinking about cuz i was blocking her
"charlie has a friend sue come and look after her"alice said looking at the ground
"thats good"i said
"edward how is that good,bella locking her self up in her home not talking to her own daughter please let me alone stay,every one will leave to our other family"alice said thinking-i want to say bye to vickie
"go to the daycare in the morning,end of story stop looking for her future after words,alice and forget about her we have caused them anuf"i said and went to my room
mom and dad were in my room sitting on my couch
"edward try to go easy on alice she was friends with bella and vickie before you fell in love with her"mom told me
"and try to go easier on jasper he cant control himself as good as the rest"dad added
"i know but i have to make the hardest part of my life right now and i have seen bella die in alice's visions and it pushes me to do the right thing,i have seen jasper sink his teeth in her and not even think that she is a mom and her daughter will be mother less"i said in a sad voice and if i could cry i would
mom flinched and said "we will leave and alice will stop pushing but honey come back you are my son"mom got up and put her arms around me
"i love you mom"i said dad hugged me and left my room then i started packing up my stuff when i heard a kock on my door it was jasper
"come in"i said
"edward i wanted to tell you im sorry and i know its my fault and i cant take it but i know it"he said looking grim
"i know jasper and im sorry about making you feel bad and i know alice is really upset but i cant do anything at all"i said grimly
"i know i can fell alice and she is very upset and at random times she keeps shuddering"he said with pain in his voice
"i have to go"i said and left to watch bella sleep as i got there she was sleeping
i put my arms around her and she put her stitched arm to my body and it was warm,the smell was very strong,she said "ow it burns"in her sleep so her arm was burn so thats why she put it up to me
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After school
The day was bad i kept thinking-last day ill see her
I kept my face a mask the hole day i didnt want the pain to show on my face.
"bella lets go for a walk"i said and she looked confused today charlie picks up vickie cuz she usally goes out with alice,when we where in the woods i stoped
"bella me and my family are leaving"i aid with nothing in my voice
"what why? if this has something to do with jasper i dont care"she said with pain in her voice
"Its just time to move people are wondering why we never change"i said and i lied
"your lieing"she said she was right
"bella i dont love you any more,i dont want to petend to be human and this will be the last time you see me"i said and looked at her,her eyes where filled with pain and tears
"you...dont love ....me"she said studdering
"no and my family has left and we are never coming back"i said turning around i cant beleave she is falling for this,i love her so much
"even alice?"she asked leaning on a tree
"yes even alice she wanted to say good bye"i said but i said no
"she's gone,ill never see her again?"she asked numby all pain gone its just numb now
"yes its a clean break"i said and turned around to face her she was crying leaning on the tree
"it will be as if we never exsisted"i added in masked tone i wish i could tell her'i dont want to leave you,you are my hole life'
"i will always remember i have scare's"she said and traced her hand where i bit her
"i have to go i will promise you one thing you will never see me again"i said and looked into her eyes
"bella promise me something"i said
"ok"she sad looking up at me
"you wont to anything stubid"i said
"i wont"she said then i kissed her on the forhead "be strong for vickie"i said and went back to the house
and wrote a note to charlie
then left
i said my good byes to my family then left to go where ever i wanted exsept where my heart truly wants to go
