renesmee´s pov
little jake , little noah and jake appear at the door covered in mud they were laughing
"Sorry nessie" jacob kiss my lips "i tried to keep them clean but you know them" jacob smiile widely. he was carring noah with one arm.
jake and noah were giggling
"sorry momma" jake said running to hug me
i kiss his head and laugh
"its ok darling cmon with aunte rosy she has some clean clothes you too noah" i kiss boths noahs cheeks
"ok mommy" noah said and jake put him on the floor
"cmon boys i have your clean clothes" rose said laughing
it was hard to not laugh when the twins were around .
little jake grab my mom's hand
"come with me granny" jake said smiling
my mom smile and carry him and kiss his cheek
and follow rose and noah to the room so they could change
jake sat by my side and grab my hand
this make me think about noah...
"you dont want to change clothes jake" i ask him
"naaa edward and emmet had seen me in worst condition ness" he smile i laugh
"true"
"sorry about getting them all dirty but is hard to say no to what they ask" jake said he put his arm around my waist i rested my head in his chest
"its ok i know" i laugh "hey did you notice that noah knew that i didn't wanted to get them dirty?" i ask him he has his head in my head
"yeah i noticed i ask him about that and he said that he just knew, and then jake throw mud at me so well i didn't gave it a second thought" i felt him shrugg
"but it was pretty clear in your face i think"jake continue laughing
then my mom with noah and rose with jake (clean now ) appear noah and jake run to me and sat on my laps
in that second i was completely happy but then i started to think about noah again
"who is noah mommy" noah murmmure to me in the same second dad and emmet came through the door
what who did he knew??? what??? how???
but in that momment my mom in speed of light was in my dads arm
"o edward i miss you" my mommy said
my dad hug her tightly and kiss her head
"me too my love"
then rose run to emmet
my dad then come and hug me
"i miss you my angel,sorry i wasn't here earlier"he said and kiss my cheek
"miss you too daddy and its ok" i smile
he smile widely
"so where are my grandson?" he ask
jacob was carrying noah and jake
jake and noah smile shyly at my dad, his granpa, then daddy's eyes widen and look at jake and at noah shook
then noah said " hi grampa " jake touch noah's hand and then said "hi grampa"
my dad was still speechless
"what is it daddy ?"i ask him
little jake , little noah and jake appear at the door covered in mud they were laughing
"Sorry nessie" jacob kiss my lips "i tried to keep them clean but you know them" jacob smiile widely. he was carring noah with one arm.
jake and noah were giggling
"sorry momma" jake said running to hug me
i kiss his head and laugh
"its ok darling cmon with aunte rosy she has some clean clothes you too noah" i kiss boths noahs cheeks
"ok mommy" noah said and jake put him on the floor
"cmon boys i have your clean clothes" rose said laughing
it was hard to not laugh when the twins were around .
little jake grab my mom's hand
"come with me granny" jake said smiling
my mom smile and carry him and kiss his cheek
and follow rose and noah to the room so they could change
jake sat by my side and grab my hand
this make me think about noah...
"you dont want to change clothes jake" i ask him
"naaa edward and emmet had seen me in worst condition ness" he smile i laugh
"true"
"sorry about getting them all dirty but is hard to say no to what they ask" jake said he put his arm around my waist i rested my head in his chest
"its ok i know" i laugh "hey did you notice that noah knew that i didn't wanted to get them dirty?" i ask him he has his head in my head
"yeah i noticed i ask him about that and he said that he just knew, and then jake throw mud at me so well i didn't gave it a second thought" i felt him shrugg
"but it was pretty clear in your face i think"jake continue laughing
then my mom with noah and rose with jake (clean now ) appear noah and jake run to me and sat on my laps
in that second i was completely happy but then i started to think about noah again
"who is noah mommy" noah murmmure to me in the same second dad and emmet came through the door
what who did he knew??? what??? how???
but in that momment my mom in speed of light was in my dads arm
"o edward i miss you" my mommy said
my dad hug her tightly and kiss her head
"me too my love"
then rose run to emmet
my dad then come and hug me
"i miss you my angel,sorry i wasn't here earlier"he said and kiss my cheek
"miss you too daddy and its ok" i smile
he smile widely
"so where are my grandson?" he ask
jacob was carrying noah and jake
jake and noah smile shyly at my dad, his granpa, then daddy's eyes widen and look at jake and at noah shook
then noah said " hi grampa " jake touch noah's hand and then said "hi grampa"
my dad was still speechless
"what is it daddy ?"i ask him
one of them is you,
because we're split in two,
all of my life,
I dreamed to be your wife,
it isn't real,
you don't know how I feel,
it took me so long,
to figure out you're wrong,
I drive down the road,
not knowing where to go,
might as well jump off a cliff,
I have no idea if I'll live,
so now I'm at the bottom of the ocean,
my mind going through all of this confusion,
I have no more air,
I still don't see you anywhere,
but you're trying to save me,
I thought you still hated me,
as my fingers slip through yours,
I now touch the sea floor,
knowing that I won't exsist anymore.