Ok people this is my first story ever! Dont laugh please! This is new moon from bellas POV after edward leaves her.I Changed it alot.


Its been 6 months since he left me in the woods after saying the most horrible goodbye in my existence. I want to talk to somebody but i dont know if i can or if i should eventhink about it.

Its Friday morning,im laying in my bed thinking if i should even get out of bed to go to school today. I have to cause i have a test in History ive been studying for. When i was done with my shower and got my keys i started my truck and drove to school trying not to see the empty space. I got to class in a hurry running past the empty spot.
I got in the door and foung angela sitting next to me. She was a very good friend.
"hay bella!" angela said with enthusiasm
"hi angela,whats going on with you?"i asked with as much tone as possible
"nothing much. Ive been watching you the past couple of months and i was wondering if you would like to help me go shopping in port angels tommarow?"
"yeah,sure,i guess we could go shopping"i didnt like going. reminded me too much of what i missed .I needed a girls day out.
"ill see you tommarow.Ill pick you up at your house at 10:00am. Is that a good time for you?"
"absolutly" the bell eventually rang and school was finnaly over. I drove out of the parking lot and started driving north on the high way. I was headed for the gorcery store when i decided to go for a hike in a place that brough back memories,a place that was my favorite but only brough more pain. I got to were i need to go.I got out of the truck and started walking. I only made it about 1 mile when i realized i couldnt do this. it was to much emotion inside of me.

"i can't do this"i wispered to myself I half ran back to my truck and started drving to the grocery store only to realize that i had to pull over. I was on the side of the rode when my chest started to throb and that gapping hole in my chest grew bigger with betrail.
I made it back to the house within 4 hours and found charlie sprawled along the couch with a pizza box in front of him.

"Sorry bells i was hungary and i didnt know when you were coming back. where were you?" he asked kind of confused
"i took a short walk then headed to the grocery store to get ingredience for your supper but its too late. im going to bed, goodnight."
"Bella, why are you like this? He hasnt done anything for you in half a year!" He yelled

"Dad! I do NOT want to talk about this now. Goodnight" I ran to my room and got into my old sweats and purple tank top for bed. I walked over to my computer to check my email from my mom.she wrot alot tonite. I turned it off and went to bed. The hole got alot worse that night as i fell asleep into the cold night.

That night i dream i was in the woods with Edward when all of a sudden i saw Victoris come up in front of us and takle edward and kill him.I woke up screaming into my pillow. Charlie runs into the room.
"Bella you ok?" he asked

"yeah dad i had a bad dream, again" i said almost out of breath.

"ok bella,goodnight" he left me in my room alone. i glanced at the clock and it said 4:30am. I laid back in my bed and rapped up into a little ball and fell asleep.

I woke shivering.It was 8:50 and i could not go back to sleep anymore. I got up and got a nice hot shower. When i was done i put on a marroon turttle neck and blue jeans. Walked down stairs, found a granola bar and grabed my jacket and waited for angela to show up.