**SNEAK PEEK**
This is just a sneak peek the rest will not be writen untill i finish ''My Midnight Sun'' Enjoy and tell me what u think!
Edwards POV
THE WOODS
''If that's what you want.'' I could hear the tears amergeing in her voice. I wanted to kill myself right then and there for causeing those tears. I leaned forward,and kissed her forhead for the last time. Then i took off.Not takeing one look back. 'It's for her safety.' I thought to myself. Even though I just tore my whole life apart. It was still about her.And always will be. The wind blew by me with a chance to go back. It blew hard even on my skin. My touseled hair blew back. Allowing the strong wind to hit my face. I let my mind wonder. But not about Bella. Just about everything else in excistance. But thats still wasen't enough...Because I didn't think about her. Now I had torn my entire life apart.Yet it still was about her. The hit harder againest my face. I wated to scream. I had ran at the least seven or eight miles. Maybe I could think about her,maybe that would heal faster for me. Instead of bottleing it all up,like Carsisle would say a few years back. So then I let my mind wonder freely. However of course,I opened all my memeries and such.But still it focused on her. How can I move on now? What will happen next? Is this the best thing? So many questions. However,i couldnt find not even one answer.
This is just a sneak peek the rest will not be writen untill i finish ''My Midnight Sun'' Enjoy and tell me what u think!
Edwards POV
THE WOODS
''If that's what you want.'' I could hear the tears amergeing in her voice. I wanted to kill myself right then and there for causeing those tears. I leaned forward,and kissed her forhead for the last time. Then i took off.Not takeing one look back. 'It's for her safety.' I thought to myself. Even though I just tore my whole life apart. It was still about her.And always will be. The wind blew by me with a chance to go back. It blew hard even on my skin. My touseled hair blew back. Allowing the strong wind to hit my face. I let my mind wonder. But not about Bella. Just about everything else in excistance. But thats still wasen't enough...Because I didn't think about her. Now I had torn my entire life apart.Yet it still was about her. The hit harder againest my face. I wated to scream. I had ran at the least seven or eight miles. Maybe I could think about her,maybe that would heal faster for me. Instead of bottleing it all up,like Carsisle would say a few years back. So then I let my mind wonder freely. However of course,I opened all my memeries and such.But still it focused on her. How can I move on now? What will happen next? Is this the best thing? So many questions. However,i couldnt find not even one answer.
Hear out my tortured soul
For I have nowhere else to go
You captured my dead, frozen heart
Now yours and mine’ll never be apart
You took my breath away
And in my heart you’ll always stay
You are my life now
Believe me, for this I vow
My brave and trusting love
From the heavens above
I’ll do everything for you
And I’ll always be true
When you called out my name
My life had never been the same
You kept my feet on the ground
‘Cause my purpose had been found
Your chocolate brown eyes
Are honest and wise
Through them I could see
How you irrevocably love me
For I have nowhere else to go
You captured my dead, frozen heart
Now yours and mine’ll never be apart
You took my breath away
And in my heart you’ll always stay
You are my life now
Believe me, for this I vow
My brave and trusting love
From the heavens above
I’ll do everything for you
And I’ll always be true
When you called out my name
My life had never been the same
You kept my feet on the ground
‘Cause my purpose had been found
Your chocolate brown eyes
Are honest and wise
Through them I could see
How you irrevocably love me