I was on my way to home when I saw Cullen's house road. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I would die there when I see their rooms empty. with no COLD ONES!
I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The title was:
"Last part of me"
It was Edward's gorgeous handwriting. Tears ran on my cheecks before I could even read any of it.
"Edward, Edward...Come back"
With my screams, Charlie was at my door, looking nervous.
"Bella, What is it?"
He took a look at my face and said:
"Not him, again! Bella your dying without knowing it. Can you see who you're becoming?!"
"Char...Dad leave me alone, Please!"
I knelt on the floor of my room, hopeless and cold. Charlie closed the door of my room and went to see another baseball game on TV.
I tried to find a good place for those papers which Charlie couldn't reach them and I knew that I could put them under my bed. I told Charlie I was going to get a shower and went in the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was getting probably too weak. My eyes had dimples around them and I was getting too thin.
Then the thought of cutting my vein came in my mind. There was no fear in me. I could do this. I fulled the bath tub with water and layed in it with my clothes on.
Ouch... My left hand was twinging in pain and I couldn't even say a word. The water in the bathtub was turning red and it was probably a good color. I couldn't even think what would Vampires do then when I had a bathtub full of my blood.
"Bella No!"
I heard HIM! Was I dreaming?! Was I in heaven?! Where were I?!
"Bella, Don't do this"
I didn't bother to open my eyes. I knew I was dead. And then I could hear Charlie and Jacob. I couldn't hear them well, like it was a distance between us.
"Bella, I'm coming back... I am! Wait... please... for me!"
And then everything went dark.
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My eyelashed were weak and heavy.
"Bella, Can you hear me?"
It was a familiar voice. Carlisle?! No, it couldn't be! I was dead ofcourse.
"Bella, Come on! I know you hear us!"
Jacob said while he tried not to laugh. I opened my eyes and looked at each of them. But somebody caught my eyes.
"Alice?!"
I cried as I throw my arms at her to hug her.
"Bella, I missed you"
"Where's everybody?!"
"They're in the waiting room. We all heard the news and we rushed here!"
"All of you?!"
Alice nodded.
"Dad can I talk to Edward?!Alone?"
Charlie nodded angrily and came in the room after Alice called him.
"Shhh"
I warned him as I analyzed every line of his face.
"Bella, I'm... Sorry!"
"Who are you?!"
"Bella, are you alright?!"
I answered angrily:
"Of course, I am!"
"Let me explain..."
I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The title was:
"Last part of me"
It was Edward's gorgeous handwriting. Tears ran on my cheecks before I could even read any of it.
"Edward, Edward...Come back"
With my screams, Charlie was at my door, looking nervous.
"Bella, What is it?"
He took a look at my face and said:
"Not him, again! Bella your dying without knowing it. Can you see who you're becoming?!"
"Char...Dad leave me alone, Please!"
I knelt on the floor of my room, hopeless and cold. Charlie closed the door of my room and went to see another baseball game on TV.
I tried to find a good place for those papers which Charlie couldn't reach them and I knew that I could put them under my bed. I told Charlie I was going to get a shower and went in the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was getting probably too weak. My eyes had dimples around them and I was getting too thin.
Then the thought of cutting my vein came in my mind. There was no fear in me. I could do this. I fulled the bath tub with water and layed in it with my clothes on.
Ouch... My left hand was twinging in pain and I couldn't even say a word. The water in the bathtub was turning red and it was probably a good color. I couldn't even think what would Vampires do then when I had a bathtub full of my blood.
"Bella No!"
I heard HIM! Was I dreaming?! Was I in heaven?! Where were I?!
"Bella, Don't do this"
I didn't bother to open my eyes. I knew I was dead. And then I could hear Charlie and Jacob. I couldn't hear them well, like it was a distance between us.
"Bella, I'm coming back... I am! Wait... please... for me!"
And then everything went dark.
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My eyelashed were weak and heavy.
"Bella, Can you hear me?"
It was a familiar voice. Carlisle?! No, it couldn't be! I was dead ofcourse.
"Bella, Come on! I know you hear us!"
Jacob said while he tried not to laugh. I opened my eyes and looked at each of them. But somebody caught my eyes.
"Alice?!"
I cried as I throw my arms at her to hug her.
"Bella, I missed you"
"Where's everybody?!"
"They're in the waiting room. We all heard the news and we rushed here!"
"All of you?!"
Alice nodded.
"Dad can I talk to Edward?!Alone?"
Charlie nodded angrily and came in the room after Alice called him.
"Shhh"
I warned him as I analyzed every line of his face.
"Bella, I'm... Sorry!"
"Who are you?!"
"Bella, are you alright?!"
I answered angrily:
"Of course, I am!"
"Let me explain..."
10 Ways to Annoy Jacob Black
10. Never use English around him – instead, bark.
9. Call him a space heater.
8. Tell him that dogs make good pets, not good partners.
7. Ask him if he has RSVPed to the wedding yet.
6. Inform him that real men sparkle.
5. Walk up to him and claim you have imprinted. Say you love him and demand his paw in marriage.
4. Tell him that even though he may run at a boiling 108.9 degrees, Bella doesn’t find him hot.
3. Inquire as to how Leah is… and if he dreams about Sam the way Leah dreams about Bella.
2. Ask him if he likes to do things… doggy style.
And the Number One way to annoy Jacob Black?
1. Make him a day-by-day flip calendar, counting down the amount of time Bella will remain human.
10. Never use English around him – instead, bark.
9. Call him a space heater.
8. Tell him that dogs make good pets, not good partners.
7. Ask him if he has RSVPed to the wedding yet.
6. Inform him that real men sparkle.
5. Walk up to him and claim you have imprinted. Say you love him and demand his paw in marriage.
4. Tell him that even though he may run at a boiling 108.9 degrees, Bella doesn’t find him hot.
3. Inquire as to how Leah is… and if he dreams about Sam the way Leah dreams about Bella.
2. Ask him if he likes to do things… doggy style.
And the Number One way to annoy Jacob Black?
1. Make him a day-by-day flip calendar, counting down the amount of time Bella will remain human.
