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I was thinking about the way thing were going on around here. I know I’d been with Alice and the Cullen’s for a long time now. But the way they live isn’t the way I would like to live my life. Having to protect Bella for Edward was hard considering there were werewolves around. I would like her to be a vampire, it’s hard trying to resist her blood every time she’s here, when she is here everyone acts as if I’m going to kill her so they’re always ready to stop me. I don’t like people thinking of me as the killer, I know I’m new to the whole drinking animal blood thing but I don’t plan to kill anybody. So I decided I would leave and go live my life the way I would like to live it. I wasn’t sure when the right time to tell Alice was. But she would be coming home soon from shopping with Rosalie, I would get us alone and I would tell her. “Jasper I see that you want to speak to me” She said as soon as she walked through the door. “Yes I would like to speak to you”
“Ok what do you want to say?” Everyone in the room was staring at us. “I would rather we spoke about this alone”
“Ok” She held my hand taking me up to our room. “Ok what do you want to say” She asked again shutting the door behind her. “I’m leaving Alice”
“No why?”
“It’s just this life, I’m not particularly enjoying it”
“You don’t love me?”
“No Alice of course I love you”
“Then why are you leaving”
“I don’t know how to explain it to you Alice”
“Take me with you if you still love me”
“No Alice I want to go alone”
“Will I ever see you again?”
“Well I’m sure you’ll see”
“Don’t go I love you” She said grabbing onto my arm as I walked out the room. “I’m sorry Alice” I walked away. “NO!” She shouted, I turned around and watched her fall to her knees. I wanted to turn around and hold her in my arms. But I couldn’t I had to leave. I ran down the stairs and out the front door so nobody could stop me. I got into my car, kicking it into reverse. I didn’t look back to see their faces, I just drove on not stopping.
I was thinking about the way thing were going on around here. I know I’d been with Alice and the Cullen’s for a long time now. But the way they live isn’t the way I would like to live my life. Having to protect Bella for Edward was hard considering there were werewolves around. I would like her to be a vampire, it’s hard trying to resist her blood every time she’s here, when she is here everyone acts as if I’m going to kill her so they’re always ready to stop me. I don’t like people thinking of me as the killer, I know I’m new to the whole drinking animal blood thing but I don’t plan to kill anybody. So I decided I would leave and go live my life the way I would like to live it. I wasn’t sure when the right time to tell Alice was. But she would be coming home soon from shopping with Rosalie, I would get us alone and I would tell her. “Jasper I see that you want to speak to me” She said as soon as she walked through the door. “Yes I would like to speak to you”
“Ok what do you want to say?” Everyone in the room was staring at us. “I would rather we spoke about this alone”
“Ok” She held my hand taking me up to our room. “Ok what do you want to say” She asked again shutting the door behind her. “I’m leaving Alice”
“No why?”
“It’s just this life, I’m not particularly enjoying it”
“You don’t love me?”
“No Alice of course I love you”
“Then why are you leaving”
“I don’t know how to explain it to you Alice”
“Take me with you if you still love me”
“No Alice I want to go alone”
“Will I ever see you again?”
“Well I’m sure you’ll see”
“Don’t go I love you” She said grabbing onto my arm as I walked out the room. “I’m sorry Alice” I walked away. “NO!” She shouted, I turned around and watched her fall to her knees. I wanted to turn around and hold her in my arms. But I couldn’t I had to leave. I ran down the stairs and out the front door so nobody could stop me. I got into my car, kicking it into reverse. I didn’t look back to see their faces, I just drove on not stopping.
Stewart had some apprehensions about shooting that scene. She didn't want the scenario of two teens, one being a vampire who happens to be many years older than his facade of 17, deciding to marry one another to look silly or unbelievable.
"Well, to decide you're gonna marry someone at 18 is a pretty hefty decision," she told MTV News from the red carpet of the premiere of her new movie, "The Yellow Handkerchief." "And I didn't want to look stupid. I didn't want it to look like kids getting married. You know what I mean?"
Stewart said she had to find an emotional space that allowed her to make a teenage engagement seem plausible. "I wanted to be, like, 'Oh! Wow! I would say yes too!' You know what I mean? So I don't know how you do that. You try to do it for real, and it felt good. I hope it turned out alright."
"Well, to decide you're gonna marry someone at 18 is a pretty hefty decision," she told MTV News from the red carpet of the premiere of her new movie, "The Yellow Handkerchief." "And I didn't want to look stupid. I didn't want it to look like kids getting married. You know what I mean?"
Stewart said she had to find an emotional space that allowed her to make a teenage engagement seem plausible. "I wanted to be, like, 'Oh! Wow! I would say yes too!' You know what I mean? So I don't know how you do that. You try to do it for real, and it felt good. I hope it turned out alright."
I promise to remember Bella Each time I trip for no reason.
And I promise to remember Edward Whenever I covet something.
I promise to obey traffic laws For Charlies sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob When I see a smile that lights up my whole day
I promise to remember Carlisle
Whenever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rose Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Nessie When I see my child for the first time and tell it i love it
And I promise to remember Esme When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper Whenever I see someone constantly in pain =)
And I promise to remember the Volturi When someone speaks of dominating the world
I swear i will love Twilight everyday of my life for the rest of my life
And I promise to remember Edward Whenever I covet something.
I promise to obey traffic laws For Charlies sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob When I see a smile that lights up my whole day
I promise to remember Carlisle
Whenever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rose Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Nessie When I see my child for the first time and tell it i love it
And I promise to remember Esme When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper Whenever I see someone constantly in pain =)
And I promise to remember the Volturi When someone speaks of dominating the world
I swear i will love Twilight everyday of my life for the rest of my life
On her website, Stephenie Meyer said that this is the music playlist that she envisioned for Twilight. She also said that she would always listen to these songs WHILE writing Twilight!=
1. "Why Does it Always Rain on Me?" — Travis
2. "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" [video edit] — My Chemical Romance
3. "Creep" [radio edit] — Radiohead
4. "In My Place" — Coldplay
5. "By Myself" — Linkin Park
6. "Dreaming" — OMD
7. "Please Forgive Me" — David Gray
8. "Here With Me" — Dido
9. "With You" [reanimation remix] — Linkin Park
10. "Time is Running Out" — Muse
11. "Dreams" — The Cranberries
12. "Tremble for My Beloved" — Collective Soul
13. "Lullaby (Goodnight, My Angel)" — Billy Joel
There you have it! :D
1. "Why Does it Always Rain on Me?" — Travis
2. "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" [video edit] — My Chemical Romance
3. "Creep" [radio edit] — Radiohead
4. "In My Place" — Coldplay
5. "By Myself" — Linkin Park
6. "Dreaming" — OMD
7. "Please Forgive Me" — David Gray
8. "Here With Me" — Dido
9. "With You" [reanimation remix] — Linkin Park
10. "Time is Running Out" — Muse
11. "Dreams" — The Cranberries
12. "Tremble for My Beloved" — Collective Soul
13. "Lullaby (Goodnight, My Angel)" — Billy Joel
There you have it! :D