"What!Edward this isn't funny," Mzy face cold, dead, shock, desserted. i felt like i have been crushed, and all my bones are pumped, no support to keep me up.
He reply was silence. Oh no, he wasn't kidding. Jacob. Jacob. Jacob. Me. child.
My heart raced, virbrating my whole body, as if i was frezzing. I was cold, nor was i warm, i was empty, dead.
The tears cued before i could control my pants, nor my reflex action.
it was like it wasnt me, just a crushed body, cruppling, to the groung, weeping uncontrolably.
Edward cupped me under my armpits, pressing me to his frozen chest, my feet dangling.
It was a movie moment, a moment which you beleived was dramatised, but this was my heart, and my baby, and jacob.
"BELLA!" Esme flashed into the room and to edward side, her eyes investigating me. But with understanding, as know she is pro at this.
"I'll look after her Edward" she whispered, gliding one hand underneith me.
Edward rebulted, he diddnt want to leave without using up his last hope that he may stay.
"Please esme" he said while looking straight in her eyes. It was like he speaking her to , but he wasnt really talking to her. Like telepathy. I missing one detail.
But he lost. "Edward, this is female matters, i know of experience."
"Its okay bella, let it out. She held me right, she knew.
" i lost a baby too. "
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purr purr , purr purr, purr purr ,purr purr,,, Hello?"
I was startled by the hello that replied on the other end. this was first answer in two weeks.
This is my 20th call to the black house. it was like they have picked up and left.
"Jacob?" i knew it wasnt jacob, i but i was fooling my heart in beleiving it was.
"No hes out, this is bella right' it was billy.
"Yeah its me Bella"
"Ohh ok, why the call?"
"Cause i haven't spoken to him weeks"
"He said you pair have broken up, he told me weeks ago"
He reply was silence. Oh no, he wasn't kidding. Jacob. Jacob. Jacob. Me. child.
My heart raced, virbrating my whole body, as if i was frezzing. I was cold, nor was i warm, i was empty, dead.
The tears cued before i could control my pants, nor my reflex action.
it was like it wasnt me, just a crushed body, cruppling, to the groung, weeping uncontrolably.
Edward cupped me under my armpits, pressing me to his frozen chest, my feet dangling.
It was a movie moment, a moment which you beleived was dramatised, but this was my heart, and my baby, and jacob.
"BELLA!" Esme flashed into the room and to edward side, her eyes investigating me. But with understanding, as know she is pro at this.
"I'll look after her Edward" she whispered, gliding one hand underneith me.
Edward rebulted, he diddnt want to leave without using up his last hope that he may stay.
"Please esme" he said while looking straight in her eyes. It was like he speaking her to , but he wasnt really talking to her. Like telepathy. I missing one detail.
But he lost. "Edward, this is female matters, i know of experience."
"Its okay bella, let it out. She held me right, she knew.
" i lost a baby too. "
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purr purr , purr purr, purr purr ,purr purr,,, Hello?"
I was startled by the hello that replied on the other end. this was first answer in two weeks.
This is my 20th call to the black house. it was like they have picked up and left.
"Jacob?" i knew it wasnt jacob, i but i was fooling my heart in beleiving it was.
"No hes out, this is bella right' it was billy.
"Yeah its me Bella"
"Ohh ok, why the call?"
"Cause i haven't spoken to him weeks"
"He said you pair have broken up, he told me weeks ago"
We were together, meant forever
I thought so
Till Jasper came after me
And Edward thought oh no
So the Cullens had to leave
And I was so down
But that's when Jacob came in
And things turned around
I became reckless
Just to hear Edward's voice
I was so out of it
I didn't have a choice
Me and Jacob were friends
Till we didn't talk for a while
Then he told me his secret
As before, I wasn't scared by a mile
Edward thought I was dead
So he went to the Volturi
But then he changed his mind
Once he finally saw me
So when we got back home
To have Edward, I was happy
I wished to be like the Cullens
But then he wanted to stop me
He said I could
But 1 condition he carried
He said he'd do it
But only if we got married
I thought so
Till Jasper came after me
And Edward thought oh no
So the Cullens had to leave
And I was so down
But that's when Jacob came in
And things turned around
I became reckless
Just to hear Edward's voice
I was so out of it
I didn't have a choice
Me and Jacob were friends
Till we didn't talk for a while
Then he told me his secret
As before, I wasn't scared by a mile
Edward thought I was dead
So he went to the Volturi
But then he changed his mind
Once he finally saw me
So when we got back home
To have Edward, I was happy
I wished to be like the Cullens
But then he wanted to stop me
He said I could
But 1 condition he carried
He said he'd do it
But only if we got married
When we first met
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then you took me
To your special hideaway
So you could show me what you're like
In the light of day
My heart was racing
I was falling for you
My only question was
Do you feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then you took me
To your special hideaway
So you could show me what you're like
In the light of day
My heart was racing
I was falling for you
My only question was
Do you feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3
two weeks befor he visit
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he said he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he said he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.