Whatever Jacob had said about Imprinting,, made no sense to me. Was it a new hip word that i haddnt tuned into .
Was it a word the boys use as something else. I now flash back to recall if he has said this to me. But nothing came possitive.
"Just go home bella, before Leah gets here." He tone both hard adn soft.
Leah? Like Leah clearwater?
"Why? is she your new Girlfriend or something? Jacob please, what happened. This isnt you getting back at me from the baby is it?"
He stopped, finally. But i knew the my words stopped him. His face went from anger to identical to mine. Confused.
"What are you talking about bella? actaully i dont care, you properly just lied"
"Why would lie about something like that!, Ok, im sorry. "
"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT !" He roared as he grapped my shoulders and tosed me all-over.
This left me in complete absolute awwe. I've never seen Jacob like this to me , or to anyone in general.
His word cut me like a knife.
"I'm sorry jacob, I lost it" My words almost a whispered, husky and deep as i though, i feel the blood draining from my face, and my stomach dropped.
My heart from loudly that i swear jacob could hear it , or even feel it.
He loosened his gripp on me. Then instantly brought me in to his chest, in a embrace. His skin was warm, and his smell was aroming.
He was vick on your chest when your sick. The amazing feeling.
I wanted him back then ever now. He is my first love. The father of my lost child. I love him, i can't loose him. I've seen what loss does to people, my father of them, and my cousin, of whom had love lost and then lost her life.
I wanted to punch and kiss and yell and caress him in one time!
But this moment diddnt last long.
His soleman eyes met mine.
"I'm sorry bella, that was my fault,it would've lived if.. just go home bella, i can't see you anymore. Leah is going to be home soon, and she's not very,,"
"But i, Jacob, please don't do this, what happened? You used to adore me, what changed! And why diddnt you tell me!!!"
i was angry at him, flinging my lings at him, which he grapped before that hit him, not that it would've hurt him.
"Bella!JUST GO HOME! go back to charlie. I'll call him to pick you up, and i'll your truck back tomorrow, ok just go home!"
"no, i need you."
"OMG BELLA! YOU ACT AS THOUGHT I DONT LOVE YOU!i do! oh god i do. but things have been made, and i cant change them, and my future has been set, and it's with Leah. I love you. But i love her too. "
" You love her more then me?" i soundt like a frog, my voice croacky from the flem and tears flaming up.
"Just go home bella, I'll call Charlie ok."
"No, I'll get Edward to pick me up"
"NO! no i wont let him, he is not coming down here."
"Why? Jealous now?"
He sighed one heavy sigh, he was defeated. But something was occuring at the back of his mind.
"He's just dangerous ok"
"Says the man who broke my heart"
"bella."
My phone vibrated in my pocket. I broke my glance with jacob.
It was edward calling. I answered.
"BELLA! where are you? " His voice was frantic.he was always worried about me. I was surpirsed that he was tired from it all the time. as it is a 24/7 job.
"Im fine, I'm with jacob, can you please pick me up?"
"He's is not going to touch you bella" Jacob said as he snatched my phone from my cold weak hands.
He turned his back to me quickly.
he whispered something inot the ear piece before i interupt.
He turned back at me and handed me back my phone. He had hung up .
"jacob. oh my god. Fine"
i dont know why i couldn't just drve myself home.
driving home was a challenge, i diddnt know whiether it was my tears of the fog that was effecting my vision.
But i made it home in piece, depends what you classify one piece.
Edwards volvo parked in the driveway, i saw him paceing outside the front door.
"Bella,"
Was it a word the boys use as something else. I now flash back to recall if he has said this to me. But nothing came possitive.
"Just go home bella, before Leah gets here." He tone both hard adn soft.
Leah? Like Leah clearwater?
"Why? is she your new Girlfriend or something? Jacob please, what happened. This isnt you getting back at me from the baby is it?"
He stopped, finally. But i knew the my words stopped him. His face went from anger to identical to mine. Confused.
"What are you talking about bella? actaully i dont care, you properly just lied"
"Why would lie about something like that!, Ok, im sorry. "
"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT !" He roared as he grapped my shoulders and tosed me all-over.
This left me in complete absolute awwe. I've never seen Jacob like this to me , or to anyone in general.
His word cut me like a knife.
"I'm sorry jacob, I lost it" My words almost a whispered, husky and deep as i though, i feel the blood draining from my face, and my stomach dropped.
My heart from loudly that i swear jacob could hear it , or even feel it.
He loosened his gripp on me. Then instantly brought me in to his chest, in a embrace. His skin was warm, and his smell was aroming.
He was vick on your chest when your sick. The amazing feeling.
I wanted him back then ever now. He is my first love. The father of my lost child. I love him, i can't loose him. I've seen what loss does to people, my father of them, and my cousin, of whom had love lost and then lost her life.
I wanted to punch and kiss and yell and caress him in one time!
But this moment diddnt last long.
His soleman eyes met mine.
"I'm sorry bella, that was my fault,it would've lived if.. just go home bella, i can't see you anymore. Leah is going to be home soon, and she's not very,,"
"But i, Jacob, please don't do this, what happened? You used to adore me, what changed! And why diddnt you tell me!!!"
i was angry at him, flinging my lings at him, which he grapped before that hit him, not that it would've hurt him.
"Bella!JUST GO HOME! go back to charlie. I'll call him to pick you up, and i'll your truck back tomorrow, ok just go home!"
"no, i need you."
"OMG BELLA! YOU ACT AS THOUGHT I DONT LOVE YOU!i do! oh god i do. but things have been made, and i cant change them, and my future has been set, and it's with Leah. I love you. But i love her too. "
" You love her more then me?" i soundt like a frog, my voice croacky from the flem and tears flaming up.
"Just go home bella, I'll call Charlie ok."
"No, I'll get Edward to pick me up"
"NO! no i wont let him, he is not coming down here."
"Why? Jealous now?"
He sighed one heavy sigh, he was defeated. But something was occuring at the back of his mind.
"He's just dangerous ok"
"Says the man who broke my heart"
"bella."
My phone vibrated in my pocket. I broke my glance with jacob.
It was edward calling. I answered.
"BELLA! where are you? " His voice was frantic.he was always worried about me. I was surpirsed that he was tired from it all the time. as it is a 24/7 job.
"Im fine, I'm with jacob, can you please pick me up?"
"He's is not going to touch you bella" Jacob said as he snatched my phone from my cold weak hands.
He turned his back to me quickly.
he whispered something inot the ear piece before i interupt.
He turned back at me and handed me back my phone. He had hung up .
"jacob. oh my god. Fine"
i dont know why i couldn't just drve myself home.
driving home was a challenge, i diddnt know whiether it was my tears of the fog that was effecting my vision.
But i made it home in piece, depends what you classify one piece.
Edwards volvo parked in the driveway, i saw him paceing outside the front door.
"Bella,"
