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“Do you want to help me?”
“I’d better find some food for you,” I said in a quiet voice, and he gently unwound her arms. I heard her sighed as I moved to the kitchen.
I moved too fast for her to stop me and do something stupid again. I forced my mind to concentrate on preparing food for her. She was hungry. I stated this in my mind and moved all other thoughts out of my head. In 10 seconds I found myself preparing some omelet for her. As I always helped her in cooking dinner for Charlie, my hands were doing everything by themselves. My mind filled with other thoughts again. In this moment the best I can do is some breakfast and me pretending that nothing happened. If the danger comes only from me not controlling my force – we’ll keep from not letting me lose control. I heard Bella taking a shower and after a few minutes, when I was placing her breakfast onto the plate, I heard her coming, her scent more intense as her hair was wet. I turned around with a smile as she sat on the chair and placed the omelet on the table.
“Here” I said
She started eating so fast and with a great appetite as she hasn’t eaten for ages. It made me feel sick. I guessed that she was hungry last evening but she didn’t tell me. I sat down across from Bella.
“I’m not feeding you often enough.”
She gave me a look.
“I was asleep. This is really good, by the way. Impressive for someone who doesn’t eat.”
“Food Network,” I said, and gave her a crooked smile. She seemed to be relaxed and happier as she ate the eggs. I was pleased that I made her feel better at least by cooking.
“Where did the eggs come from?”
“I asked the cleaning crew to stock the kitchen. A first, for this place. I’ll have to ask them to deal with the feathers.… ” I regretted saying that, as the words escaped my mouth. They reminded me all my worries, fears and guilt. I was staring on the wall. Bella didn’t respond as she finished.
“Thank you,” She told me and leaned across the table to reach my lips with hers. I kissed her back automatically, as I felt the warms of her lips on mine, but as I felt her bottom lip swollen, I stiffened and leaned away. She looked upset.
“You aren’t going to touch me again while we’re here, are you?”
She was right, and I was hurting her again but I had no other choice. After one moment I tried to smile and raised my hand to stroke her cheek. I didn’t want her to think that I don’t want her any more, that I don’t miss touching her warm soft skin. My fingers lingered softly on her skin, and she closed her eyes, leaning her face into my palm.
“You know that’s not what I meant.”
I sighed and moved my hand away.
“I know. And you’re right. I will not make love with you until you’ve been changed. I will never hurt you again.” There was no doubt that I can allow myself to hurt her again.
Hello, friends. Thank you again for your comments and support. Here is the next chapter.
“Do you want to help me?”
“I’d better find some food for you,” I said in a quiet voice, and he gently unwound her arms. I heard her sighed as I moved to the kitchen.
I moved too fast for her to stop me and do something stupid again. I forced my mind to concentrate on preparing food for her. She was hungry. I stated this in my mind and moved all other thoughts out of my head. In 10 seconds I found myself preparing some omelet for her. As I always helped her in cooking dinner for Charlie, my hands were doing everything by themselves. My mind filled with other thoughts again. In this moment the best I can do is some breakfast and me pretending that nothing happened. If the danger comes only from me not controlling my force – we’ll keep from not letting me lose control. I heard Bella taking a shower and after a few minutes, when I was placing her breakfast onto the plate, I heard her coming, her scent more intense as her hair was wet. I turned around with a smile as she sat on the chair and placed the omelet on the table.
“Here” I said
She started eating so fast and with a great appetite as she hasn’t eaten for ages. It made me feel sick. I guessed that she was hungry last evening but she didn’t tell me. I sat down across from Bella.
“I’m not feeding you often enough.”
She gave me a look.
“I was asleep. This is really good, by the way. Impressive for someone who doesn’t eat.”
“Food Network,” I said, and gave her a crooked smile. She seemed to be relaxed and happier as she ate the eggs. I was pleased that I made her feel better at least by cooking.
“Where did the eggs come from?”
“I asked the cleaning crew to stock the kitchen. A first, for this place. I’ll have to ask them to deal with the feathers.… ” I regretted saying that, as the words escaped my mouth. They reminded me all my worries, fears and guilt. I was staring on the wall. Bella didn’t respond as she finished.
“Thank you,” She told me and leaned across the table to reach my lips with hers. I kissed her back automatically, as I felt the warms of her lips on mine, but as I felt her bottom lip swollen, I stiffened and leaned away. She looked upset.
“You aren’t going to touch me again while we’re here, are you?”
She was right, and I was hurting her again but I had no other choice. After one moment I tried to smile and raised my hand to stroke her cheek. I didn’t want her to think that I don’t want her any more, that I don’t miss touching her warm soft skin. My fingers lingered softly on her skin, and she closed her eyes, leaning her face into my palm.
“You know that’s not what I meant.”
I sighed and moved my hand away.
“I know. And you’re right. I will not make love with you until you’ve been changed. I will never hurt you again.” There was no doubt that I can allow myself to hurt her again.
I have recently read a fanfiction story about bella getting sick with something and then she has to stay over at the cullens and all this weird stuff happens to her. Then she can't feel pain. Its not after breaking dawn is before when she is still human. I don't know what it is called. That is why i need your help inding the name of it or find out who wrote it. I like the story and i want to finish it. Please if anyone has seen or hear about this story please send me a message...My name is Brittany. My screen name is EBRCBrit. You can add me as a friend if you want!!!
Summary: Edward reminisces about his 'lost' first love.
I really hope some will give it a read, and please leave me a review if you're on FF. Or you can leave a comment here and tell me what you think! :-)
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Hey guys,
I havent been writing much but I dont think that I can finish this fanfic, so if anyone wants 2 take over send me a message.
I knwo that you guys porbably want to see this finshed so i'd thought Id give you the option!
Okay?
Thank you!
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Laura!
Damm these lonegr article things!!! How long doe sit have to be!!!!!!
THe rest will be pam so that I can asctully post this\
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I havent been writing much but I dont think that I can finish this fanfic, so if anyone wants 2 take over send me a message.
I knwo that you guys porbably want to see this finshed so i'd thought Id give you the option!
Okay?
Thank you!
...................................................................................................................................................
.
.
Laura!
Damm these lonegr article things!!! How long doe sit have to be!!!!!!
THe rest will be pam so that I can asctully post this\
hj
hj
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