sorry i haven't written in like a year but heres the next chapter:

Out the corner of my eye i could see leah had phased back, but she still looked furious jacon was trying to calm her down - he had her taking deep long breaths though she was still shaking and glaring at me with a look cold enough to make even me shiver. I turned to see who had pulled Leah away, it was Charro and the expression on his face was much the same as leahs only his anger was directed at her. seth looked absolutely gobsmacked.

"em why don't you four come back in side i'm sure there is much to, ah, discuss" carlisle always the peace maker. I was so glad he'd spoken because otherwise i may have stayed sat on the ground for an eternity unsure as how to escape this torturing moment.
Charro turned from leah to gaze at me with a look that reminded me of seth though i'm not sure why. he reahced out his hand to help me up. i took though my new strong body didn't really need help, emotionally i felt shaken like i couldn't get a grip of this situation.
"are you okay?" Charros voice sounded cautious and caring.His eyes were examining me, he reminded me of an x-ray, probing for any sign of an injury.
"em i think so" i murmured what had meant a sure confident voice had come as little more than a whisper.
"Good let's get you inside" charro picked me up and started to carry me like they do in those lovey-dovey movie scenes and took me towards the cullens house . It felt wrong and so very right at the same time.i could see Elena crossing the cullen threshold and antonio just behind her about to do so.
just as we were stepping into the cullens home i heard a voice that i could not resist.
"why cora?why?" it was seth.
I leapt from charros arms and ran towards him.
"i didn't choose this, i don't want this! i love you seth!i always will! please dont break up with me!" despite the heart stopping pain i felt inside this time my voice did not lose volume.
"cora i love you too but-"
Charro grabbed and pulled me into the house much faster than i would have expected possible, it left me breathless. He quickly locked the door behind us and pulled into the cullens living room.
Weird that they would have one considering the name and the fact that none of them were still actually alive - i hated that i was now 'one of them'.
"why did you do that? seth might have forgiven me,he might still loveme!" i shouted furious with charro for separating seth and me.
" beacuse" he said firmly and then decided to think better of what he was going to say and finished with a quiet whisper "i don't know" he lowered his head as if embarassed.
"You dont know!You dont know! oh give me a break thats not a real reason" i said exasperated.
"its because he loves you" Elena said softly.




to be continued....