Becca's Mind
Becca's Point of View

I could feel the evil surrounding the mountain. I may have been in an astrial plain, but I was still connected to my body. I felt a dark presence surround us. I tried to go back, tried to wake up. But the pain around me was suffocating. I couldn't breathe. I wasn't allowed to leave. I fought to the best of my extent. I wanted to save them, save him. I wanted to prove my value, my worth. I wanted more than ever to be a hero. I've been struggling with my powers but that wouldn't have happened if I had never become part of the crime. I had become soft. Where was the strong warrior I once was? I needed her now but she had disappeared. What had made this change in me? When I had I felt so lost? Why was I so lost? The realization hit me hard. I had never fully accepted the truth but it had always been inside me, right in front of me.
Robin. He had done this. He had made my heart soft, had melted the ice I had protected it with. He had changed me, took away my destructive nature. And when he broke my heart, I had become lost. Because I had needed him. I loved him. I still do with everything inside of me. But did he still love me? He had hurt me once. Would he do it again? Was he only doing this because of my hurt? I may never know. But I know I can't stay here. Despite the pain around me, I have to forgive. I have to let go. And I have to go on. All the things contradict my reasons to live. But something inside nagged at me. Keep going. Don't stop. I couldn't tell what it was. A voice, a ray of hope? I don't know. But I have to get out. It's all I've ever known. Survival. I used to know so much more. But now I'm not sure. Love, peace, trust, and friendship. All those things have been striped away. Survive; it is the only thing I know how to do. The only thing I can do. I push through the pain, despite the amount of air leaving my lungs. It's like swimming in mud. I've done it and survived. Why not here? As I think this, I feel a spark of life. And then I can't see anything.