I'm funny,I'm cheerful,I can make you smile
I would do anything for you,I'd walk a thousand miles
But you killed the sparkle in my eyes
When you started to tell all your lies
So grab your stuff and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
Turn around and take a very good look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let you in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
I'm broken,I'm sad,I wanna make you cry
I'm a mess,I confess,I want you to tell me why
I wanna push you through hell,like you did with me
I wanna cause you pain,so bad you couldn't breath
So notice the door and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
Turn around and take a very good look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let you in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
Shut your eyes and act like nothing happened
It's something you're good at
You don't have to came back and try to make it up to me
It would only make me feel bad
I won't chase after you anymore
You don't have to worrie
But put one toe in my life
And you will be sorry
Turn around and take a very good look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let you in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
Turn around and take a very good look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let you in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
I would do anything for you,I'd walk a thousand miles
But you killed the sparkle in my eyes
When you started to tell all your lies
So grab your stuff and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
Turn around and take a very good look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let you in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
I'm broken,I'm sad,I wanna make you cry
I'm a mess,I confess,I want you to tell me why
I wanna push you through hell,like you did with me
I wanna cause you pain,so bad you couldn't breath
So notice the door and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
Turn around and take a very good look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let you in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
Shut your eyes and act like nothing happened
It's something you're good at
You don't have to came back and try to make it up to me
It would only make me feel bad
I won't chase after you anymore
You don't have to worrie
But put one toe in my life
And you will be sorry
Turn around and take a very good look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let you in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
Turn around and take a very good look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let you in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice
I am not nice but I feel.
I wonder but I don't know
what about.
I hear people talking but I never know what they say.
I see many thinks but never know what I'm looking at.
I want people to look to the past but not dwell on it.
I pretend to be something I'm not.
I fell things i cant see.
I touch and the smoothest things feel rough.
I worry that the day will never end.
I cry but tears never come.
I understand that not ever ones the same.
I say something i don't mean.
I dream but only see blackness.
I hope that someday someone we'll see through my shield I put up and see me.
I am not nice but i feel.
I am who I am!
I’m quiet on the outside
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame you for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame you for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame you for not feeling my heart breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish you would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame you for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame you for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame you for not feeling my heart breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish you would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
Chapter 1:The begaining
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had given birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short by the evil hands of fate and the mind.
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had given birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short by the evil hands of fate and the mind.