The Lost Roleplay ^^
*I am Izzy Ray. Im scared. All the time. Today is my seventh birthday. Somthing you might need to know about me is, well, I've never been loved. Exept for my two best friends, Adreanna and Simon. If that counts as love. And to me it does. When I was six I was diagnosed with Paranepaloinia, wich translated from Native language means 'The Skeleton Disease'. The disease was fatal and I was estimated 3 days to live. Have you ever been told how long you have to live? It hurts. And it makes you think. Alot. With Simon and Adreanna at my bedside I fought the Paranepaloinia until after 6 long months of pain, hunger, and a nutrient eating bacteria that left me emaciated and skinny beyond belief, I survived. And now, where celebrating one year of being told I wasn't going to survive. But guess what? I'm surviving. And I need to meet Simon in about, oh, 3 minutes ago...*
Simon: *digs his toe in the dirt and looks around thinking; 'Where is she?'*
Izzy: *waves and runs up to him in a blue spaghetti strap tee and blue jeans* Simon! Simon you made it! *her voice is thick with her British accent*
Simon: Are you kidding? Miss your 7th birthday? Not in a million and two years! *grabs her hand and leads her through the muddy streets* Come on! Adreanna and I have a little surprise for you,
Izzy: *smiles*
*they get to a church building and Simon sneaks her into the back door where they quietly slink into the bell room*
Adreanna: *smiles and pops out by the window* Izzy! *hugs her* Happy 7th! And you know what I did? *takes her wrist and leads Izzy to the window* Sit, *the three friends sit on the floor in a circle and Adreanna pulls somthing out of her side back* You'll never know how much trouble I went through to get this, *pulls out a tub out chocolate ice cream and three spoons*
Izzy: *looks confused* What's that?
Simon: You've never had it!?!? *mouth drops open in a cute 7- year old way*
Adreanna: Really? *opens the tub quickly*well stuff face girl! *her southern accent matches her words perfectly*
Izzy: *takes a spoonful and eats it* Bloody hell! That's amazing! *eats more*
Simon: *laughs* I knew you'd flip when you tried it! *picks up a spoon and starts eating it with her*
Adreanna: Hey hey hey Nuh-Uh no way your eating all that wothout Adreanna! *picks up a spoon and the three eat the while tub*
Izzy: That... Was... AWSOME
Simon: Jeez Izzy I've never seen you eat so freaking fast!
Adreanna: I can't believe you've never had ice cream before, I used to live on that damn stuff.
Simon: Now it's time for my present *sits up*
Izzy: Simon, you don't have to get me anything,
Simon: I know, I want you to have this though, We wanted you to have it * jerks his head to gesture at Adreanna and pushes a little box towards her*
Izzy: *takes it and opens it wide eyes to a bracelet with her birth stone, Aquamarine on it* Oh guys its-it's beautiful!
Adrianna: Put it on! Please!
Izzy: *slips it on her boney wrist and looks at the pretty stones*
Simon: It looks perfect on your wrist,
Izzy: You think so?
Simon: Absolutely,
Izzy: I don't know what to say, I'm amazed, this is the best day ever! *looks taken aback, like she's so happy she could cry* Thank you, and not just for this, *gestures to her wrist* Wich I have no idea how you got, *raises an eyebrow at Adrianna and Simon*
Simon: I didn't steal It I swear,
Adrianna: it's not stolen, maybe I'll tell you on your 8 th Birthday? *smiles*
Izzy: I mean, for everything, you guys are my best friends, my only friends, *looks at both of them* My only family,
Adriann: Izzy, well always be here, *Puts her hand onto of Izzys* Best
Simon: *puts his hand on top of theirs* Friends
Izzy: *hesitates and puts her other hand on top of his* Forever?
Adriann: *puts her hand on hers again* And ever!
Simon: *tops it off with his hand* And ever!
Izzy: You promise?
Adrianna: Promise,
Simon: Promise,
Izzy: Forever *smiles and for once, the very first time, ever, she feels loved*
*I am Izzy Ray. Im scared. All the time. Today is my seventh birthday. Somthing you might need to know about me is, well, I've never been loved. Exept for my two best friends, Adreanna and Simon. If that counts as love. And to me it does. When I was six I was diagnosed with Paranepaloinia, wich translated from Native language means 'The Skeleton Disease'. The disease was fatal and I was estimated 3 days to live. Have you ever been told how long you have to live? It hurts. And it makes you think. Alot. With Simon and Adreanna at my bedside I fought the Paranepaloinia until after 6 long months of pain, hunger, and a nutrient eating bacteria that left me emaciated and skinny beyond belief, I survived. And now, where celebrating one year of being told I wasn't going to survive. But guess what? I'm surviving. And I need to meet Simon in about, oh, 3 minutes ago...*
Simon: *digs his toe in the dirt and looks around thinking; 'Where is she?'*
Izzy: *waves and runs up to him in a blue spaghetti strap tee and blue jeans* Simon! Simon you made it! *her voice is thick with her British accent*
Simon: Are you kidding? Miss your 7th birthday? Not in a million and two years! *grabs her hand and leads her through the muddy streets* Come on! Adreanna and I have a little surprise for you,
Izzy: *smiles*
*they get to a church building and Simon sneaks her into the back door where they quietly slink into the bell room*
Adreanna: *smiles and pops out by the window* Izzy! *hugs her* Happy 7th! And you know what I did? *takes her wrist and leads Izzy to the window* Sit, *the three friends sit on the floor in a circle and Adreanna pulls somthing out of her side back* You'll never know how much trouble I went through to get this, *pulls out a tub out chocolate ice cream and three spoons*
Izzy: *looks confused* What's that?
Simon: You've never had it!?!? *mouth drops open in a cute 7- year old way*
Adreanna: Really? *opens the tub quickly*well stuff face girl! *her southern accent matches her words perfectly*
Izzy: *takes a spoonful and eats it* Bloody hell! That's amazing! *eats more*
Simon: *laughs* I knew you'd flip when you tried it! *picks up a spoon and starts eating it with her*
Adreanna: Hey hey hey Nuh-Uh no way your eating all that wothout Adreanna! *picks up a spoon and the three eat the while tub*
Izzy: That... Was... AWSOME
Simon: Jeez Izzy I've never seen you eat so freaking fast!
Adreanna: I can't believe you've never had ice cream before, I used to live on that damn stuff.
Simon: Now it's time for my present *sits up*
Izzy: Simon, you don't have to get me anything,
Simon: I know, I want you to have this though, We wanted you to have it * jerks his head to gesture at Adreanna and pushes a little box towards her*
Izzy: *takes it and opens it wide eyes to a bracelet with her birth stone, Aquamarine on it* Oh guys its-it's beautiful!
Adrianna: Put it on! Please!
Izzy: *slips it on her boney wrist and looks at the pretty stones*
Simon: It looks perfect on your wrist,
Izzy: You think so?
Simon: Absolutely,
Izzy: I don't know what to say, I'm amazed, this is the best day ever! *looks taken aback, like she's so happy she could cry* Thank you, and not just for this, *gestures to her wrist* Wich I have no idea how you got, *raises an eyebrow at Adrianna and Simon*
Simon: I didn't steal It I swear,
Adrianna: it's not stolen, maybe I'll tell you on your 8 th Birthday? *smiles*
Izzy: I mean, for everything, you guys are my best friends, my only friends, *looks at both of them* My only family,
Adriann: Izzy, well always be here, *Puts her hand onto of Izzys* Best
Simon: *puts his hand on top of theirs* Friends
Izzy: *hesitates and puts her other hand on top of his* Forever?
Adriann: *puts her hand on hers again* And ever!
Simon: *tops it off with his hand* And ever!
Izzy: You promise?
Adrianna: Promise,
Simon: Promise,
Izzy: Forever *smiles and for once, the very first time, ever, she feels loved*
Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real or not, my mind's a tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from day to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken heart is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real or not, my mind's a tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from day to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken heart is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~
Black Heart Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark Heart Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy Heart Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold Heart Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black Heart and Black Soul
Maybe you will come by
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o seconds a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths or easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings you down really does hurt. Most of the time you don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am or even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
Black Heart Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark Heart Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy Heart Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold Heart Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black Heart and Black Soul
Maybe you will come by
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o seconds a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths or easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings you down really does hurt. Most of the time you don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am or even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
If tears left scars then the world would know who you truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would show them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would show them your pain and sadness that you always have tried to keep in
But one day you just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because you long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one you want most is breaking you but you still love him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
Or maybe your just hurt and afraid that you can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in more ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that day comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
For your tears leave scars and it would show them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would show them your pain and sadness that you always have tried to keep in
But one day you just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because you long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one you want most is breaking you but you still love him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
Or maybe your just hurt and afraid that you can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in more ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that day comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
There's a crack in my heart from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My heart has your name written all over it
My heart beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did you leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let you go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted you
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave you and never look back
But I can't because my heart can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but you don't hear
you just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can you be so curl when I gave you everything I had
Your a heart breaker
You don't get it do you
You broke me
and you hurt me
and you felt nothing...
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My heart has your name written all over it
My heart beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did you leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let you go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted you
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave you and never look back
But I can't because my heart can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but you don't hear
you just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can you be so curl when I gave you everything I had
Your a heart breaker
You don't get it do you
You broke me
and you hurt me
and you felt nothing...