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posted by malmcd
Dark writing....

Dark shadows sneak under the door
As I keep writing these dark lyrics more
Of a nature that's not evil or unkind
Rather of disturbing thoughts in my mind.

They say for everything bad it's found
Something good it has to come around
The weather wouldn't be pleasant if wasn't for the rain
These feelings wouldn't exist if it wasn't for the pain.

I'm doing a storm in a cup of water to prepare
Meanwhile around people don't even care
I pray for my life to not end before these stanzas
But mindlessly I write and write looking for the answers.

My cold dark poems are everywhere
Floating around in the midnight air
Listen, closely you have no choice
These dark words, my deep voice.

Where the world is falling apart,
There lies a dark poem of the heart
Dark poems tell the darkest lines
They make you hear their shrieking cries.

Hold dearly onto your ravaged soul;
Don't find you've let life take its toll
Youll find my dark poems are everywhere
Read them, like them, if you dare….

I am the shadow hiding in the dark
The evil sounds that wake you in the night
I'm a shadow lurking in the dark
Because still it always feels so right

So I write my shadowy poems line by line
But I'm constantly over looked
My brain is fried down to the spine
And my broken heart is cooked

I'm left only with part of a heart
That will never again beat
I'm the one person
No one has to meet

I am a shadow lurking in the dark
Writing my poems so deep
Whispering my words so stark
Pray your soul to keep…


Fierce & Love
MaLmcD
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
posted by Horsegirl202
This is Amber's sister Molly the fairy of space.

Name: Molly

Age: 18

Gender: Female

Origin: The planet Earth


Mythical Creature: Fairy


Level of Magic: Enchantix


Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer space that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth or as an attack.


Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her friends in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.


Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.


Pet: Nope



Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good friends since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.



Family:


Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
Chapter 11- Lunar Eclipse

    “Victoria you know who I am and were I am I know you do you could never forget me!” Said the same soft voice in Viva’s dream.
    “Why do you keep on telling me to remember why don’t you get I don’t want to remember anything from my past!” Yelled Viva in tears and on her knees like she had given up.
    “Victoria my little sister don’t cry for soon all will be reveled soon.” Said the voice as it despaired into the dark as Viva woke up in relieve that her dream was over. As Viva opened...
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posted by wolfcat343
Oki a little about myself.

DONUTS! DONUTS! DONUTS! *bites into a donut and my eyes widen* do you say dough nuts or donuts? Doughnut donut, do not! Neva mind. *whispers* It is donut no matter what other people say.

Hi there! I am new here, well not so new, but no one really knows me well yet except SG (dunno what I would do without her!) . I really want to help out in any way that I can. I look very crazy, but I can be a very serious, trustworthy, kind, understanding friend. I cry myself to sleep every night because there so many people that do self harm, have sad pasts and wish to be dead, somedays...
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posted by Beyal8
Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...

In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real or not, my mind's a tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...

The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from day to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...

My broken heart is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
posted by Beyal8
It’s dusk, that miraculous time of the day
The sun has set on the other side of the bay
Children are shouting, laughing as they play
Birds are hurrying off to where they stay
Pious individuals are bowing down to pray
Labourers seem happy to receive their pay
The Sky looks like a pink rose bouquet
As if His creation, He has chosen to display
If all is so beautiful, why does it seem grey?

Can someone explain to me the reason why?
Is it because beauty is in the beholder’s eye?
What if the eyes are soggy and not dry?
Does it mean everything that’s seen is a lie?
Do the eyes then simply deceive and defy?...
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posted by SongGirl50701
Tears...
Tears...
Hall of Fame

by SongGirl (Maria mason)
Hall of Fame:Consequences

    
The Day Has Come To Seak Light, What DOES SOMEONE Do When They Have No shoulder To Burry In?
"How does a girl come out from a rabbit hole, un changed? The answer: She doesn't."
"It's time to stop pretending and take my heart in my own hands. Leave your prints on my heart but I've got nothing to loose." ~Laura Walter

"You can't help to turn back and hope that you'll get another shot but its not. Let the soothing doubts around you get too you is just simply something I can't do. So I am locked up tight in a...
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posted by SongGirl50701
Wearing Kat's hat
Wearing Kat's hat
Song Girl~ I have been listening to a lot of music that has been making me understand life but I found a lot of songs that makes me realizes this is similar; BUT OH MY GOD!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU THREE DAYS GRACE!!!!!!

Songs I love by Three Days Grace:

get Out Alive
Never Too Late
Riot
Animal I have become
Pain
The Good Life
Break
Let It Die
Operation
Its All Over
over and Over
Time Of Dying
Gone Forever
One-X
Running Away

"Life Starts Now"
Bitter Taste
Break
World So Cold
Lost In You
The Good Life
No More
Last To Know
Someone Who Cares
Bully
Without You
Goin' Down
Life Starts Now

"Transit Of Venus"
Sign...
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posted by SongGirl50701
Crazy Girl
Crazy Girl
Crazy Girl

"I don't know what I did to deserve this."
"I just want to curl up and just die in the core of the earth."
"I've never felt so alone. I don't know why they called me all those mean names. I just want to fit in."

Soon there will be laughter instead of the voices.
The new ditches are dug with Satin softly speaking towards us to drag the blade.
Names marked on us like banners, but they don't understand decide to cut you and deny their skill while they tear you apart.
oh, either way would have been the way to awaken from the depths.

So the angel of me dies with the screams of my blood.
Still...
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posted by BooBooBear981
~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~

Black Heart Black Soul

Filthy like Coal

Dark Heart Dark Soul

Not even a Role

Gloomy Heart Gloomy Soul

Left there Broken

On an Abandoned Knoll

Cold Heart Cold Soul

Never a Whole

Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds

Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry

Leaving Scars

I might as well Die

With my Black Heart and Black Soul

Maybe you will come by

And Watch me Weep

As I zoom in to a forever Sleep

~~~ Anonymous

"A Note from the Author"

Every 4o seconds a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths or easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings you down really does hurt. Most of the time you don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am or even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
"I wonder if they'd miss me..."
"I wonder if they'd miss me..."
Hearing Damage
CHAPTER 1–Damee’s Past.

December 24th, 2004

I smiled as I saw two faces in the mirror. One of them was mine and the other was of a woman who looked to be in her late twenties with dark brown hair and dark cerulean eyes. She was wearing a dark blue dress with diamond earrings and her face full of light make-up. In the mirror, I thought of her as a princess like in those fairytale stories.
The woman was my mom.
My mom breathed, squeezing my shoulders gently. "You look beautiful sweetie," she said.
"Thanks mom." I smiled a small smile, looking over at her. I was scared of my reflection,...
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Did you know that 160,00 kids stay home from school everyday?

Because of Bullying and beginning abused at school...

There
Alone
Afraid
Hurt
Need Help
Crying
Silent
Dieing inside
Slowly killing them selfs...

While you stand there and watch and don't do anything..

Most kids don't tell anyone there being bullied because there scared...

144,000 of the 160,000 are reaching out to us we listen buts theres really nothing we can do..

Because there telling theres storys on youtube..

144,000 of them are trying to reach out to strangers...

When they could tell someone next to them...

Will you just watch as someone slowlly...
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posted by malmcd
Hatred

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And you know what I am capable of.
For I am a human instinct,
And yet a daemon from the Pit,
And you must beware of me,
For I can kill you in the end.

I am the reason
You hold a grudge against your friend,
For I am the reason you cannot forgive him,
And I am also the reason why you murdered
The man who wronged you in plain sight.

I am the reason
That Jacob and Esau fought so
Badly and yet held a grudge.
I am also the reason why Cain and Abel
Did not get along,
And why Cain murdered Abel,
His own brother.

I am the reason why the Israelites
Made the Golden Calf
While Moses...
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posted by malmcd
Lust

Oh, how you look at her,
You know you want her,
Don't you?
Yes, you do,
For she's the girl of your dreams.

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
One of the dark sides of human nature,
One of the natural human instincts,
One of the daemons from the Pit;
I will tell you that
I am a great feeling to have,
And you know it, too.

I have infected the life
Of every teenage boy,
Making him want whatever girl
He desires,
Including the most popular girl
In the school.

Middle schoolers are so easy,
For they are so stupid,
They always fall for me,
And they do horrible things
That are a taboo in this poem.

I can also affect high...
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posted by malmcd
Greed

Do you want everything in life?
Do you always want everything?
Anything you can ever imagine?

My friend, I am your worst enemy.
I am the reason you are
So materialistic and so miserable,
For you know that I am
One of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And you know that I will kill you
Eventually,
And it amuses me to see you suffer.

All you want is money
And more money,
And you want the newest car,
The newest cell phone,
Expensive watches,
The newest TV,
The newest appliances,
The new iPad,
And the new iPhone.

Money is your god,
And you have forgotten about Him,
The one who has given you everything,
The one who is the reason...
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posted by malmcd
Sloth

'Do you ever get off the couch, sir?
Do you ever get off the couch and stop watching TV?
Do you ever go for a run?
Do you ever simply walk around or exercise outside?
Do you just play video games all day, sir?
Do you even do any work?
Man, you are lazy! '

I would not be surprised if someone
Said this to you, my friend,
For I am the cause of it all.
I am one of the Deadly Sins,
As you humans call me,
For I am what makes people a lazy bum.

I am a daemon from the pits of hell,
As are all my other brothers,
But I must say,
That I am not a sin,
But rather a human instinct.
And it amuses me to see you sit around...
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posted by malmcd
If tears left scars then the world would know who you truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would show them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would show them your pain and sadness that you always have tried to keep in
But one day you just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because you long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one you want most is breaking you but you still love him in the end?

Maybe it's all of those things...
Or maybe your just hurt and afraid that you can never fix your self again...

If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in more ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that day comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...


Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
May 30th,
I remember when i was a little girl. Me and my dad were alone after my mother died. See my parents are what you would call Memory Thieves. We take other beings memory to sustain our own strength but we only take memories now if we have to. When I was ten, my dad gave me a little white wooden box. He told me to sleep with the box open next to my bed and if I was a true memory thief my memory stone would be in the box when I woke up. A memory stone tips what gives us the ability to steal memories. When I woke up there if was. A blue stone, matching my eyes that glowed like a crystal....
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I woke up to Moms voice
"Anneri I need you too go out to the vines today!" Me and Anneri lay on the floor, me against the wall, Anneri pressed into my chest. At Moms call Anneri sat up, her black hair a mess.
"Coming Mommie!" she shouted and quickly ran a brush through her hair, grabbed her hoodie and grabbed her usual sack. I walked with her into the kitchen, Dad was sprawled out sitting in a chair his face on the table. Not surprisingly, another bottle in his hand. Mom handed Anneri a bottle of water and brushed Anneri's hair out of her eye.
"You know which vines to pick right? And which...
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A/N: Chapter 2 is here guys and thanks for your comments on Chapter 1!! :)
Thanks!
Take Care & God Bless,
Anniewannie/Florannie

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Chapter 2: Angels Academy

I awoke with the sun shining down on my face from my roof window above my bed. I loved the sun because...
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There's a crack in my heart from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.

My heart has your name written all over it
My heart beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.

Why.
Why did you leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let you go
Your the only one that can fix my heart

But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...

I can't trusted you
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave you and never look back
But I can't because my heart can't last much longer

Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but you don't hear
you just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain

How can you be so curl when I gave you everything I had
Your a heart breaker
You don't get it do you
You broke me
and you hurt me
and you felt nothing...