My Fictional Boyfriend

**The Funeral of Hearts prt. 3**

**When I finally woke up, I was sore all over and in a hospital bed with IVs in my arms. With a couple soft blinks, my eyes focused and was met by Dean, tearing away at my pudding cup. "Dean?" I whispered, clearing my throat. "Sam! Sam! She's awake. She's awake, Sam!" Dean called out, loud enough to echo into the hallway. Sam trotted in and peered around the corner, a smile slowly creeping on his face. "Hey," he said, "How you feeling?"
"Decent, I guess," I pulled up my gown enough to see the damage of the wound, "It's just now I have an extra hole." They both...

**The Funeral of Hearts**

**The day following Sam's "intervention" was much better. Though the rain continued to pour from the sky and the day was dark, I had convinced Sam that he was no freak indeed. He was winning his battle againest his demonic crave for blood and we were finally going to be a some-what normal family.
Sam and Dean had left to Bobby's for the day, (after vowing to be home by sundown,)and I was left alone with the twins for the day. I had our infant son on one hip and our infant daughter on the other, as I went to answer the door. "Yes?"
A large, shiny badge was suddenly...

** Where The Heart Leads The Hand prt.2**
*** The night grew long as I held Sam close to my body; we worked ourselves together throughout. I knew I probabley shouldn't be doing this and should catch up on my rest, but I felt the need to have Sam within me. He was gentle and easy not to press on the stab wound too much; I winced from time to time from the pain rolling in my side as he swayed into me. But in the end of the session, I made it out pretty well and Sam was out for the night.

Still I felt restless..
I didn't smoke but felt the need for a cigarette.

Everytime I managed to doze off,...

One day, I saw the trailer for "The Vampire's Assistant" and thought that it looked like a cool movie. I then went to YouTube and watched the official trailer, and I knew I had to see it. I also read that it was a book, so I reserved for it at my library. I waited for about a month, but it felt like a year! In the mean time, I watched everything there was to watch about The Vampire's Assistant, and I thought how cool it would be to be able to run away and become a vampire.

When I finally got the book, I immediately started reading. I didn't even get through the introduction without realizing...

**** And I Was Lost...****

***While Sam and Dean were gone, dead-set to kill Ruby, I caught up on some much needed rest, due to my massive amount of bloodloss. "I'm gonna die..this is it...I'm gonna die." I whispered to myself, so weak and frail that tears could not pass. An opague, blir appeared in my eyes as what I swore was an angel came into sight; and in my sight stood the trench-coat clad angel Castiel, running his hand on the brass of the bed. "You're not gonna die..I'm here with you." Castiel said, in a comforting voice.
"Are...are you sure? I mean.."
"I'm sure, it's not in God's plans....