The next day when we arrived to the studio it seemed weird cause Michael didn't seem mad maybe he was just trying to forget about what happened, or was it just me.
as I was about to walk over to get some water somebody grabbed me by the waist from behind pulling me into them I smiled knowing exactly who it was
"Hey Baby." Jackie said giving a peck on the lips
"Hey." I said still being a bit shy even though we were dating
we stood there talking for a while until the director said it was time for the guys to get on stage
while I stood there watching the guys do there thing I still couldn't get Michael off my mind wondering why he was acting so funny like nothing never happed maybe when sara talked to him last night he decided to put our friendship first but it didn't matter as long as our friendship wasn't in trouble that's all that matters to me.
when Michael finally got a small break
he walked over to me
"Hey having fun!" I said giggling knowing how much he hated doing the show
"Yeah a blast." He said in a sarcastic tone
"So are you coming over tonight?" I asked him
"Yeah of corse." he said
"Awesome cause sar is coming over." I said
"yeah I know she told me last night." he said.
so sara must have talked to him last night
"cool." I said nodding
when the show finally ended Michael decided to ride with me and my dad cause of our movie night to night so after I said goodbuy to Jackie, the boys, and janet and latoya we left to my house.
my mom and dad were going out of town for the weekend for there anivesery so it would just be us there
so I could drive Michael home latter since I finally got a new car
when we arrived after my mom and dad left I got the popcorn, snacks, and drinks ready, for when sara got here.
"so What do you what to watch first?" I asked Michael while looking through the movies that I had.
"Something scary." he said
"Ok how about Halloween 1 and 2." i said pulling out the movies
"Yeah sounds good." he said
"Awesome." I said putting the first movie in the DvD player
as I was about to turn the tv on the door bell rang
I droped everything that I was doing and ran to the door almost triping
"Don't hurt your self!" Michael said laughing at my clumsiness
"Hahaha!" I said sarcastically back
As I opened the door to the totally awesome orange haired girl(lol) she gave me a hudge hug as soon as I opened the door
"Hey sar!" I said as she gave me a hudge hug
"Whats up skittlez I missed you!" she said as we broke away from our hug
"Oh I brought my overnight bag is it ok if I stay the night?" she asked
"Yeah of corse my parents wont be back until Monday so we have the house to ourselves." I said as we walked into the living room
"awesomeness." She said making her self comfy on the couch.
"Hey Mikey whats up!" she said to Michael as he sat next to us on the couch
"Nothing much same old same old" He said smiling. wow that smile, It will melt ice! I can tell that beautiful smile runs in the family cause Jackie has the same amazing smile!
"So what are we watching?" Sar asked snapping me out of my thoughts
"Halloween 1 and 2." I said passing the popcorn to Michael.
"Awesome I love Halloween!" she said reaching into the bole getting a handful of popcorn.
I giggled at my goofy friend
as we were watching the movie I could see Michael staring at me in the corner of my eye which was did not supprise me cause he always did that but this time he was biting his lip and looking me up and down. huh was I seeing things! when I looked over to him he looked back at the movie
"did you know that rob zombie directed this movie?" Sar said breaking the silence
"yeah I know hes a good director, I do love his music to." I said making conversation and yes I am a hudge rob zombie fan.
as sat there watching the movies and talking about our fav rob zombie songs the time went buy quick when the last movie finally went off.
"So mike did you wanna stay the night I have an extra sleeping bag?" I asked Michael.
"Nah I think I just wanna go home." Michael said yawning
"Are you sure you look really tired." I said noticing how tired he looked
"Yeah im sure, let you guys catch up." he said knowing me and sar haven't seen eachother in so long cause shes been in a garage band for a while and shes been busy lately.
"Ok." I said as we walked to my baby aka my new car lol
as I pulled up to his house before he got out he stoped and looked at me
"So." I said trying to make conversation
"Have fun?" I asked
he noded still looking at me
"What?" I asked while he was still staring at me
"Nothing." He said smiling
I can tell that he wanted to tell me he liked me I could see it in his eyes I really hated to admit it but I loved him more then a friend but I was dating Jackie and I loved him but I loved Michael to but the world didn't work that way I wish it did but it didn't you couldn't date 2 people at once.
as we sat there he was still staring at me til he broke the silence.
"I have to ask you something?" He said
"Sure what is it?" I asked
"Do you love Jackie?" he asked
Woah I did not see that one coming.
"Yeah of corse I do, why?"
"No reason just wondering." He said looking down in disappointment.
"Whats the matter?" I said looking concerned
"Nothing." he said
"Its doesn't seem like nothing whats wrong?" I asked again
"Nothing just let it go, ill see you Monday."
he said getting out of the car
"Wait Michael." I said trying to catch him but he was already gone.
I looked down in disappointment cause I knew what he was gonna tell me it really was eating me alive seeing him upset I just didn't know what to do I was so knew at this whole love thing it all seemed so surreal to me.
I loved both Michael and Jackie but I didn't know which one I loved more!