<3
as I was about to walk over to get some water somebody grabbed me by the waist from behind pulling me into them I smiled knowing exactly who it was
"Hey Baby." Jackie said giving a peck on the lips
"Hey." I said still being a bit shy even though we were dating
we stood there talking for a while until the director said it was time for the guys to get on stage
while I stood there watching the guys do there thing I still couldn't get Michael off my mind wondering why he was acting so funny like nothing never happed maybe when sara talked to him last night he decided to put our friendship first but it didn't matter as long as our friendship wasn't in trouble that's all that matters to me.
when Michael finally got a small break
he walked over to me
"Hey having fun!" I said giggling knowing how much he hated doing the show
"Yeah a blast." He said in a sarcastic tone
"So are you coming over tonight?" I asked him
"Yeah of corse." he said
"Awesome cause sar is coming over." I said
"yeah I know she told me last night." he said.
so sara must have talked to him last night
"cool." I said nodding
when the show finally ended Michael decided to ride with me and my dad cause of our movie night to night so after I said goodbuy to Jackie, the boys, and janet and latoya we left to my house.
my mom and dad were going out of town for the weekend for there anivesery so it would just be us there
so I could drive Michael home latter since I finally got a new car
when we arrived after my mom and dad left I got the popcorn, snacks, and drinks ready, for when sara got here.
"so What do you what to watch first?" I asked Michael while looking through the movies that I had.
"Something scary." he said
"Ok how about Halloween 1 and 2." i said pulling out the movies
"Yeah sounds good." he said
"Awesome." I said putting the first movie in the DvD player
as I was about to turn the tv on the door bell rang
I droped everything that I was doing and ran to the door almost triping
"Don't hurt your self!" Michael said laughing at my clumsiness
"Hahaha!" I said sarcastically back
As I opened the door to the totally awesome orange haired girl(lol) she gave me a hudge hug as soon as I opened the door
"Hey sar!" I said as she gave me a hudge hug
"Whats up skittlez I missed you!" she said as we broke away from our hug
"Oh I brought my overnight bag is it ok if I stay the night?" she asked
"Yeah of corse my parents wont be back until Monday so we have the house to ourselves." I said as we walked into the living room
"awesomeness." She said making her self comfy on the couch.
"Hey Mikey whats up!" she said to Michael as he sat next to us on the couch
"Nothing much same old same old" He said smiling. wow that smile, It will melt ice! I can tell that beautiful smile runs in the family cause Jackie has the same amazing smile!
"So what are we watching?" Sar asked snapping me out of my thoughts
"Halloween 1 and 2." I said passing the popcorn to Michael.
"Awesome I love Halloween!" she said reaching into the bole getting a handful of popcorn.
I giggled at my goofy friend
as we were watching the movie I could see Michael staring at me in the corner of my eye which was did not supprise me cause he always did that but this time he was biting his lip and looking me up and down. huh was I seeing things! when I looked over to him he looked back at the movie
"did you know that rob zombie directed this movie?" Sar said breaking the silence
"yeah I know hes a good director, I do love his music to." I said making conversation and yes I am a hudge rob zombie fan.
as sat there watching the movies and talking about our fav rob zombie songs the time went buy quick when the last movie finally went off.
"So mike did you wanna stay the night I have an extra sleeping bag?" I asked Michael.
"Nah I think I just wanna go home." Michael said yawning
"Are you sure you look really tired." I said noticing how tired he looked
"Yeah im sure, let you guys catch up." he said knowing me and sar haven't seen eachother in so long cause shes been in a garage band for a while and shes been busy lately.
"Ok." I said as we walked to my baby aka my new car lol
as I pulled up to his house before he got out he stoped and looked at me
"So." I said trying to make conversation
"Have fun?" I asked
he noded still looking at me
"What?" I asked while he was still staring at me
"Nothing." He said smiling
I can tell that he wanted to tell me he liked me I could see it in his eyes I really hated to admit it but I loved him more then a friend but I was dating Jackie and I loved him but I loved Michael to but the world didn't work that way I wish it did but it didn't you couldn't date 2 people at once.
as we sat there he was still staring at me til he broke the silence.
"I have to ask you something?" He said
"Sure what is it?" I asked
"Do you love Jackie?" he asked
Woah I did not see that one coming.
"Yeah of corse I do, why?"
"No reason just wondering." He said looking down in disappointment.
"Whats the matter?" I said looking concerned
"Nothing." he said
"Its doesn't seem like nothing whats wrong?" I asked again
"Nothing just let it go, ill see you Monday."
he said getting out of the car
"Wait Michael." I said trying to catch him but he was already gone.
I looked down in disappointment cause I knew what he was gonna tell me it really was eating me alive seeing him upset I just didn't know what to do I was so knew at this whole love thing it all seemed so surreal to me.
I loved both Michael and Jackie but I didn't know which one I loved more!
My baby aka my car <3
The owners of the Neverland Ranch -- the former home of Michael Jackson -- want to turn the property into a teenage music haven.
TMZ has learned Colony Capital wants to develop a business plan to turn Neverland into a small music institute -- similar to The Juilliard School in NYC. The plan is to teach teens all aspects of music, including writing and performing.
Colony wants to turn the property into a campus, in which scores of teenagers -- rich and poor -- can learn the trade that made Michael Jackson a legend.
There are two big stumbling blocks. The first is making sure Santa Barbara County will sign off on such a project.
The second -- and bigger issue -- is whether Colony Capital can use Michael Jackson's name to promote such an institute. TMZ has good news for Colony .... sources directly connected with the Michael Jackson Estate tell us, "It's an interesting idea and we'd be open to it."
TMZ has learned Colony Capital wants to develop a business plan to turn Neverland into a small music institute -- similar to The Juilliard School in NYC. The plan is to teach teens all aspects of music, including writing and performing.
Colony wants to turn the property into a campus, in which scores of teenagers -- rich and poor -- can learn the trade that made Michael Jackson a legend.
There are two big stumbling blocks. The first is making sure Santa Barbara County will sign off on such a project.
The second -- and bigger issue -- is whether Colony Capital can use Michael Jackson's name to promote such an institute. TMZ has good news for Colony .... sources directly connected with the Michael Jackson Estate tell us, "It's an interesting idea and we'd be open to it."
You came and changed my life
You Let Me survive
I never felt like this before
It's very perfect more Than I Thought
I came to This world hopeless,helpless
you Made Me Speechless
I was alone with no friend
you came my friend
Until The end
and never looked for How Much you had to spend
when My fears came
you came and took The shame
you lifted me up In the sky
and Made me fly so high
like a butterfly
cause you're angel In My sky
you opened my heart
Through blocked walls
You Made Me See the light
through Darkness night
You were My dreams
through My fighting In nightmare
I can't explain Much
how I Feel About You
Just Let my feelings come to you
Cause I love you
yes It's true!!!!!!!!!!
You Let Me survive
I never felt like this before
It's very perfect more Than I Thought
I came to This world hopeless,helpless
you Made Me Speechless
I was alone with no friend
you came my friend
Until The end
and never looked for How Much you had to spend
when My fears came
you came and took The shame
you lifted me up In the sky
and Made me fly so high
like a butterfly
cause you're angel In My sky
you opened my heart
Through blocked walls
You Made Me See the light
through Darkness night
You were My dreams
through My fighting In nightmare
I can't explain Much
how I Feel About You
Just Let my feelings come to you
Cause I love you
yes It's true!!!!!!!!!!
11/11/2010 11:00 PM PST by TMZ Staff
The first new Michael Jackson single will be a duet with Akon -- a song entitled "Hold My Hand" that was originally leaked in 2008.
Epic Records/Sony Music just announced the lead single off the upcoming album "Michael" -- and "Hold My Hand" will be released this coming Monday, November 15 on michaeljackson.com.
Akon and MJ recorded the track back in 2007 ... a raw, incomplete version was eventually leaked to the public.
The new album will feature a total of 10 tracks -- including the controversial "Breaking News" -- when it's released December 14.
The first new Michael Jackson single will be a duet with Akon -- a song entitled "Hold My Hand" that was originally leaked in 2008.
Epic Records/Sony Music just announced the lead single off the upcoming album "Michael" -- and "Hold My Hand" will be released this coming Monday, November 15 on michaeljackson.com.
Akon and MJ recorded the track back in 2007 ... a raw, incomplete version was eventually leaked to the public.
The new album will feature a total of 10 tracks -- including the controversial "Breaking News" -- when it's released December 14.
Michael Jackson could live again on the big screen -- TMZ has learned a former Jackson associate is trying to shop around a full-length movie featuring unseen rehearsal footage from MJ's 1981 concert series.
The man behind the deal is Ron Newt -- who claims he was so close with Michael, that the singer gave him special behind-the-scenes footage from Jackson's 1981 Triumph Tour.
Now, after seeing the success of "This Is It " -- Newt tells TMZ he's put together a 64-minute feature film from his footage ... which includes several candid moments involving MJ and his brothers. Michael can also be seen dancing, singing and directing the stage production.
Newt tells us he's already getting offers from several interested parties -- with proposals reaching into seven figures.
The man behind the deal is Ron Newt -- who claims he was so close with Michael, that the singer gave him special behind-the-scenes footage from Jackson's 1981 Triumph Tour.
Now, after seeing the success of "This Is It " -- Newt tells TMZ he's put together a 64-minute feature film from his footage ... which includes several candid moments involving MJ and his brothers. Michael can also be seen dancing, singing and directing the stage production.
Newt tells us he's already getting offers from several interested parties -- with proposals reaching into seven figures.
The world was in great depression,
the custody for your kids was in session.
There was too much buzz around,
all I wanted to hear your voice your sound.
I wish you hadn't gone,
all you had to do was sing one more song.
I'm writing this to you.
your death has made me blue.
Why did you pass on June 25, 2009?
"This is it" last concert then you had to resign.
On my continuation my friend
told me you had passed you were dead.
God decided he needed you,
I respected the things you used to do.
Your songs were good, great,
to me and the music world you were a saint.
Jesus decided he wanted you my friend,
you and I know that your music is not at an end.
The world kept talking about him,
the planet and the sun now seemed a little less bright, dim.
Goodbye you were a story, a light,
see you later and when I see you, you will be a sight.
the custody for your kids was in session.
There was too much buzz around,
all I wanted to hear your voice your sound.
I wish you hadn't gone,
all you had to do was sing one more song.
I'm writing this to you.
your death has made me blue.
Why did you pass on June 25, 2009?
"This is it" last concert then you had to resign.
On my continuation my friend
told me you had passed you were dead.
God decided he needed you,
I respected the things you used to do.
Your songs were good, great,
to me and the music world you were a saint.
Jesus decided he wanted you my friend,
you and I know that your music is not at an end.
The world kept talking about him,
the planet and the sun now seemed a little less bright, dim.
Goodbye you were a story, a light,
see you later and when I see you, you will be a sight.
TMZ has learned Michael Jackson's tomb has been defaced by a stealth band of vandals -- who have marked the walls of MJ's mausoleum with hidden messages ... and it's all in permanent ink.
Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been writing messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.
The writing is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- or in spots covered by bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."
Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."
Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.
Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been writing messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.
The writing is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- or in spots covered by bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."
Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."
Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.
The company suing the Michael Jackson estate for $300 million over the Jackson family concert that never took place just got two strikes against it, and the pitcher was a federal judge.
The judge on Tuesday threw out two of the three claims AllGood Entertainment filed against the estate, AEG and Frank Dileo.
The suit claims Dileo, MJ's alleged former manager, made a deal with AllGood that Michael would perform at a Jackson Family concert before doing any other gigs. By launching the London series of concerts, AllGood claims Jackson breached his deal and cost AllGood a bundle.
But a federal judge ruled AllGood's claim for fraud and tortious interference (i.e., intermeddling) was bogus. All that is left of the lawsuit is a breach of contract claim.
The estate claims Dileo never had authority to make a deal with AllGood.
The judge on Tuesday threw out two of the three claims AllGood Entertainment filed against the estate, AEG and Frank Dileo.
The suit claims Dileo, MJ's alleged former manager, made a deal with AllGood that Michael would perform at a Jackson Family concert before doing any other gigs. By launching the London series of concerts, AllGood claims Jackson breached his deal and cost AllGood a bundle.
But a federal judge ruled AllGood's claim for fraud and tortious interference (i.e., intermeddling) was bogus. All that is left of the lawsuit is a breach of contract claim.
The estate claims Dileo never had authority to make a deal with AllGood.
