"You should have gone to the party with us last night..." Chris said "It was fucking awesome!" Chris smirked.
Sara secretly grabbed Jacob's ass and said " Oh, we had fun ourselves." while biting her lip.
Jacob sighed and held back his tears. Sara didn't know that Conner was back, and wouldn't find out. He couldn't tell her.... But wanted to. Wasn't that the first rule of a relationship? To always tell the truth? He looked in her eyes and fake smiled.
"We played strip poker. I won. With, all my clothes on." Sierra laughed.
"Phillip was the first to lose... Actually, he already had his clothes off..." Mark grinned.
"Hey, at least I got ass yesterday. You didn't get shit from Sierra!" Phillip snapped.
"But I got some this morning..." Mark laughed. Sierra leaned over and kissed him softly.
Sara, Lilly, Lucas and Chris laughed. Jacob chuckled and felt his heart shatter.
XXX
Later that day, Jacob and Sara headed to the store. They grabbed a cart and searched for everything they needed.
"What are those for?" Jacob asked his wife, pointing to the pregnancy test box in the heap of the things inside the cart.
"Just in case..." Sara replied, looking in his eyes.
Jacob smiled then suddenly his eyes grew wide . He stood up strait and held Sara's arms while looking down at her. "Are you...?" The right words couldn't form through his lips.
Sara bit her lower lip and nodded "I think I am..."
Jacob grinned and hugged her tightly. "I love you so much...."
"You're not mad?" She asked, pondering his judgement.
"I just married you... and am thinking that this is the right time... Unless you think differently..." He said softly.
"Are you sure?" She laughed, taking his excitement with pride.
"Whip Lash is getting 2 thousand dollars a show. And we have one every weekend. Plus, my other job and your's... were set." Jacob explained. He looked down at Sara's waist then held his hands to her stomach. "If you truly are pregnant..." He stuttered and felt tears melt down his cheeks.
"I think I was when we had a go in California after dinner with Lial...." Sara said.
"Really?" He ask with a squeak in his voice.
" Really..." She grinned.
Sara secretly grabbed Jacob's ass and said " Oh, we had fun ourselves." while biting her lip.
Jacob sighed and held back his tears. Sara didn't know that Conner was back, and wouldn't find out. He couldn't tell her.... But wanted to. Wasn't that the first rule of a relationship? To always tell the truth? He looked in her eyes and fake smiled.
"We played strip poker. I won. With, all my clothes on." Sierra laughed.
"Phillip was the first to lose... Actually, he already had his clothes off..." Mark grinned.
"Hey, at least I got ass yesterday. You didn't get shit from Sierra!" Phillip snapped.
"But I got some this morning..." Mark laughed. Sierra leaned over and kissed him softly.
Sara, Lilly, Lucas and Chris laughed. Jacob chuckled and felt his heart shatter.
XXX
Later that day, Jacob and Sara headed to the store. They grabbed a cart and searched for everything they needed.
"What are those for?" Jacob asked his wife, pointing to the pregnancy test box in the heap of the things inside the cart.
"Just in case..." Sara replied, looking in his eyes.
Jacob smiled then suddenly his eyes grew wide . He stood up strait and held Sara's arms while looking down at her. "Are you...?" The right words couldn't form through his lips.
Sara bit her lower lip and nodded "I think I am..."
Jacob grinned and hugged her tightly. "I love you so much...."
"You're not mad?" She asked, pondering his judgement.
"I just married you... and am thinking that this is the right time... Unless you think differently..." He said softly.
"Are you sure?" She laughed, taking his excitement with pride.
"Whip Lash is getting 2 thousand dollars a show. And we have one every weekend. Plus, my other job and your's... were set." Jacob explained. He looked down at Sara's waist then held his hands to her stomach. "If you truly are pregnant..." He stuttered and felt tears melt down his cheeks.
"I think I was when we had a go in California after dinner with Lial...." Sara said.
"Really?" He ask with a squeak in his voice.
" Really..." She grinned.
Endangered species, caged in fright
Shot in cold blood, no chance to fight
The stage in set, now pay the price
An ego boost don't think twice
Technology, the battle's unfair
You pull the hammer without a care
Squeeze the trigger that makes you Man
Pseudo-safari, the hunt is canned ...
The hunt is canned
(chorus)
v
All are gone, all but one
No contest, nowhere to run
No more left, only one
This is it, this is the Countdown to Extinction
Tell the truth, you wouldn't dare
The skin and thophy, oh so rare
Silence speaks louder than words
Ignore the guilt, and take your turn
Liars anagram is "lairs"
Man you were never even there
Killed a few feet from the cages
Point blank, you're so courageous ...
So courageous
[Chorus]
One hour from now
Another species of life form
Will disappear off the face of the planet
Forever ... and the rate is accelerating
[Chorus]
Shot in cold blood, no chance to fight
The stage in set, now pay the price
An ego boost don't think twice
Technology, the battle's unfair
You pull the hammer without a care
Squeeze the trigger that makes you Man
Pseudo-safari, the hunt is canned ...
The hunt is canned
(chorus)
v
All are gone, all but one
No contest, nowhere to run
No more left, only one
This is it, this is the Countdown to Extinction
Tell the truth, you wouldn't dare
The skin and thophy, oh so rare
Silence speaks louder than words
Ignore the guilt, and take your turn
Liars anagram is "lairs"
Man you were never even there
Killed a few feet from the cages
Point blank, you're so courageous ...
So courageous
[Chorus]
One hour from now
Another species of life form
Will disappear off the face of the planet
Forever ... and the rate is accelerating
[Chorus]
I feel the sense beginning
The beginning through the end
There's nothing left to fear now
So watch me close
As one again you...
Burn me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
Burn me alive
Watch me burn to light right before your eyes
There's no reason to cry now
There's nothing to forgive
The suffering's my blessing
The death... is how I live
So
BURN me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
Burn me alive
Watch me burn to death right before your eyes
Set me on fire...
And watch me burn...
Set me on fire...
And watch me... BURN me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
BURN me alive
Watch me burn to death right before your eyes
The beginning through the end
There's nothing left to fear now
So watch me close
As one again you...
Burn me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
Burn me alive
Watch me burn to light right before your eyes
There's no reason to cry now
There's nothing to forgive
The suffering's my blessing
The death... is how I live
So
BURN me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
Burn me alive
Watch me burn to death right before your eyes
Set me on fire...
And watch me burn...
Set me on fire...
And watch me... BURN me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
BURN me alive
Watch me burn to death right before your eyes
We are a living absolute
Stuck in an anguished innocence
This moment loved
I greet the sun
And wake from a war i could have won
Well in your arms I'll keep this memory to me
This kitchen floor won't reveal all the things I felt for you
Please level with me
Understand, I'd do anything for you
Sieze any moment while you care
This void's coming after you
Cause loneliness is why you hurt
Just don't kill the messenger
The dust a-dance against my breath
The world awaken slowly dressed
A life unanswered in the light
With questions scattered in the night
And now my heart feels heavy
The weight will drag me down
You were the only reason
They'd find me here tonight
Please level with me
Understand, I'd do anything for you
Sieze any moment while you care
This void's coming after you
Cause lonliness is why you hurt
Just don't kill the messenger
Stuck in an anguished innocence
This moment loved
I greet the sun
And wake from a war i could have won
Well in your arms I'll keep this memory to me
This kitchen floor won't reveal all the things I felt for you
Please level with me
Understand, I'd do anything for you
Sieze any moment while you care
This void's coming after you
Cause loneliness is why you hurt
Just don't kill the messenger
The dust a-dance against my breath
The world awaken slowly dressed
A life unanswered in the light
With questions scattered in the night
And now my heart feels heavy
The weight will drag me down
You were the only reason
They'd find me here tonight
Please level with me
Understand, I'd do anything for you
Sieze any moment while you care
This void's coming after you
Cause lonliness is why you hurt
Just don't kill the messenger
Peeling the clothes off her body.
Her scars deepen in color,
As goosebumps rack her pale skin.
She shivers at the chill of the air.
Her lovers name carved in the soft flesh on her left arm.
A burn scar on an L on her right foot.
Small scars, big scars.
Doesn't matter to her, she did them herself.
The scalding water runs out of the shower head.
She walks in and her skin reddens.
She winces,
As if dragons are licking her with their pointed tongues.
She scratches at the new scars to become.
Her long fingernails caked with blood.
The copper red water drains.
Her tears bleed into her face.
"I can't stop" she whispers to herself.
Hearing it echo back to her, she winces.
All alone in a big house.
Nothing should have happened.
But, something did.
Anything can happen....
Don't trust the monsters hiding under the bed.
She did.
Look at her now.
She's gone...
Her scars deepen in color,
As goosebumps rack her pale skin.
She shivers at the chill of the air.
Her lovers name carved in the soft flesh on her left arm.
A burn scar on an L on her right foot.
Small scars, big scars.
Doesn't matter to her, she did them herself.
The scalding water runs out of the shower head.
She walks in and her skin reddens.
She winces,
As if dragons are licking her with their pointed tongues.
She scratches at the new scars to become.
Her long fingernails caked with blood.
The copper red water drains.
Her tears bleed into her face.
"I can't stop" she whispers to herself.
Hearing it echo back to her, she winces.
All alone in a big house.
Nothing should have happened.
But, something did.
Anything can happen....
Don't trust the monsters hiding under the bed.
She did.
Look at her now.
She's gone...
Tightness in my chest
I cant breath.
The only time I can escape
is when I fall asleep.
Constant nausea
constant fear.
How did this happen
knowing I'm safe here?
It's a constant worry
another will strike.
I worry about it all the time
it makes me lose my appetite.
My sight darkens
my life flashes.
My worries control my thoughts
my heart crashes and burns to ashes.
You have no idea what its like
to live one day in my shoes.
Maybe if you did
you wouldn't judge me as you do.
I cant breath.
The only time I can escape
is when I fall asleep.
Constant nausea
constant fear.
How did this happen
knowing I'm safe here?
It's a constant worry
another will strike.
I worry about it all the time
it makes me lose my appetite.
My sight darkens
my life flashes.
My worries control my thoughts
my heart crashes and burns to ashes.
You have no idea what its like
to live one day in my shoes.
Maybe if you did
you wouldn't judge me as you do.