November 12, 19o5
Tomorrow is my 18th birthday. With that realization i know i will be thrown into my year walk. I wish i had longer to review my options but i don't .I am to poor to opt-out there for i must complete this deathly dance with the spirits of Hell and the living dead. Nothing can or will prepare me for the Hell i will be put through. My chances are slim to none. the probability i will die a horrible gruesome early death is about 98%. The chance of my survival is only a mere 2%. I will most likely die. i am glad i have never loved another so passionatly. if i did it would be harder to do this. My vow tutor says so. He has not been helpful at all. The up side to this is if i do fall i will be able to meet with my sister,tabatha, once more in heaven.I weigh my options as i write this. Should someone find this in the future, long after i have in-tombed this diary in a wooden box locked by combonation, i wish for him/her to note these points provided the year walk trial has not ceased...
1. save your money and opt-out.if you cant leave.as soon as possible.before you turn 18.
2.DO NOT FALL IN LOVE!!!! it will only make your year walk more of a hell.
and finally number 3
Roam carefully. you have many an enemy in year woods rangeing from the raven of our folklore to the living dead.
provided this hell has ceased by time human hands touch this once again, tell my story and prevent this trail from raiseing again. i beg of you.
sincere wishes
Alice
Tomorrow is my 18th birthday. With that realization i know i will be thrown into my year walk. I wish i had longer to review my options but i don't .I am to poor to opt-out there for i must complete this deathly dance with the spirits of Hell and the living dead. Nothing can or will prepare me for the Hell i will be put through. My chances are slim to none. the probability i will die a horrible gruesome early death is about 98%. The chance of my survival is only a mere 2%. I will most likely die. i am glad i have never loved another so passionatly. if i did it would be harder to do this. My vow tutor says so. He has not been helpful at all. The up side to this is if i do fall i will be able to meet with my sister,tabatha, once more in heaven.I weigh my options as i write this. Should someone find this in the future, long after i have in-tombed this diary in a wooden box locked by combonation, i wish for him/her to note these points provided the year walk trial has not ceased...
1. save your money and opt-out.if you cant leave.as soon as possible.before you turn 18.
2.DO NOT FALL IN LOVE!!!! it will only make your year walk more of a hell.
and finally number 3
Roam carefully. you have many an enemy in year woods rangeing from the raven of our folklore to the living dead.
provided this hell has ceased by time human hands touch this once again, tell my story and prevent this trail from raiseing again. i beg of you.
sincere wishes
Alice