November 12, 19o5
Tomorrow is my 18th birthday. With that realization i know i will be thrown into my year walk. I wish i had longer to review my options but i don't .I am to poor to opt-out there for i must complete this deathly dance with the spirits of Hell and the living dead. Nothing can or will prepare me for the Hell i will be put through. My chances are slim to none. the probability i will die a horrible gruesome early death is about 98%. The chance of my survival is only a mere 2%. I will most likely die. i am glad i have never loved another so passionatly. if i did it would be harder to do this. My vow tutor says so. He has not been helpful at all. The up side to this is if i do fall i will be able to meet with my sister,tabatha, once more in heaven.I weigh my options as i write this. Should someone find this in the future, long after i have in-tombed this diary in a wooden box locked by combonation, i wish for him/her to note these points provided the year walk trial has not ceased...
1. save your money and opt-out.if you cant leave.as soon as possible.before you turn 18.
2.DO NOT FALL IN LOVE!!!! it will only make your year walk more of a hell.
and finally number 3
Roam carefully. you have many an enemy in year woods rangeing from the raven of our folklore to the living dead.
provided this hell has ceased by time human hands touch this once again, tell my story and prevent this trail from raiseing again. i beg of you.
sincere wishes
Alice
Tomorrow is my 18th birthday. With that realization i know i will be thrown into my year walk. I wish i had longer to review my options but i don't .I am to poor to opt-out there for i must complete this deathly dance with the spirits of Hell and the living dead. Nothing can or will prepare me for the Hell i will be put through. My chances are slim to none. the probability i will die a horrible gruesome early death is about 98%. The chance of my survival is only a mere 2%. I will most likely die. i am glad i have never loved another so passionatly. if i did it would be harder to do this. My vow tutor says so. He has not been helpful at all. The up side to this is if i do fall i will be able to meet with my sister,tabatha, once more in heaven.I weigh my options as i write this. Should someone find this in the future, long after i have in-tombed this diary in a wooden box locked by combonation, i wish for him/her to note these points provided the year walk trial has not ceased...
1. save your money and opt-out.if you cant leave.as soon as possible.before you turn 18.
2.DO NOT FALL IN LOVE!!!! it will only make your year walk more of a hell.
and finally number 3
Roam carefully. you have many an enemy in year woods rangeing from the raven of our folklore to the living dead.
provided this hell has ceased by time human hands touch this once again, tell my story and prevent this trail from raiseing again. i beg of you.
sincere wishes
Alice
It was in the afternoon when I got a message to go to the world of the living so automaticly I did "onee-San?" my sister Isabella said "u look tired!" she said "yea i kinda am" I said "well you can go tomorrow! You need rest!" she said "imoto-chan! Dijoubu!" I said "I need to go today! It's inportent! Remeber idani wants me to be home by six!" I said "okay but i'm worried" she said "okay then I'm off!" I said as I opened the senkaimond and left. When I got there a huge ugly hollow "okey doke!" before I could draw midori no chou someone or somthing sliced my side "ah!" I screamed and fell to the ground the last thing I saw was blonde hair the color I knew so well "k-krad....why?" I said as I passed out.
"oh wow...next time i get my summer kimono in winter." i moaned.
"what are you complaining about amezuki?" rurichiyo said comeing up behind me.
"IM DIEING RURICHIYO DYING!!!!" i repeated over and over again until i noticed the kimono in her arms.
"w-w-where did you---?!"
"it just came....are you still dying?" the young blond asked.
i swiped the light pink kimono from her and tore off the one i had on replaceing it with the new breath-able kimono.it felt like heaven as i slid my arms through the sleeves and fastened the obi.
"HEAVEN!!!!!!" i exclaimed.
"you exagerate an awful lot amezuki..." rurichiyo said.
"I SWEAR RURICHIYO I WAS DYING!!!!!"
"uh-huh.....anyways kenryu and enryu have breakfast ready....we should go."
"o-oh right ok!!" i said following the girl into the house.
Future
I wanted to just explode when I heard WHO hurt Onii. "GOD!!" Tyki and I were alone in the hall "Sora, don't worry, Zuki she ca-" "NO SHE CANT!!! She's expecting a child!!!! If we loose Yuu, I will just Die!!!" I was on the brink of sobbing "I must go! I will put a curse upon him so he will never be able to resurrect!" Tyki stared at me sadly "Sora...." He hugged me tightly "I must go Tyki. For the sake of my family, for our future, for my kingdom." I said pulling away from him "ok.....be careful....I will stall them" he said as he kissed my forehead "thank you" I said as I left for my search.
I wanted to just explode when I heard WHO hurt Onii. "GOD!!" Tyki and I were alone in the hall "Sora, don't worry, Zuki she ca-" "NO SHE CANT!!! She's expecting a child!!!! If we loose Yuu, I will just Die!!!" I was on the brink of sobbing "I must go! I will put a curse upon him so he will never be able to resurrect!" Tyki stared at me sadly "Sora...." He hugged me tightly "I must go Tyki. For the sake of my family, for our future, for my kingdom." I said pulling away from him "ok.....be careful....I will stall them" he said as he kissed my forehead "thank you" I said as I left for my search.
I believe you all remember my sexuality problems? Well, yeah, I think it might not be sexuality. I think...Maybe I'm straight, but....Not a girl? I think I'm trans*, honestly. My moirail got me thinking about it, and I think I'm a guy.
I know you talk about strictly being the Atasunta sisters, but I was hoping so much that you could please accept me as your brother.
By now I've told Sora I would like to be referred to as Marshall, and I would appreciate if the other Atasuntas did so as well. Thank you.