Here is the last chapter! I would like to say thanks to everybody that read and commented my fanfics specially to Cassie R. that helped me chosing the song. Thank you Cassie! HOPE YOU LIKE IT!
Begin Again-Colbie Caillat
Finnaly the kiss ends and the magic dissolves in the air. They could feel jitters coming. Ziva solves to break the silence.
-What was this, Tony? -She says almost whispering.
-I'm sorry Ziva, I...
Rosa, the nurse is looking at them with that little-pretty smile as when she watches those mexican soup operas, that she loves.
-I understand, it was the tension of the moment sorry, I shouldn't have asked...
-Popcorns would be great now, doctor. -Rosa says quitly to the doctor.
-Don't worry about it, how do you feel? -Tony asks.
-Exhausted...
-But is it something that hurts you? Are you breathing well?
She loves to see him worried about her.
-Calm down, Tony, I'm fine. I'm only tired...
The nurse approaches to them.
-Señor DiNozzo, maybe it's better you go now, señorita David needs to rest, you may come tomorrow to see her, actualy you SHOULD come tomorrow to see her...
The doctor gives her a nudge.
-Rosa...Don't be a machmarker -He whispers.
-Sorry, doctor I couln't avoid.
-Bye, Ziva.
-Bye... -She says.
Ziva rests the head on the pillow with an absent smile. Rosa is looking at her and laughs.
-What? -Ziva says trying to hide what she's thinking.
-Nothing, señora. Sleep, you need to rest.
Ziva can't stop thinking about that kiss. She can't deny that it was the best kiss of her life. She finds herself curling her hair with a finger thinking about him. "Oh camon Ziva, you look like a teenage..." She thinks.
Ziva wakes up in the morning, Rosa is already there arranging something in the medicine cabinet.
-Sorry, señora, I didn't want to wake you up.
-You didn't, Miss Rosa. And please, don't call me señora I hate that formalities. Just Ziva.
-Ok, Ziva, but like that you can't call me "miss" just Rosa. So tell me, did you see him today, already?
-Him.
-Yes, your charming prince...
-I don't know what you are talking about.
-Yes, you do. Señor DiNozzo...
"Oh damn, is that obvious?" Ziva says to herself.
-We are only friends, Rosa.
-Yes, of course you are. Friends use to kiss each other on the lips...Why don't you tell him?
-Tell him what? There's nothing to tell...
-Look, señora... Ziva. El verdadero amor solo se encuentra una vez en la vida. The true love is only found once in a lifetime.He said that he can't imagine his life without you. Think about it.
Rosa leaves Ziva alone. She's thinking about it... about how they always try to protect each other, about what she feel and what she thinks he feels.
"I can't get you out of the sunlight,
I can't get you out of the rain,
I can't get you back to that one time,
Cause you and me are still recovering."
Maybe they should go slowly, maybe she shouldn't tell him. Actualy she thinks that she shouldn't even love him. "I don't deserve him, after all the things I did to him..." She says to herself. But she do, she love him, first she need to tell him, and then they will go slowly... she need to calm down, her life has been a race.
"So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race..."
She asks to herself if after everything they've been through, after Jeanne, after Michael, they can begin again.
"Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go..
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had..
I never knew what I had.."
She thinks if he ever notice what she feels for him. "Of course he did, Ziva... you're so obvious..." (She's not very accustomed to talk with herself so much...) She thinks about all those times that she finds herself counting every every second to see him.
"See I look for you in the morning
Cos that's what my mind always calls
And I can't wait to get to the evening
Cos that's when I want you the most
So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race"
Everytime she see him, the only thing she wants to do is to hold him in her arms, to kiss him and never let him go. All that she wants it's to begin again.
"Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go...
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
But I know it now...
I wish I would've known before
How good we were...
Or is it too late to come back
Or is it's really over,
If it's really over..."
-Hey, sunshine, how are you today?
-Hi, Tony. I'm fine. -She says.
-Look, Ziva... I bring you something...
Ziva was waiting for a movie or something like that...
-This is for you. -He says holding a bunch of flowers.
With this she feels her heart beating faster.
-Tony... I... I don't know what to say... I never expected that you would... give me flowers.
-You didn't like it...
-What... no, I loved it... I'm just... impressed.
-Ah ah... Ziva David is impressed! Tony DiNozzo you're incredible. -He says with that ironic smile.
-And very convinced too. -She says smiling.
He sits on a chair near to her bed.
-Ziva, is something wrong?... You look strange today...
-I... I need to say you something...-Her stomach has a node.-It's now or never, so here it goes. Look I don't know how to say this to you, because this is not a thing that I say all the time.-The words are threatening to leave her mouth. -I love you Tony, I always did, since the first moment that I saw you, I try to deny it everyday, I try to hide it, but I can't no more. I love you, I realy do.
Tony is propped looking at her.
-Sorry... I... I... shouldn't have said this. If you don't feel the same but it's ok I....
-Shhh... Look, there's something I want to say you too, you're beautiful, you're inteligent, you'te sexy, you're nice, you're strong, you're amazing, you're my ninja...You're all that I need. When you were almost dying in my harms last day, for the first time I felt how it is to don't have nothing. When I saved your life, I saved my heart. You're everything to me. I don't matter to leave my "playboy" life, I don't matter to never be with another woman again, I don't matter about rule number 12 or about you're father. I would do anything for you... even watch that horrible hebrew movies. I love you, Zi.
He presses his mouth on her lips so softly that it seemed that he was asking her premission to kiss her. A tear slip by her face.
-Zi, are you crying? I never saw you crying...
He holds her in his arms. They could be holding on forever. She's crying in front of him, she really is...she was needing that, she was needing that since she met him. He can feel her sobbing, and her tears watering his shirt.
-Sorry, Tony. -She says surrounded by his embrace.
-It's alrigth, cry Ziva, you don't need to be ashamed to cry, it's good to you. I'm here, rigth here and you know I'll always be.
Rosa is watching them, she's crying her eyes over.
-Rosa, are you crying? -The doctor asks.
-Look at them doctor...
"But this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But itI's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go...
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had..."
There they are. A "crazy ninja" and a "playboy" finnaly realising their emotions. This is not a happy ever after. This is only a beginning, a very happy one. And maybe the lovestories exist, we only have to believe them, and to find strength to begin again.
So... hope you like it please comment.
P.S.:TIVA FOREVER!!!
Begin Again-Colbie Caillat
Finnaly the kiss ends and the magic dissolves in the air. They could feel jitters coming. Ziva solves to break the silence.
-What was this, Tony? -She says almost whispering.
-I'm sorry Ziva, I...
Rosa, the nurse is looking at them with that little-pretty smile as when she watches those mexican soup operas, that she loves.
-I understand, it was the tension of the moment sorry, I shouldn't have asked...
-Popcorns would be great now, doctor. -Rosa says quitly to the doctor.
-Don't worry about it, how do you feel? -Tony asks.
-Exhausted...
-But is it something that hurts you? Are you breathing well?
She loves to see him worried about her.
-Calm down, Tony, I'm fine. I'm only tired...
The nurse approaches to them.
-Señor DiNozzo, maybe it's better you go now, señorita David needs to rest, you may come tomorrow to see her, actualy you SHOULD come tomorrow to see her...
The doctor gives her a nudge.
-Rosa...Don't be a machmarker -He whispers.
-Sorry, doctor I couln't avoid.
-Bye, Ziva.
-Bye... -She says.
Ziva rests the head on the pillow with an absent smile. Rosa is looking at her and laughs.
-What? -Ziva says trying to hide what she's thinking.
-Nothing, señora. Sleep, you need to rest.
Ziva can't stop thinking about that kiss. She can't deny that it was the best kiss of her life. She finds herself curling her hair with a finger thinking about him. "Oh camon Ziva, you look like a teenage..." She thinks.
Ziva wakes up in the morning, Rosa is already there arranging something in the medicine cabinet.
-Sorry, señora, I didn't want to wake you up.
-You didn't, Miss Rosa. And please, don't call me señora I hate that formalities. Just Ziva.
-Ok, Ziva, but like that you can't call me "miss" just Rosa. So tell me, did you see him today, already?
-Him.
-Yes, your charming prince...
-I don't know what you are talking about.
-Yes, you do. Señor DiNozzo...
"Oh damn, is that obvious?" Ziva says to herself.
-We are only friends, Rosa.
-Yes, of course you are. Friends use to kiss each other on the lips...Why don't you tell him?
-Tell him what? There's nothing to tell...
-Look, señora... Ziva. El verdadero amor solo se encuentra una vez en la vida. The true love is only found once in a lifetime.He said that he can't imagine his life without you. Think about it.
Rosa leaves Ziva alone. She's thinking about it... about how they always try to protect each other, about what she feel and what she thinks he feels.
"I can't get you out of the sunlight,
I can't get you out of the rain,
I can't get you back to that one time,
Cause you and me are still recovering."
Maybe they should go slowly, maybe she shouldn't tell him. Actualy she thinks that she shouldn't even love him. "I don't deserve him, after all the things I did to him..." She says to herself. But she do, she love him, first she need to tell him, and then they will go slowly... she need to calm down, her life has been a race.
"So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race..."
She asks to herself if after everything they've been through, after Jeanne, after Michael, they can begin again.
"Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go..
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had..
I never knew what I had.."
She thinks if he ever notice what she feels for him. "Of course he did, Ziva... you're so obvious..." (She's not very accustomed to talk with herself so much...) She thinks about all those times that she finds herself counting every every second to see him.
"See I look for you in the morning
Cos that's what my mind always calls
And I can't wait to get to the evening
Cos that's when I want you the most
So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race"
Everytime she see him, the only thing she wants to do is to hold him in her arms, to kiss him and never let him go. All that she wants it's to begin again.
"Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go...
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
But I know it now...
I wish I would've known before
How good we were...
Or is it too late to come back
Or is it's really over,
If it's really over..."
-Hey, sunshine, how are you today?
-Hi, Tony. I'm fine. -She says.
-Look, Ziva... I bring you something...
Ziva was waiting for a movie or something like that...
-This is for you. -He says holding a bunch of flowers.
With this she feels her heart beating faster.
-Tony... I... I don't know what to say... I never expected that you would... give me flowers.
-You didn't like it...
-What... no, I loved it... I'm just... impressed.
-Ah ah... Ziva David is impressed! Tony DiNozzo you're incredible. -He says with that ironic smile.
-And very convinced too. -She says smiling.
He sits on a chair near to her bed.
-Ziva, is something wrong?... You look strange today...
-I... I need to say you something...-Her stomach has a node.-It's now or never, so here it goes. Look I don't know how to say this to you, because this is not a thing that I say all the time.-The words are threatening to leave her mouth. -I love you Tony, I always did, since the first moment that I saw you, I try to deny it everyday, I try to hide it, but I can't no more. I love you, I realy do.
Tony is propped looking at her.
-Sorry... I... I... shouldn't have said this. If you don't feel the same but it's ok I....
-Shhh... Look, there's something I want to say you too, you're beautiful, you're inteligent, you'te sexy, you're nice, you're strong, you're amazing, you're my ninja...You're all that I need. When you were almost dying in my harms last day, for the first time I felt how it is to don't have nothing. When I saved your life, I saved my heart. You're everything to me. I don't matter to leave my "playboy" life, I don't matter to never be with another woman again, I don't matter about rule number 12 or about you're father. I would do anything for you... even watch that horrible hebrew movies. I love you, Zi.
He presses his mouth on her lips so softly that it seemed that he was asking her premission to kiss her. A tear slip by her face.
-Zi, are you crying? I never saw you crying...
He holds her in his arms. They could be holding on forever. She's crying in front of him, she really is...she was needing that, she was needing that since she met him. He can feel her sobbing, and her tears watering his shirt.
-Sorry, Tony. -She says surrounded by his embrace.
-It's alrigth, cry Ziva, you don't need to be ashamed to cry, it's good to you. I'm here, rigth here and you know I'll always be.
Rosa is watching them, she's crying her eyes over.
-Rosa, are you crying? -The doctor asks.
-Look at them doctor...
"But this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But itI's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go...
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had..."
There they are. A "crazy ninja" and a "playboy" finnaly realising their emotions. This is not a happy ever after. This is only a beginning, a very happy one. And maybe the lovestories exist, we only have to believe them, and to find strength to begin again.
So... hope you like it please comment.
P.S.:TIVA FOREVER!!!
FanFiction everyone on this sitepage must off read/write them. A lot of you will also know about fanfiction.net
Now what my plan is, to make a list with reall good tiva fanfictions so that you do not have to search, because mostly fellow readers can point the best stories at you.
The idea is this, name the story+ the author in your comment and I'll put it on the list, but please don't put your own in the comments, let's stay objective.
List:
My girl - Angel-death-dealer
The Knife - Broadway007
Blank - Prissy and Bregan
Captives - DiNUTZzo
Just One More - Aldea0402
Motherhood - Sophie Ranier
Me, My fake husband, and my crazy aunt - broken piece of the puzzle
Now what my plan is, to make a list with reall good tiva fanfictions so that you do not have to search, because mostly fellow readers can point the best stories at you.
The idea is this, name the story+ the author in your comment and I'll put it on the list, but please don't put your own in the comments, let's stay objective.
List:
My girl - Angel-death-dealer
The Knife - Broadway007
Blank - Prissy and Bregan
Captives - DiNUTZzo
Just One More - Aldea0402
Motherhood - Sophie Ranier
Me, My fake husband, and my crazy aunt - broken piece of the puzzle
