" Oh no, no, no and no again im losing it man I can't do it no more. I'm falling got it now leave me alone." I sat on my bed tears streaming down my face, the things in his vision were fighting me making me do things I didn't want, but he was fighting. Yet I was losing and all because I couldn't get anything to go right without a multiple of five or five, nothing went right without five. I couldn't find anyway one to help me in my fight, I can't believe my 4 friends had abandoned me(4 I told you nothing ever went right without 5). The sound of footsteps got louder and the doctor came in and started to talk to me, but I couldn't understand anything he was saying because of the figures who were screaming at me, punching my arm until I finally lost it and stood up, rushed towards the window, dived out of it and waited for about 2 seconds before I felt the wind go out of my body and my vision to go completely black.
I woke roughly 2 hours later feeling different, loose. I shake myself and smile feeling the air through my fingers as if for the first time, yet in the back of my mind I could hear the screaming of a tiny figure wanting to be let out and escape from the figures. " HAHAHA" I laugh realizing im crazy and that im not myself, all of that lasts for hours and I feel the euphoria happiness, but I know its never going to last I feel the depressed me escaping and as he smothers my happiness I know I'll be back and do something in the time I have.
well I hope you enjoyed it and I know it might not make much sense right now but it will soon and just to know in case you dont know what the boys going through he has a mental illness
and cya next time
I woke roughly 2 hours later feeling different, loose. I shake myself and smile feeling the air through my fingers as if for the first time, yet in the back of my mind I could hear the screaming of a tiny figure wanting to be let out and escape from the figures. " HAHAHA" I laugh realizing im crazy and that im not myself, all of that lasts for hours and I feel the euphoria happiness, but I know its never going to last I feel the depressed me escaping and as he smothers my happiness I know I'll be back and do something in the time I have.
well I hope you enjoyed it and I know it might not make much sense right now but it will soon and just to know in case you dont know what the boys going through he has a mental illness
and cya next time
That if we believe in our souls
Then the doubt that we will fail
Will melt away
We must believe
There's no better time to do this
And we shall never give up
Because a helpless creature is dying
We shall help the creature
And if we come together and sing
All hope will become stronger and stronger
Like a candle building flame
We shall care for it
We shall be its shoulder to lean on
We shall never give up hope
If it dies, I die with it
It shall survive
If we give up all our hope
Nothing ever shall be alive again
The hope still blazes
Inside of each and every one of us,
And we believe that we will
Defeat our obstacle
There will be nothing to fight us
After we look inside ourselves
And find our strength
I have a dream,
That my little amazing creature
Will survive and get a new leg
It shall not die.
Today's the day
We show all our strength
Tonight's the night...
No one's ever gonna keep me down
Again...
And I'm gonna go on,
And on.
Tonight's the night
We're gonna be determined
Have hope in our eyes
You can see it inside
As we rev it across tonight
Tonight's the night
Tonight I'm gonna give it my best shot
And no one's gonna control me
Not tonight,
Oh not now,
And maybe not ever again.
Cause I have the feeling
That I'm powerful
That I'm givin it my all
And it's gonna be a shocker
When I power the stage tonight
Tonight's the night
And no one's gonna shove me down again,
Cuz tonight's my night.