how frustrating life can be to many centurys of the same thing.always searching never finding what i am looking for.jumping from one figure to the next.how can i intraduce myself when i have no permanent form to call my own.so to explain.i can take on any form of my choosing i have been nearly every animal i have even been the wind blowing through ones nose and out the mouth that was extremly weird.i have been dirt of which you walk on doors being closed.i am not whole because until i find my soulmate i cannot find a permanent body.all of them creatures i have inhabited and there enampt chatter never holding my interest for very long.stories endless stories of there trials and yet of all them nothing that matters to me.i have tried in the beginning i wanted so hard to belong i tried to make my self stay just to be able to feel anything and yet nothing.is there anyone like me out there i think not one time long ago i was in the form of a dolpin such an esquite animal.always with there mate so at ease peaceful i wanted to belong but in the end i bounced out of it into a sea turtle on to the seaweed drifting in the ocean just laying there.floating.then the wind took me to shore apon the beach thats when i went into the most interesting creature yet.human they walked with each other and held hands this fascinated me i had never seen anything like it i tried to mimick the other humans eating i didnt have food i didnt need such things it would not sustain me.so i quickly avoided that all together.but then i saw something no someone who caught my eye.she was a human of course but she was looking through me not at me as if she could not see me this was a first everyone seen me i just never gave them the chance to get close but she fasinated me.i had to talk to her to find out why she didnt see me could she even hear me.i walked up slowly always smiling that was a natural thing to do.she just kept looking like she didnt see me. hello i said in my voice it was the first i had heard such noise usualy it was more of a humming noise.but she did not say anything.hum this was a first how could i get her attention i could blow on the sand.but she would think it was the wind.i could clap my hands would she even hear that. hey you there sir.can you do me a favor.but he to did not see me.this is a first every other creature i inhabited was more than polite.they would always run on and on about silly stuff i often disregarded as rubbish.what to do oh well i need to find another form this is irrating i will become that there seagull and fly away from here.this is strange i usualy would not or even could not keep a form for very long before i would be bolsting from its remains into another creature.here i go pushing pushing pulling what is this why am i not in that there seagull.what is going on.i have never even tried like this before no wait the girl from which i was first drawn to got up and and is coming over to me.hello are you okay you look like you were i dont know trying to pull your head off so i thought i would see if i should stop you.oh no she seen me trying to shift that never happens.i um well i have a headace that seems like a good excuse.so you thought that by trying to pull your head off that it would stop.she was whats the word i think laughing at me. why are you laughing at me i will not tolerate that do you want me to become a storm and suck you up and spit you out you horrible little creature..um okay she said sorry i tried to help you complete and stupid idiot.the words i said must have offened her somehow i dont see why you there what do these people i guess thats the word yea people what do they call you.i just stood there laughing at her to. she gave me a mean look and started laughing again this time i joined her,i kept on long after she quit didnt know if i should stop.okay anyways she said your kinda weird ya know.yea well any way i dont tell crazy people my name so i would say nice to meet you but i just need to get out of here.okay then you run along you human you and i will stay here okay okay she looked at me with crazy eyes.hey before you go what do i need to do with myself i cant escape and i was wondering if you knew.oh i dont even know what your talking about nor do i care but maybe you should go to a mental hospital.oh okay well will you take me. yeah i might need to you could hurt someone.just follow me okay.okay she seems fairly interesting i think i will follow her.so will you tell me now what your name is since im going to this hospital.okay my name is sheena i am eighteen years old i live with my grandparents i like seafood is there anything else you want to know.yes do you have a mate are you sexually active.thats none of your buisness.oh but im afraid it is why is that because you dear are my soul mate and we belong together.what what are you talking about look we dont have much further til we get to the hospital.were not going to the hospital you are coming with me.she stopped the car get out help get out.what did i do you are freaking me out get out i just wanted to help.but beautiful you already have i have found where i belong it is with you can i keep you i used what is my gift for the first time on her she was hipnotized see what ever creature or thing i became i took part of it with me i am not trying to scare you love iam in love with you i have been searching for you for centuries wil you let me explain i am not of this world and yet i am i am everything and anything you want.i can be the air that you breathe i used to think that was disgusting but with you i think i would like it.for your mouth to suck me in and blow me out.i will show you and with that i changed into the wind and did as i said slowly coming back to my human form.what in the world what are you i am a form of all creatures i can inhibit anything or anyone.do you see what i mean do you understand i am sorry about before with the storm thing had i known it was you i would have been on my knees mind you this is afirst for me i am new to all this.but why me im no one special.oh but you are wrong for it is you who stopped this ever changing unit into something stable something to hold a grasp on.i will be forever in your debt i dont know you but i love you.will you take my hand and with that we will be what ever you want.can you give me a sec this is all strange.take all the time you need i am not or cannot go anywhere without you it is impossible.okay so you say we can be what ever or who ever we want can we be other people.why of course anything or any one. i want to be a bird.can i be, yes but i should warn you once you leave this body we can never come back you need to know this. this body will not sustain you any more, but you left and came back when you were the wind. oh yes love because you were holding me here your pull like i said i cannot not that i would want to but it isnt posssible to be away from you .you are my other half.i have been seacrhing for you through air.sea, animals,storms yes i can become a storm.i can also be or we can be the snow people play in the fire people come into to warm themself.we can be anything.but there is a price to pay. i will let you decide i of course kind of like being human but the choice is yours.okay i think i will yeah i will stay human for now thats weird to say stay human. it is rather tempting like i have a super power or something huh well dear you actually do who do you know that can do such things. um well nobody.wow i guess your right i cant believe im taking this so lightly i dont understand. again beautiful it is because you belong to me as i to you. dont you mean with. okay love get up and try to go to that store over there okay. she got out of the car only to make it to the hood and then she was back in the drivers side .does that same thing happen to you. yes it would love and note the pull you have on me is another thing to think about. we are close in this human form but when and if we take on another we will be one not two one we are soulmates in everysense we are but one.wow that is strange why do you feel that way well i have heard of such a pull as two intertwining into one but to actualy have one body how could we ever be physically you know.active.well dear that is basicly the same in all creatures the need to procreate.but with our kind it is so much more than that. we will try your way of course if you want i dont know what it is like not ever doing that but it is i cant even explain you will see.what happens when we get that close i mean the pull.it is kind of like magnets i should say thats the closest i can think of. when and if we do what you ask we will be closer than any other human animal anything has ever been.even just kissing you would be like pulling my self away from a tornado.oh okay i need to talk to my mom and dad they are probaly wodering when im coming home i thought you said you lived with your grandparents yea about that actualy my name is not sheena it is tiffany and i dont like seafood at all.i didnt want to tell a crazy person the truth about me.anyways what do i call you .you call me one as well as yourself eventualy your name will not matter over time you will see.exactually how old are you anyways.by which you mean time i am thirty five hundred years old.give or take a century we dont count time.so if i take on another form i will live forever.i wouldnt say forever but a very long time.but if i didnt change what would happen to you when i die.well my love we share the same ever thing joy pain excitment every feeling you have is now apart of me.for you are me so when you go i go.but thats not right i cant do that to you .one i am nothing without you i would consider it an honor to die with you dont think of me when you make your choice i would not have told you this but i cannot hold anything from you not that i would want to i have finaly found you i am happy i have never felt anything in my time and now cant you feel it like my whats the word my heart will jump out of my chest.yes i do i feel the same can i do something. if you wish i want to touch you to see that you are real just then as she touched my hand had the consistency of glue in between two hands trying to pull away but hard to do so.it left shivers up my spine i did not want her to pull away if that is even possible.i dont know.i cant pull away.i dont want to have to but i need to focus there is still things she must know.if i told you something would you not freak out.um after everything i have seen and felt and now you ask me this.what is it.i dont know i know i have to tell you but i am afraid. you are immortal what could you be afraid of.i need you to understand that if you decide to stay human i will always be there everywhere.so dont freak out but your body even human body is going to start to change. what do you mean.i mean is that every creature that i inhabited i took part of that with me and i have been many many creatures.for one i was a bird and well love um i can fly which means you also.i was a snake so watch who you kiss for now your bite is deadly what im venomous i cant even kiss my mom or dad. not unless you want to kill them sorry i know its a bit much.but there how shall i say this there is so much more you can do you will see.