[b]Bella's POV
I knew I was dreaming, this could never happen. I couldn't be sure though it all looked so vivid.
I wasn't at home anymore, I was in a meadow, my meadow, his meadow. And there he was, leaning agaist a tree, looking as perfect as usual. He was smiling my favourite smile, his eyes shining with... laughter?
"Edward," I asked, "something funny?"
Edward just shook his head, his shoulders moving with silent laughter. Great now I'd have to hope Alice knew what was humouring him. Edward wouldn't like it if I found out before he told me, but maybe this time he'd learn to tell me quicker.
I slowly turned around to walk away when the laughter became no longer silent. Now this was annoying.
"Bella," Edward chocked, "I can't get my head around you believing it. I mean come on vampires?"
No I'd had this dream too many times before, he was going to tell me that vampires don't exist and that it was all some big joke. That the whole town was in on it and I was the only one gullible enough to believe it. Then I would wake up screaming and Edward would rush in to comfort me. I always had this dream when the weather was nice and Edward and his family went hunting.
"You're not dreaming this time Bella!" He said, his perfect voice turning sly and evil. This wasn't my Edward. "Seriously Bella, there's no such thing as vampires."
It wasn't this that woke me up, something was cutting into the ring finger on my left hand.
Back in the darkness of my room I looked down to see the glistening engagement ring on my finger. For once I'd missed the bad part of the dream.
There was a crinkling under my pillow as I moved onto my back. It was a crumpled note. How long had it been there?
"I will be back soon Miss Cullen. Apparently Alice has a surprise for you. Don't worry I'll be there. Love, Edward."
Suddenly my whole world brightened.
I knew I was dreaming, this could never happen. I couldn't be sure though it all looked so vivid.
I wasn't at home anymore, I was in a meadow, my meadow, his meadow. And there he was, leaning agaist a tree, looking as perfect as usual. He was smiling my favourite smile, his eyes shining with... laughter?
"Edward," I asked, "something funny?"
Edward just shook his head, his shoulders moving with silent laughter. Great now I'd have to hope Alice knew what was humouring him. Edward wouldn't like it if I found out before he told me, but maybe this time he'd learn to tell me quicker.
I slowly turned around to walk away when the laughter became no longer silent. Now this was annoying.
"Bella," Edward chocked, "I can't get my head around you believing it. I mean come on vampires?"
No I'd had this dream too many times before, he was going to tell me that vampires don't exist and that it was all some big joke. That the whole town was in on it and I was the only one gullible enough to believe it. Then I would wake up screaming and Edward would rush in to comfort me. I always had this dream when the weather was nice and Edward and his family went hunting.
"You're not dreaming this time Bella!" He said, his perfect voice turning sly and evil. This wasn't my Edward. "Seriously Bella, there's no such thing as vampires."
It wasn't this that woke me up, something was cutting into the ring finger on my left hand.
Back in the darkness of my room I looked down to see the glistening engagement ring on my finger. For once I'd missed the bad part of the dream.
There was a crinkling under my pillow as I moved onto my back. It was a crumpled note. How long had it been there?
"I will be back soon Miss Cullen. Apparently Alice has a surprise for you. Don't worry I'll be there. Love, Edward."
Suddenly my whole world brightened.
*You're a little fat!
*Every boy in the school prefer Bella than you!
*If you look in the mirror it breaks!
*Emmett is cheating you with Jessica!
*Emmett told me that you're so worthless that! doesn't serve either to have a child!
*Carlisle told me that he saved you because you were ruining the beauty of the streets!
*Edward prefer Bella because she's human!
*Emmett said he is dating you because he feels sorry for you!
*I think you love Jacob Black!
*I think emmett is too beautiful for you!
*You look like a transvestite!
*You are the worse baseball player in the world!
*You are smelling like a dog! I think you had sex with jacob!
*You are just a pretty face, but you are so dumb!
Stewart had some apprehensions about shooting that scene. She didn't want the scenario of two teens, one being a vampire who happens to be many years older than his facade of 17, deciding to marry one another to look silly or unbelievable.
"Well, to decide you're gonna marry someone at 18 is a pretty hefty decision," she told MTV News from the red carpet of the premiere of her new movie, "The Yellow Handkerchief." "And I didn't want to look stupid. I didn't want it to look like kids getting married. You know what I mean?"
Stewart said she had to find an emotional space that allowed her to make a teenage engagement seem plausible. "I wanted to be, like, 'Oh! Wow! I would say yes too!' You know what I mean? So I don't know how you do that. You try to do it for real, and it felt good. I hope it turned out alright."
"Well, to decide you're gonna marry someone at 18 is a pretty hefty decision," she told MTV News from the red carpet of the premiere of her new movie, "The Yellow Handkerchief." "And I didn't want to look stupid. I didn't want it to look like kids getting married. You know what I mean?"
Stewart said she had to find an emotional space that allowed her to make a teenage engagement seem plausible. "I wanted to be, like, 'Oh! Wow! I would say yes too!' You know what I mean? So I don't know how you do that. You try to do it for real, and it felt good. I hope it turned out alright."
9. “I’m so full I’m about to puke, but I think I can force it down. I won’t enjoy it at all though.” (Page 239)
8. “I’m useless these days, no wonder Billy’s always gone. I’m so boring.” (Page 326)
7. “I run at a toasty one-oh-eight point nine these days. I’ll have you sweating in no time.” (Page 490)
6. “Of course, you’d warm up faster if you took your clothes off.” (Page 491)
5. “Does my being half-naked bother you?” (Page 216)
4. “Go fetch a space heater. I’m not a St. Bernard!” (Page 289)
3. “It’s enough of a pain to carry the shorts around with me, let alone a complete outfit. What do I look like, a pack mule?” (Page 216)
2. “Did you seriously just stamp your foot? I thought girls only did that on TV.” (Page 119)
1. “Next time you want to hit me, use a baseball bat or a crowbar, okay?” (Page 335)
1. You wake up in the middle of the night to find him climbing through your window to watch you sleep.
2. He hates your dog, and all dogs for that matter.
3. He looks at you like you're somethig to eat.
4. He frequently tells you how nice you smell.
5. His parents mysteriously let him ditch school on sunny days just to go CAMPING!
6. He stops a van from almost crushing you to death with his bear hands.
7. He can bounce fruit from his feet like a soccer ball (apples are his specialty).
8. He calls you spider monkey and runs around with you on his back.
9. He seems to know what everyone is thinking.
10. He claims the reason his eyes change color is because of "the fluorescence".
2. He hates your dog, and all dogs for that matter.
3. He looks at you like you're somethig to eat.
4. He frequently tells you how nice you smell.
5. His parents mysteriously let him ditch school on sunny days just to go CAMPING!
6. He stops a van from almost crushing you to death with his bear hands.
7. He can bounce fruit from his feet like a soccer ball (apples are his specialty).
8. He calls you spider monkey and runs around with you on his back.
9. He seems to know what everyone is thinking.
10. He claims the reason his eyes change color is because of "the fluorescence".
one of them is you,
because we're split in two,
all of my life,
I dreamed to be your wife,
it isn't real,
you don't know how I feel,
it took me so long,
to figure out you're wrong,
I drive down the road,
not knowing where to go,
might as well jump off a cliff,
I have no idea if I'll live,
so now I'm at the bottom of the ocean,
my mind going through all of this confusion,
I have no more air,
I still don't see you anywhere,
but you're trying to save me,
I thought you still hated me,
as my fingers slip through yours,
I now touch the sea floor,
knowing that I won't exsist anymore.