I can feel my self loosing breath. The look on his face leaves me speachless. His eyes feel cold for their warm color. I can almost see the wheels turning in his head.
"Whats wrong with me?" I ask as I reach for his hand. His head jurks to the side when Billy calls out his name. He immediatly jumps up and quickly gets to the door.
"I'll be back Rennesme." He says quietly as he leaves the room. I can't help but look away. I mean I know I have not been hungry and the scent of blood has made me feel sick but it can't be that bad can it?. My stomach turns as i think over what just happend. I can hear someone by the door.
"Nessie, can I come in?" I hear Aunt Rosalie's voice from the hall. I can't answer her, and I can tell that is bothering her because she is lightly tapping her foot on the hard wood floor.
"Sure." I finaly say. As she comes and sits beside me I only look away not really wanting those special comforting words. Though right now they might not be so comforting.
"I heard about what happend." She starts.
"Look Aunt Rosalie, I know you want to help and all but right now I just need some time ok."
"Ok well if you need anything just ask I mean you need help with your condition and all." She says as she stands up.
"What condition?" I ask standing up my self.
"Carlisle will tell you soon I'm sure." She says protectivly as she walks towards the door.
"Oh wait up, what condition." I ask rudly folowing her as she walks.
"I should not have said anything. Just let it go."
"Let it go?? What do you mean let it go? You can't just expect me to forget all about it do you?" I yell at her.
"Calm down Nessie." She says lightly taking my wrist. I begin to breath again. I'm guessing Uncle Jasper is near because the mood is somewhat diferent.
"I need to go see Jake." I say urgently as I step out the door.
"No Rennesme, your not ready." She says as she pulls me back.
"Yes I am, I have to see him Aunt Rose just let me please." I beg her as she slowly drops her hand.
"Why don't you talk to Carlisle first." She says to me as she blocks the door. "Hey and shouldn't you be getting ready for college?" She pesters obviously trying to change the subject.
"Move!" I yell. "He's my husband, don't you understand?" I ask her with a pleading voice.
"Whats wrong with me?" I ask as I reach for his hand. His head jurks to the side when Billy calls out his name. He immediatly jumps up and quickly gets to the door.
"I'll be back Rennesme." He says quietly as he leaves the room. I can't help but look away. I mean I know I have not been hungry and the scent of blood has made me feel sick but it can't be that bad can it?. My stomach turns as i think over what just happend. I can hear someone by the door.
"Nessie, can I come in?" I hear Aunt Rosalie's voice from the hall. I can't answer her, and I can tell that is bothering her because she is lightly tapping her foot on the hard wood floor.
"Sure." I finaly say. As she comes and sits beside me I only look away not really wanting those special comforting words. Though right now they might not be so comforting.
"I heard about what happend." She starts.
"Look Aunt Rosalie, I know you want to help and all but right now I just need some time ok."
"Ok well if you need anything just ask I mean you need help with your condition and all." She says as she stands up.
"What condition?" I ask standing up my self.
"Carlisle will tell you soon I'm sure." She says protectivly as she walks towards the door.
"Oh wait up, what condition." I ask rudly folowing her as she walks.
"I should not have said anything. Just let it go."
"Let it go?? What do you mean let it go? You can't just expect me to forget all about it do you?" I yell at her.
"Calm down Nessie." She says lightly taking my wrist. I begin to breath again. I'm guessing Uncle Jasper is near because the mood is somewhat diferent.
"I need to go see Jake." I say urgently as I step out the door.
"No Rennesme, your not ready." She says as she pulls me back.
"Yes I am, I have to see him Aunt Rose just let me please." I beg her as she slowly drops her hand.
"Why don't you talk to Carlisle first." She says to me as she blocks the door. "Hey and shouldn't you be getting ready for college?" She pesters obviously trying to change the subject.
"Move!" I yell. "He's my husband, don't you understand?" I ask her with a pleading voice.
Hey, I'm typing away at home while my dad takes Mom on an extensive trip to France! Jacob could hardly contain his excitement! Seriously, He's burst into a dog three times- oh, not again Jake! Four times. Anyways, whenever my parents are out, my dad posts up a list of rules. Here's what he wrote.
Renesmee,
your mom and I are going to France. Do not take advantage of this with Jacob. Tell Alice where you're going, and DON'T go to La Push. Watch for bears, and don't go anywhere near the hunting zone. No friends over later than 10:00PM unless it's Jacob(even then don't try anything funny.). Jacob is not allowed on your bed(and I don't care if he's in dog form.). Alice will come over to check in on you regularly, but call her if you need help.
-Dad
Ugh. As if Jake and I would do anything stupid. I think Jake was planning on that, though. Well, I hear Jake break something upstairs. I'm gonna see what he's up to. Later!
Renesmee,
your mom and I are going to France. Do not take advantage of this with Jacob. Tell Alice where you're going, and DON'T go to La Push. Watch for bears, and don't go anywhere near the hunting zone. No friends over later than 10:00PM unless it's Jacob(even then don't try anything funny.). Jacob is not allowed on your bed(and I don't care if he's in dog form.). Alice will come over to check in on you regularly, but call her if you need help.
-Dad
Ugh. As if Jake and I would do anything stupid. I think Jake was planning on that, though. Well, I hear Jake break something upstairs. I'm gonna see what he's up to. Later!
-Edward-
As I placed Renesmee's hand in Jacob's, whispered to me, "Thank you."
That took me by surprise. As I took my seat next Bella, she whispered, too low for the surrounding humans to hear, that she was proud of me.
When it was over, I was convinced myself and Bella had had a less melodramatic ceremony than this. Then again, perhaps it had been even more so.
Alice had gone over-the-top with decorations, not that Renesmee minded. She was unlike Bella in that way. When it was my turn to dance with her, she whispered, "You'll still be my dad."
Again with the dramatics.
When it was Bella's turn, she let me see her thoughts. A special gift. I enjoyed hearing her thoughts.
"This bothers you more than you're letting on, Edward. Relax, let it go. She'll be fine," Bella said.
"You know me so well," I grinned at her before Emmett claimed her and I was forced to dance with Rosalie.
As I placed Renesmee's hand in Jacob's, whispered to me, "Thank you."
That took me by surprise. As I took my seat next Bella, she whispered, too low for the surrounding humans to hear, that she was proud of me.
When it was over, I was convinced myself and Bella had had a less melodramatic ceremony than this. Then again, perhaps it had been even more so.
Alice had gone over-the-top with decorations, not that Renesmee minded. She was unlike Bella in that way. When it was my turn to dance with her, she whispered, "You'll still be my dad."
Again with the dramatics.
When it was Bella's turn, she let me see her thoughts. A special gift. I enjoyed hearing her thoughts.
"This bothers you more than you're letting on, Edward. Relax, let it go. She'll be fine," Bella said.
"You know me so well," I grinned at her before Emmett claimed her and I was forced to dance with Rosalie.
