I turned around and looked at Jessica."Hey Jess, um....who are they" I asked. She caught my tone immidetly. "Those are the Cullens. The boy with blondish hair is Jasper. He's dating the pixie , Alice. The big one is Emmettt, he's dating Roslie. The beautiful blonde. The one with bronze hair is Edward" she whispered to me. I couldn't help but stare at them they were beautiful. I was trying to memerize their faces when Jasper's eyes turned red. He was like Luke and Lucas. I started to shake so bad."Bella are you o.k" Mike asked me. All of the Cullen looked up and turned to me. Alice followed my gaze and saw Jasper."Yeah, I just need some air. I'll be back" I whispered. I ran outside towards the forest. I was already lost when I saw their faces. Then I blacked out. I woke up to a white room. I groaned when I saw the I.V machine."Damm it" I muttered. I looked around to see the cullens asleep, I didn't now why they were there but I didn't care. I spotted my clothes on a table with my bag. I ripped out the needles and got out. I slipped on my jeans, but I didn't know what to do with my shirt. I mean come one there were men in here. Oh, well I pulled on my shirt. Since, I didn't eat much you could see some of my bones. I got my bag and headed toward the window. I couldn't stay there, they could find out. I opened it and saw that I was on the 2nd floor. I was about to jump when cold hands caught me and picked me up. I was hitting and kicking. If you knew anything about me you would know I hated to be carried. They placed me on the bed. I saw that the cullens were awake and it was Emmett who picked me up." What were you doing" Edward asked angrily." Getting some freash air" I replied in the same tone. Alice was about to put a hand on my shoulder when I jerked back. They all looked hurt by my gesture except roslie.. They took a step forward. I pulled my knife out and raised it. " That won't hurt us" she laughed. " Maybe it won't hurt you but it would kill me" I said as I put it to my chest.Now all of them were shocked." You wouldn't" They all said." But I would" I said. they didn't belive me, they didn't think I could kill myself.