Edward pov
We been writing for 3 months letters to each other. They were not love letters but i hoped.
Bella and i had quickly become best friends she was just so... Perfect smart funny and well a beautiful person
Ok i had to admit that as ridiculous as it sounds i had develop a " crush" on bella hell maybe a love her and that is crazy because i had never seen her in all my life ....
bella probably just saw me as a pity case some loner guy that she has to write letters to ... My highest hope was that she at least saw me as a friend
Each of her letters bella sign them "love bella" but i knew she didnt meant it as i did for her she was just being polite ...

And right now while i was walking in the jungle of vietnam all i could think was of my bella. More than anything he wanted bella to love him as he love her -but the letters were evasive on the matter of love and most of the time chatty
He was suppose to pay attention to what he was doing but all he could think was how beautiful bella lookon the picture she send him she was standing by i house - i imagine it was her house - i always wonder who took that picture his boyfried did had a boyfriend?

I sigh at the terrinle thought of seeng bella with someone else

And then suddenly i felt i terrible pain on my shoulder - i realize i just got shoot