This is part one of edwards POV of the conversation
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I was going to see Bella today as I usually did. My wife-to-be thinking about us always made me smile. “Are you going to see Bella this morning, Edward?”Esme asked “Yes I am it’s been a while since I last saw her”
“Oh come on it’s hardly been a while just two days that’s!”Emmett was always like this when it came to me mentioning about how long I’d been away from Bella for “Emmett leave Edward alone, you know how much he loves Bella” Carlisle was always there to shut up Emmett’s complaining “I’m going now” I said quietly. I could hear Carlisle telling Emmett off as I left.
I parked my car outside Bella’s house as always and knocked on the door. I waited a moment and she didn’t open the door, so I knocked again. This time she opened the door still dressed in her night clothes, which isn’t like her.”Leave it on the door step” she said to me sounding drunk. I decided it was best to let myself in because she quite clearly didn’t know what she was doing. So I opened the door and shut it behind me. “Normal delivery men that get told to leave a parcel on the door step leave the parcel on the door step and GO!!”She shouted at me. “Bella it’s me, Edward, have you gone insane?”She probably had to re-think things now. “Edward I’m so sorry I thought you were a delivery man, I only just got out of bed and I don’t really know what I am doing” that’s not like Bella to get out of bed this late. “It’s nearly 11:00 Bella, what are you doing getting bed so late in the morning?”

“Really!?, I had no idea I wasn’t aware of the time”

“Bella let me make you breakfast and then we can talk”

“Talk about what?”

“Just us, our wedding those kind of things”

“Oh right”

I made her breakfast for her and whilst she sat there and ate it I told her what was going on in my house at the moment. She finished her breakfast and went upstairs to go get washed and dressed. I cleared away her bowl and went and sat on the sofa. She came and sat next to me smiling, looking as beautiful as ever. “So not long now until we get married” I said happily “Yes, not long” she seemed day dreamy I thought I should ask her another question just to see if she was happy about us getting married “Are you looking forward to our marriage, Bella?”

“Of course I am Edward, I just wish that”

“You just wish what Bella?”

“Never mind it doesn’t matter”

“No, I want to know”

“I wish that Jacob could come to our wedding”

“JACOB COME TO OUR WEDDING!?” I was infuriated Jacob was defiantly not coming to our wedding. It’s mine and Bella’s special day and he would ruin it. “Yes, Edward you know how much I care for him”

“Bella, Jacob isn’t touching you again”

“Edward where do you think we will get together in life, because I bet I’ll have loads of friends that you don’t like, what are you going to do then. Take them away from me?”

“JACOB IS DANGEROUS, ALL HE’S EVERY DONE TO YOU IS RUIN YOUR LIFE AND HURT YOU!”

“JACOB HAS NEVER HURT ME AND HE HASN’T RUINED MY LIFE!” She was screaming at me she would probably lose her voice soon if she carried on. “YES HE HAS BELLA, YOU JUST DON’T SEE IT” I had to say this because it was true, all the times he had hurt her, she just never sees. “WELL I DON’T SEE IT BECAUSE I’M NOT GETTING HURT, EDWARD YOU ARE THE ONE THAT’S HURT ME HERE SO DON’T BLAME IT ON JACOB” I was so shocked at that! “HOW DID I EVER HURT YOU!?” I just had to know because I really didn’t recall hurting Bella. “WHEN YOU LEFT ME BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED AT MY BIRTHDAY PARTY DID YOU EVEN THINK OF HOW MUCH PAIN I WAS IN THEN!?”I just didn’t know what to say after that, I was so angry, so frustrated with her.”I’M LEAVING!” I shouted at her. I walked out the room not looking back at her. I walked out the house slamming the door behind me, if I’d slammed it any harder it would probably shatter in to a million little pieces.